You Wouldn't Understand

Death note

Always been a smart kid, still full of torment 
Peripheral is dark, all these demons lying dormant
She an angel in disguise (yeah), horns on her forehead 
She exploring all my ways, call her Dora the explorer 

Speak spells with her lips (yeah), got me open
Told me hell ain’t a place (nah), it’s emotion 
Red saber drawn, feel the pain it’s so potent 
One with the dark, I was born from commotion

My attraction is deadly, gotta fix what I’ve broken 
Will she ever love again (nah), I’m praying and hoping 
Call me Lucifer the lovebringer
666 now the beast has been woken

I was chosen or cursed (man), I barely can tell
Built a heaven out of hurt, turned my bedroom to hell
Got a halo made of ash, and a smile that I sell
Tryna buy my soul back from a priest, but oh well

You think this is a song (nah), it’s confession 
You can hear it in my tone, I feel reckless 
I don’t even need a gun (huh), no smith & wesson 
Just a heart full of pain and my mind as a weapon

Oh well

You had me at gunpoint
No Smith & Wesson
You were the worst
But I’m not like your exes
I do really wish you the best 

(Lemme bleed on my notes for a bit, slice, here is the rest, look) 

I was born with a gift and a curse 
I go deep in emotion, I feel your distress
I can read through the lines 
Probably know you the best

Look me deep in my eyes
Tell me, do I suffice?
Could you, (ah) tell me I’m right?
Your soul, (dark) black as the night

It wasn’t all bad though (nah)
It was truly a mess 
You always told me, mi casa es su casa 
Lied to my face, I was merely a guest 

Kindest regards 
You know who I am, I know who you are 
I take all my feelings and turn them to bars 
You take your relations and leave ’em with scars 

You had me at gunpoint
No Smith & Wesson
You were the worst
But I’m not like your exes
I do really wish you the best 

(Lemme bleed on my notes for a bit)

Wish you the best

You fucked me up so bad you almost left me in a hearse
You played me like a game and then you flipped me in reverse 
Caught me raking in the meds, fuck I think I made it worse 
Now you want to go another round (damn)
Both my blessing and my curse 

My shadow and my light, that’s what makes it feel so right 
You told me I’ll be fine, didn’t know how much it hurt
All these demons in my mind, they rehearsing every verse 
Bitches blowing up my line (shit) I think I’m ’bout to burst 
Don’t you worry we’ll be fine, you know I’d always put you first

I wanna give it time, yeah, we’ll be fine 
Gazing at the stars, lovers in the night 
We did a lot of wrongs, time to make it right
I think we need a priest, husband and wife  

Both my blessing and my curse 
My shadow and my light, that’s what makes it feel so right
Don’t you worry we’ll be fine, you know I’d always put you first

I don’t mind

Yassin