https://songwhip.com/yazida/thehouse
thehouse with thedoor on thestreets -
thank u @dead4cf for bullying me into posting this, you were right about everything always bestie <3 

lyrics:

catwalk of my fears
how could you talk all about me?
all that I be (all that I be)
i see you smile in the zines
i see you don’t bleed like you made it seem,
you’re making a scene huh you’re making a scene 

i don’t wanna stay on hold do you? 
wanna be the one? that’s up to you
i don’t wanna be just set on you   
i don’t wanna be just set on one target 

can’t stand in the shade 
you wish I’d just get away 
i like to keep you in shape 
stay away from the shame 

but everytime you feed my ego 
it’s not that easy to keep all my feelings (x2)
for you x2  -
(Okay)
I’m done playing games

thehouse (prod. 4cf)

OUT EVERYWHERE <3 https://songwhip.com/yazida/spite
prod: @prodbyaustyn + @heyyitsbenji (tysm goats) 

lyrics:

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won't be out of sight

I try to keep u safe I try to be my best self babe 
I try to be alone I try to stay away but babe 

I might pull aside 
Won’t put up a fight no babe 
Telephone aside
Won’t try to make you mine

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side 
Side 

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won’t be out of sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side
Side

spite (austyn with a y + heyyitsbenji)

10/13

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
huge shoutout to @dead4cf for the amazing feature and @wood_lands for tracking extra bass :)))

ooo
can you feel the pressure
almost hundred degrees
and it fills the void
when you wrap your arms
around me 
and you say you're in love?
and you say you're in looooove
(i know what you like)

why she wanna talk to me
im sitting all by myself
she gave me company
and i can't take it no more
baby you're haunting me
im tryna know you better
you tell me its cold outside
oh baby you think you're clever
i don't wanna go home right now
so bae can we keep it up
this girl tryna get me stuck
said what the fuck
baby don't gas me up
so fuck all your first impressions
i only need you right now
It’s kinda rare that someone like you comes around

STREAM

say you're in love [ft. 4cf]

@dramatrial @dead4cf

oh baby I think I noticed 
i’m keeping a secret notice 
how I don’t even like 
when u think we’re apart 

cuz you got a hold of me 
and I don’t even like it 
i’m giving u company 
u make me feel so dependent 

cuz you don’t even like me like that
so I thought I’m better off w/o ur love 
but u talk to me like u miss me 
and I can never get enough 

i can just feel the pressure 
almost 100°
cuz you said you’re in love

say you’re in love by drama trial + 4cf, except I inserted myself :3

OUT NOW on all plats: https://songwhip.com/yazida/bum-crush-v2
@angelus7k @prodkbl <3
track n°6
#meant2b
***
lyrics:

gimme all ur love and
give me all ur love
won’t ask you for much
now won’t ask you for much *2

tell me all the things you’re hiding 
it’s tough baby it’s tough out there 
gimme all ur love, no fighting
cuz I won’t ask u for much i’ll bear

the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 

[angelus]
brand new bitch, flashed her tits
ball out, paris you know what it is
rosé one hand, green fuming in the other 
told my new girl, i ain’t fucking with another 
no no
but I’m lying, I’m defying
cheap thrills, sorry if I ain’t replying oh oh
got me crying, a divinebitch
fuck her friend, then I act like it ain’t happen 

she miss me, she thinks abt our time alone
I blocked your number, please don’t try to call my phone
she kissed me, she got a man, I didn’t know
she feeling guilty, but that ain’t my prob no more

I’ll bear 
the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 
yeah you’re just a bum crush 
I’ll get obsessive over nothing 
but that’s just me, I need to fix something 

I won’t fight give it to me right *6

gimme all ur love and 
give me all ur love 
won’t ask you for much 
now won’t ask you for much *4

***
mixed by patrick o'neill, KBL and yours truly
mastered by KBL

bum crush v2 + angelus (KBL)

OUT NOW on all plats: songwhip.com/yazida/meant2b
@prodkbl
track n°3
#meant2b
***
lyrics:
Help me find my way to you 
Cuz I could be the one for you 
I'd like to get away with you 
I've seen your face it’s déjà vu 

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you 

I question every move you make 
Cuz I’m thinking that it just might take
Just a second for you to awake 
Realize that I’m the one to get 
I’m thinking that you should just take the bet 
And just trust that I’m the one to get 
Cuz I see you make the same mistake 
And choose the other 
You’re not so clever

I don’t need attention just your love and 
You call for problems you don’t wanna solve and 
Now you’re telling me that this was all for nothing 
Then you blame me when I question your intentions*2

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you 

It’s so tough
I’m not the only one calling your phone 
You always come around leave me alone 
You got plenty of other girls back home 
Least you could’ve done is pretend that you miss me 
I wanted to call you but then it finally hit me 
I did my best and you just left cuz it was easy 
It was so easy 
You don’t deserve me 

You don’t want me like I want you 
Cuz you don’t need me like I need you*2

déjà vu (KBL)

Psych - You Always Wanted Me (prod. Mino)

<3
og song: https://soundcloud.com/yazida-essia/bum-crush-v2?si=02d06dcc50e74bd0abac6f7ecc4da975&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

bum crush v3 (rnb remix)

OUT NOW: https://songwhip.com/yazida/meant2b

prod. @runner-boy x @iriseller <3
track n°2

lyrics:
i can’t tell if you want me here
you say one thing then you disappear
i’m pretending it’s not hurting my ego
but god I hate the way that you make me feel

i can’t tell if you want me to settle or stay
another minute with my baby
bet I can’t get away
i’ll sleep in ur bed
you’ll sleep on the ground
you're holding my hand
I have no reason to cry
would you give me one chance?

push me away as far as you can
I’ll have you want me however I can
I’ll cast a spell and make you fall again
I’ll toss a coin into a wishing well

whether you like it or not I’ll be by your side (by your side yeah!)
I can’t tired of you but I’ll be alright (know I’ll be alright!)
we could be something more than what you ever thought
just let me be the one

I can’t tell if u want me to settle or stay
another minute with my baby
bet I can’t get away
I’ll sleep in your bed
you'll sleep on the ground
you're holding my hand
I have no reason to cry

would you gimme one chance?
baby don’t put up a fight
would you gimme one chance?
I’ll keep my feet on the ground

one chance (RUNNER BOY x iris eller)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0JRG61dZHAjYZfvJllmltt?si=23GyQcjRTQi1NDxUIERFlw

this was rlly fun to make

thank u to @74three and @wwenszy for featuring on it, i truly appreciate it c:

spite (austyn with a y + heyyitsbenji)

Yazida