R039 (2020 RARE)

u can say what u want
but it ain't helping shit
i ain't got a reason 
i ain't got a thing
i've been up for days
tryna find the will to live
i've been up for days
tryna find the will to live

and the phone don't ring
i'm feeling so unhinged 
i spend my days alone 
i got no place to go
i think my heart has froze 
feel like a wendigo
u can take my body 
but u can't take my soul 

x2

tryna find the will to live

LIFELESS

Get Lost (Prod. ʎpoqou)

how to create
a song
with meaning
that can be
drawn from something
more than a minor
inconvenience
the basic chemistry
making up my brain
not an ounce of pain
no pity here 
I’m falling past 
a bastards tears
a fucking maniac
of passion 
we’re 
only convincing
ourselves 
of nothing
why should anything matter
if it ends 
so abruptly 
nothings funny

there was never a reason
for you to 
shut the door
so abruptly 
on your way out 

you said everything would
be okay
i never believed something
more to this day
and i still 
never have the same trust
i could begin to
say how much i regret everything
but thats so overplayed at this point
i dont know how to 
fucking recooperate
from all this mental stress
i put on myself
its nothing less
than something 
i need to see 
with a thereapist
but that is some
fucking bullshit
i got a mic and a laptop
right here
i got these words
flowing out from my head
and i dont need a pad to write them in
when im flowin off the 
top like this
i dont know how to 
fucking stop it
i dont know how to
stop this
every fucking inch
of doubt
looking for a place to make their home
and never come out

past here (prod. voka)

IRot w/ pink cig (Prod. Mors)

Lost Hope

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2x
well the pain won’t leave so I keep to myself
If I’m gonna die let me be by myself 
Posting all these pictures you don’t care bout my health
Watching me decay and no ones gonna help

These people so happy smiles across they face
And people think it’s funny that Im trapped 
In a cage
Depression and obsession been a couple of days
 everyone so happy but I’m labeled a fake
Motherfuckers slowly taking away my mind
You say you so perfect, make me hurt inside 

You the fakest, 
Hope you care when I die
You the fakest 
Hope you care when I die

2x
well the pain won’t leave so I keep to myself
If I’m gonna die let me be by myself 
Posting all these pictures you don’t care bout my health
Watching me decay and no ones gonna help

I Hope I Find The Light Soon (Prod. Reaper)

Astral Plane Visions (Prod. Sketchmyname)

Dope Dealers (Prod. ROLVND)

overthinking (prod. twenyohthree)

EP: EXISTENTIAL

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Astral Plane Visions (Prod. Sketchmyname)

Yates XV

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