lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

Not Enough

Paininmyheart 
Days we fell apart
And you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
And thats ok its not fair 
Its only you when i stare 
Another day i dont care 
I popped a xan and im there 

PainInMyHeart
Days we fell apart 

And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare
And thats ok its not fair 
its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok

paininmyheart
days we fell apart
 And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare

its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

paininmyheart
days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok its not fair
its only you when i stare 
antoher day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

i love you nicole <333

paininmyheart [prod. elisxxv]

why do i exist anymore, shld b me in that ambulance (prod. purc)

Entity, A Ghost (prod. dash)

Yung Vibe- Eye to Eye (prod. Davy Fusion)

feeling like shíť

[Chorus]
Swear to God you killin' me
You are killin' me
I swear to God, you killin' me
Swear to God you killin' me
You are killin' me
I swear to God, you killin' me

[Verse 1]
I'm drownin' in the Hennessy
I don't think I'm really here
Shorty with me
Say she never been with me, I'm a pioneer
Twenty-three, up a tier, 'cause I switch gears
Eighty-three, Paul Revere, she got all the veneers
I just signed a new deal
You ain't even heard the news yet
Goin' through the ringer, baby, I don't need a whoop text
Say you the GOAT, you a mule at the group text
I'm not who you think I am, so you shouldn't assume yet
She hit me up for advice, I hit her up for vice
You can't see my poker face, it's just not in sight
Like the rest of these bitches, we are not alike
Get it right
That's your girl, that's your wife
Bitch, you know I just might
You know I just might
You know I just might
You know I just might
You know I just might
You know I just might

[Chorus]
Swear to God you killin' me
You are killin' me
I swear to God, you killin' me
Swear to God you killin' me
You are killin' me
I swear to God, you killin' me

[Verse 2]
Oh, you a stylist? Go to Vogue
Got me sold, know the code
On my soul, bitch, it could never be sold
Young bitch too cold
In my city, not the globe
That's your friend, not your girl
On the low, on the low
But you didn't know
Now she out the door
Tell her that she gotta go
You know how it goes
You know how it goes
She just need some closure
'Fore I fuck her over
I just pull up to the club and I never be sober
I just need some closure
'Fore I fuck her over
I just pull up to the club and I never be sober
I just need

Killing Me

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novocaine

if i could numb the pain

ill finally take my fucking life an uzi to the brain

you are my drug my love

i wish i made you smile

but all i have left to my name is 20 bucks and a pile of crumpled suicide notes

wish i put into account what i wrote

wish i had never lived another day and was suspended from the rope

i cant hear a thing that you are saying anymore

drugs in my system because im aching and sore

you are my everything i never wanna lose you

do anything for you id fucking kill myself too

if you want me to
id do it for you

wrap your hands round my neck and choke me til my face blue

i listened to you
so listen to me

if you do this ill finally be fucking at peace

dont wanna lose you
but can you lose me

ill stay alive for you but dont cry when im 6 feet deep

teen suicide (prod. jukebox joints)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

why do i exist anymore, shld b me in that ambulance (prod. purc)

Yates XV