"Tug of War"
Written by: Renee Villanueva
Lead Vocals, Harmony, Rhythm guitar: Renee Villanueva
Harmony, Bass: Lia Alfonso
Lead guitar: Charles Umali
Violin: Melissa Ramos
Drums: Cita Alfonso

Mixed by: Nick Alfonso
Single cover photographed by: Tish Darroca

[Lyrics]
I once knew this old man
Sitting on his rocking chair
Tellin' his children the story of his life
And I know, I'll be like him

Day by day, I hear those voices in my head
Saying I should be me, but they won't even dare
To take a second look
Of what they've been looking at all along

They tell me, that I should do what I want
They tell me, that I should reach for the stars
But they're contradictory
And they pull me down

So i dream that someday,
I'll walk those steps of success,
I'll walk proud, 
Doing this for myself.

They said, "Be free,
Don't lock yourself up in a cage made of whispers,
Unlock the chains that you have made for yourself,
And walk proud amidst the darkness".

Live off the light
That comes from the lamp post
Stand your ground,
Don't let them push you off
You're on the track you've dreamt of,
And your shadow have nearly gone.

So i dream that someday,
I'll walk those steps of success,
I'll walk proud, 
Doing this for myself.

I once knew this old man
Sitting on his rocking chair
Tellin' his children the story of his life
And I know, I lived like him.

Tug of War

it's such a shame, i'll never see your face
ever again, a dark, familiar haze
but just the same, you're far too far to chase
it's such a shame, i'll never see your face

(you're) holding onto someone else's shadow
and going to a place where i can't follow

it's such a shame, i'll never see your face
ever again, you were the safest space
inside my brain, you were the warmest place
it's such a shame, i'll never see your face

such a shame

I was thinking of making an EP pero nah. hahhaha.

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It’s easier said than done
When it’s now or never, I can’t run
But I don’t know what to say but it’ll be just fine
I’ll spit out my words while I swallow my pride

May I ask if you want it
Cause I just want to be wanted
She said “im sorry but please step aside
It’ll be a while till I can decide”
I’ll be here when you need me
Waiting for that, "eventually"
It was impulsive, the things I said
But I just want to be wanted

My head’s above the clouds
She said stop fucking around

It’s not an easy yes or no
It’s a lot more complicated the more you know

And after all you said I will be just fine
i’ll be the scout that lights your fire

Scout

She walks away when I call her to lay
She don't wanna stay one more stupid day
Oh she shut the door 
She don't want me anymore 
She ran away when I told her to stay 

And I know I know it's not true 
And I'm standing out here with you
And I'll try I'll try to fix you baby 
So please

She walks away when I call her to lay
She don't wanna stay one more stupid day
Oh she shut the door 
She don't want me anymore 
She ran away when I told her to stay 

And I know I know it's not true 
But I saw him out there with you
And I'll try I'll try to fix you baby 
So please

Written by Patrick Santos 
Produced by Ram Alonzo
Mixed by Ram Alonzo
Recorded by Roberto Sena at futurestudio
Co-arranged by The Wants
Art by: Tristan Jacalan
Model: Jennifer Mizzi
Recorded at futurestudio

I see you through the train
Looking for your face 
In this hazy daze
But i guess you'll never know
I see you through the place
Looking for your space
While waiting for the rain 
To stop and then you'll go

You don't have to leave
With such a sad face 
Baby you can stay here 
Stay here with me
I guess I'll never see your face again 
In the subway going my way 
Is this good bye is this our goodbye 
Good bye

I see you drinking coffee 
Hemingway in hand 
Call it infatuation 
But i have it real bad 
Is it the high of the shiny lights 
Or your blue eyes, out of my sight 
While I stay behind

Mixed by Ian Invencion
Recorded at Mattic Studios
Special thanks to Kim Bernardino and Joe Puyat

Seven Eleven

produced by sleepypasta + dj bano
written by bp valenzuela, august wahh, no rome
mixed by jp del mundo

1st single off 'crydancer'

bbgirl (ft. august wahh & no rome)

tableau (expanded)

Out Of Mind (DEMO)

will i do things differently
if given second chances
i never liked uncertainty
i'll play it safe
will i make the same mistakes
will i learn to cooperate
will i do things differently
if given second chances

"definitely" isn't quite enough to be sure
that "differently's" gonna bring us back to before

Differently

feeling lil lonely on the weekend
after seeing the embodiment of what was and will never be
at least there is reality
to crush me to pieces 
in jelly fish tanks
with a mind blank

i look forward to
long walks and small talk
like never before
but i could never afford you at this time
your soul drifts to other lands

feeling like a teletubby on october streets
i’m asking for candy from strangers
only i’m a baby put in a box
graced with windows so i can see
them fly higher than kites
my wings ripped before me
my voice strains, my Jesus wins the fight for me

i look forward to
blue skies and gray
my life in a haze
my eyes fix my gaze only on the One 
who can save me

feelin’ lil lonely on the weekend
after seeing you, baby
feelin’ lil lonely on the weekend
after seeing you, baby

Scout

Ian Invencion

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