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tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
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lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

out of mind

spotify

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

i wanted to cry, i wanted to die.

Lil Lotus - Let Me Die Here (Acoustic)

nothing,nowhere.: Rejecter (Slowed + Reverb)

nothing,nowhere. - wooden home (one take)

it's never ending
this happens every time
i swear i never meant this
i needed love, i needed love
'cause i don't love me
and is it too late?
yeah, is it all too late?
i crawl
i walk
i run
i fall
you needed me so bite your tongue
but i can't see past my pain
i caved in but you would still take me back
i know you care, i know you care
i know you wanted this more than me
i know you're torn, i know you're torn
so can i take you back?
you know i would you know
i'd take it all
i swear it's always been you
taste it on your neck now
feel it in your chest
yeah, yeah
so tell me are we nothing?
baby, tell me something
yeah, yeah
i know you care, i know you care
i know you wanted this more than me
i know you're torn, i know you're torn
so can i take you back?
you know i would

https://www.twitch.tv/nothingxnowhere/clips

nothing,nowhere. - Crawl

Oliver Francis ~ No Angel (ft. nothing, nowhere.)

nothing,nowhere. - FACE IT (GREEN TEA FREESTYLE)

nothing,nowhere. - Giles Corey (unreleased)

nothing,nowhere. - Holding On (unreleased)

[Verse 1]
I'll be at the graveyard if you need me
Ski mask, all black when you see me
Mankind is a f*cked up species

Look at the apocalypse on the TV
Linkin Park in the dark on a CD
Come home, Hybrid Theory on repeat
I remember growing up wasn't easy
All black, wakin up in the evening
I can still feel it all on the 16th

Nowadays tryna cope with the memories
Tried to figure out myself while I’m empty,
I can hear the devil now, tryna tempt me

Cause

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
 
[Verse 2]
Wake up and I'm down with the sickness
lately, I'm a man on a mission
Put myself number one on the hitlist
Number two, put myself as a witness
And I'm sick of it all, and it's f*cked up
Paradise, paralyze, yeah, that's tough luck
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
I'ma pull up on 'em all, tell 'em what's up
 

[Hook]
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Cause I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
And I scare myself to death

And I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death
I scare myself to death

Please give me a reason,
Something to believe in
Staring at they ceiling, from my bed
(And I scare myself to death)

Bleeding, every night I’m bleeding
Someone stop the screamin, in my head
(I scare my self to death..)

nothing,nowhere - death (one take)

nothing,nowhere. - this is killing me (unreleased)

Nothing,nowhere. - Doomsday (unreleased)

Nothing,nowhere. - Farewell (full  unreleased)

nothing,nowhere. - Giles Corey (unreleased)

Rick Casey