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一眼萬年Nhất Nhãn Vạn Niên - SHE

Tích ngôn - 昔言 | Winky Thi

Trương Bích Thần – 年轮 - Niên Luân (Hoa Thiên Cốt OST)

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

“Anemochory”, from the botanical term for wind-borne seed dispersal, forms the fourth Item of “Tome of Stars” and serves as a metaphor for the poet’s most desolate phase. It consists of fifteen sonnets of emotional scattering, spiritual disorientation, and theological anguish.

“No One” is a sonnet of existential anguish, threading together personal grief, metaphysical despair, and the failure of intimate connection. At its heart lies the poet’s confrontation with absolute absence, of comfort, of love, of meaningful response, and the unbearable silence left in the beloved’s wake. This sonnet oscillates between the specific narrative of loss and a wider speculation about the human condition: perhaps everyone is as alone as he now feels, simulating connection, performatively, while in truth imprisoned in isolation. The voice addresses the beloved directly, blaming her not only for leaving but for actively destroying the bridge that once connected them. The poet begs for release from a suffering that has become indistinguishable from hell.

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Lyrics

There’s no one here. I choke on noxious blight.  
No stellar shine to quench an endless grief.
Alone within a vast, unfeeling night,  
No heart to hear, no grace to grant relief.  

Perhaps this ache is borne by every soul,  
An emptiness behind each painted grin.  
Our grand performance hides abyssal holes,  
All bonds a sham, each spirit caged therein. 

You were the bridge I walked to reach the stars,  
But halfway ’cross, the piers you bade destroyed.  
Dear Bright One, now I’m left with only scars,  
Condemned to twilight’s cold, uncharted void.

Release me now! 
What prayer must I recite? What spell?
My Stargirl’s gone! All else I know is hell.

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

No One

Lòng Bàn Tay - Đế Thính Sakya

Hối Tiếc Tình Yêu 戀無悔 OST Tiên Kiếm Kỳ Hiệp 5 仙劍雲之凡

节目：蒙面唱将猜猜猜 [第十一期]
歌手：金志文 & 刘美麟
作词：陈少琪
作曲：藤原育郎
编曲：陈家荣 Tan Kah Yong
播放日期：27 11 2016

一眼萬年Nhất Nhãn Vạn Niên - SHE

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