magic wand! w/ sleep talk

feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
prod. by taurs x s0ftskelet0ns
https://soundcloud.com/taurs
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tiger blood freestyle

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr

[nvmbr]
there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
it’s you &..

me, i don’t like to speak that much
but we’ll keep in touch
‘til the evening sun sets
& then we’re fucked

no, i can’t go back
but i miss what we had 
left you in the past
& it hurt so bad

there’s a car crash on 23
flee the scene & leave
like how you left me..

i had big dreams
now i can’t leave this bed
i’m fucked in the head
know that i should be dead..

there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
it’s me &..

you don’t see me that often at all
got my back to the wall
& it feels like i’ll fall
yeah, you don’t even call..

[caspy]
my mind’s a car crash
girl, you’re in the passenger seat
don’t say you want me, baby
‘less you mean it passionately

i’m like a bombshell
empty & uncomplete 
racin’ towards the median
already taste the concrete

you got a web of lies 
to keep my trapped inside
don’t got my head on right
ain’t slept at all last night

i caused a crash last night
right on route 23
soon i’ll be 22 & still hung up on you

why’d you draw me back?
(i don’t think you’ll call me back)
just to leave again like that..
(how you left me here; it’s sad)

b-break me in half
(ohhh)
just to stitch & cut it back..

[nvmbr]
& yeah, these stitches hurt so bad
i felt the glass cut in the crash
you make me feel so fuckin’ sad
like, what’s the point of all of that?

it’s bad.. i should’ve died in the crash
you’re the voice in my head
but i know you want me dead

there’s a car crash on 23
it’s you & me
i just can’t breathe..

car crash

iTunes

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i’d catch a flight to see you
but you don’t wanna see me quite as bad

tried to leave you in the rearview
but i can’t stop livin’ in the past

who’d have ever thought it’d hurt this bad?
i can’t go back, i can’t go back

i’m livin’ in this endless torment
i’ve got no choice ‘cause you enjoy it
fuck up my liver, just destroy it
i know i’ll never be important

i’m dyin’ slowly, she adores it
my vital organs can’t afford this strain
..i’ve grown used to all the pain

everyday’s the same
i’m such a waste of fuckin’ space 
she took all of my life away
yet somehow, i’m the one to blame

(i cannot stand to feel the rain..)

i’m havin’ a heart attack 
a heart attack
i’m havin’ a heart attack

i can’t keep my heart intact
it feels like i’m havin’ a heart attack..

(why don’t you love me back?)
it feels like i’m havin’ a heart attack

heart attack

.art by @4uvstvitelnyjmal4ik on IG
prod. me

lyrics:

yeah i do this shit my own way
create my own wave
everybody so lame
you need to go away
or you could die in slow pain

on god all these hollows eating good
like a Bourdain
gas what i smoke
this a whole tank

married to the bread 
crash the party
puffing wedding cake
za to the head
make my lungs break

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

yeah i do this shit my own way
create my own wave
everybody so lame
you need to go away
or you could die in slow pain
on god all these hollows eating good
like a Bourdain

married to the bread 
crash the party
puffing wedding cake
za to the head
make my lungs break

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

5low pain [etai s0]

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video - https://youtu.be/wfxboCx6PoM?si=C4PX-3PhGAoUvipX

two fifths deep
now i’m throwin’ up
..get this money, yuh
(ohhh)

these robin’s; they don’t got a stain
i don’t feel nothin’ but she feel the pain
i’m goin’ insane, i’m goin’ insane
she givin’ me brain but i’m so full of hate..

they gon’ find me alone
face down in my puke
yeah, come to find out, i been sick like the flu

i don’t know what to do
they’re sayin’ it’s true
i died all alone but i was thinkin’ of you

two fifths deep
now i’m throwin’ up
..i’m throwin’ up, i’m throwin’ up

go n’ pour it up
we’re goin’ up
heart cold, shawty; i don’t want your love

i’m poppin’, i don’t need a thing
i don’t feel nothin’ 
i think i’m insane

light from the moon
all you see is my frame
these VV’s they hittin’
i’ll take all the blame..

you don’t know me
i’m so cold, i’ll die slowly
i fuck bitches & track songs
& count money..

high score, at the top
but the top’s lonely
they’re all fake.. yeah, they’re all fake
they’re all phony..

(ohhh)

these robin’s; they don’t got a stain
i don’t feel nothin’ but she feel the pain
my heart was once pure
now it’s filled up with hate
come to find out i ain’t got what it takes..

you don’t know me
i’m so cold, i’ll die slowly
the cracks grow as my face molts
i’m so ugly..

i see her thru her blunt smoke
she’s tryna fuck me
you don’t know, you don’t know
you don’t know me..

two fifth’s deep
now i’m throwin’ up
i’m throwin’ up
this money, yuh..

i get it, i get it, i get it; i’m gone
what a damn shame 
that i won’t see the sun

it’s so wrong.. yeah, i’m so gone
i don’t wanna sing these songs
for you anymore

this life’s such a bore
i got her beggin’ for more
i can’t get up off the floor
all this pain i’ve endured..

im so cold

I'm so cold

i'm so cold [mv in desc.]

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featuring https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone

40 below

GO BERSERK

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i know you don’t remember me
but i’m stuck here with these memories 
& nothin’s ever as it seems
it’s a never ending tragedy
but baby, you’re a masterpiece…

& i was wearin’ all black
yeah, i know you love that
i love livin’ in the past

we used to play Minecraft
yeah, i really miss that
& i really miss my dad

he hates all these hihats
but we’ll both just laugh
deep inside, i’m really sad..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure..
please save me from this world

my life’s just a chore
so i’ll take my ass to church
& i’m prayin’ to the Lord
i can’t take anymore

you know a heart’ll hurt so bad
when you live in the past 
& you’ll never go back.. yeah

i miss my cat’s that fuckin’ died
& being guided by the light
you know, it’s always dark outside..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure
i can’t take it anymore

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothing more
than a pain that just gets worse..
yeah, it’s always gettin’ worse

yeah, everything; it hurts..
don’t even act concerned
don’t give a fuck about this world..

i hope they piss upon my grave
i feel my soul, it starts to fade
into a darker shade of grey..

i hope these feelings go away
there’s still a chance that i’ll be saved
unless i sealed my fuckin’ fate…

‘ion know about you
but i don’t know what to do
yeah, i think that we’re through
..yeah, i’m thinkin’ that we’re through

‘ion know about..
'ion know about you
but my lungs are turnin’ blue
& i don’t know what to do..

cut my arteries
you know that it’s hard for me
i’ll never be anything
but baby, you’re everything..

living in the past

I'll never be anything

i'll never be anything

prod. by caspyy
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
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https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

magic wand! w/ sleep talk

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