I think im ok @lilac @176s

produced by @maknae
featuring @bodygaard

(notes)
its always the same thing

lyrics:

(blush)

didnt know we were playing blame games
i thought you were mine, well its a damn shame
but its whatever im better than ever
why couldnt we just shine, instead we under the weather

whether they, take my spot
damn i know, ill just lay & rot
you were mine once upon a time
said we could fix it, but its a waste of time
its just tough love, you dont think its enough
but i know its fucked up, got me feeling all stuck
& yea it sucks...

its cool, just disappointed
thought it was us, but i guess were appointed
yea im your medicine
even your little secret sin, i just dont understand
yea you used to be my fan, but you got rid of it
it was all an act, i cant act like i didnt know
i dont write none of my songs i just speak up for the flow
big regrets & conviction, you were my addiction
yea its all fucked up, cause your the piece thats missing

(bodygaard)

one chance i know, i can’t let you go
last act, come home

so tell me what you wanna do
fighting intuition only leaves you more confused
righteousness won’t ever help you find a better you
do you even care when you leave it in the air
cold blank stare coming straight through your hair

but i’m just tryna keep it real
i know how you feel, i got love for you still 
that’s why my words aren’t for the ill
you don’t need a pill
this medicine won’t heal

one chance, who know, attached from the go
fast acting, small dose

december 7th + bodygaard (maknae)

like y

@pyu @k1zetsu @diegointhedark

i always got u on my mind
lost my way lost track of time
i lost something thats divine
bitch i cant get u out my head
bitch i cant get u out my head
i cant forget what u said

dont look @ me
dont touch me
dont fw me
pain in my body
cant fw nobody
wrist bloody
i feel nothing

angels fly outside my window at night
   u r all i ever think abt lately 
   it’s no secret 
   to the world tht u hate me 
   pop a bean im off that molly rock 
   in clubs seeing HD

   n my doors suicide 
   i turn to suicide 
   think of me when im gone 
   promise tht ull b alright 
   n my bros finna slide 
   n my bro play tht fye 
   u just roleplay my life 
   u dnt kno what it’s like 

   did u ever though
   bloody razors on my heel 
   as i run through the snow

DONT TOUCH ME @META @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD KIZETSU

prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

@crescentxx

got everything i said 
   still she’ll never want me back 
   i had 2 break her heart 
   pussy boy u get attached 
   u cant put in the work 
   uain getting whre im at 
   the corpse under the dirt
   speaks to me and im relaxed

   i taste urr blood 
   hold urr air close n myy chest 
   if this is love 
   i dnt want no part of it 
   so far so bad 
   bitch we falling out quick 
   had 2 get his mouth sewn 
   getting desperate 2 tha feds

   hollow ravens 
   made it this far 
   whwhyy ii still feel complacent 
   i kno nowadays shes alone 
   its depressing
   to think tht what we had fades into
   evanescence 

   sawn off 12 gauge 
   blow my face off 
   hatred is this rly what im made of
   wanted to kill myself 
   thn i went and got a bag 
   even if im bleeding out 
   atleast my pockets fat 

   with the EMS wish i never woke up 
   should’ve spoke up 
   wish we never broke up
   doves in my nose 
   all white and it’s so numb 
   im so alone 
   phenibut in my soda

   the memories u had 
   u won’t ever get them back 
   grew up around these drugs 
   so how could i ever cap 
   its suffer on the map 
   speak on meta get u wacked 
   its giuseppe on my heel 
   whn i walk into yo trap

music video

NoTim33 ᶻz﹒✦ Prod Crescent

yarnheart exclusive @diegointhedark @otaku7s

she gon wait on me
after class taking ecstasy
always death in my dreams
is this scary or not
can this day just b over
im watching the clock

sleeve hide my tats
thro shade get smacked up
its nothing to get uu bloody
urr feet r tagged up
running im always running
frm all my problems
crushing my nose is runny
just wanna be numb

they wna b us
double back try again
looking at my wrists debating
but i cant die again
i know i cant lie again
and she knows not to trust me
i can feel the distance its growing
u dont love me

dry tears on my cheekbones
passing days i feel so low
every night i feel so alone
looking forward to the moment
tht my eyes close
chanel logos ,
dior sweatshirts ,
all means nothing when im on a bender
blood on the pen quill
ill write u a letter
i kno u feel as if i loved u never

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