(prod. idly blare)
feat @greenwood2000

(vacant)
been stuck in my bedroom lately contemplating  
they tell me i need help i dont need saving 
how do u fix a broken soul when thats all what they've known 
they ask what am i scared of i answer i dont know 
maybe its myself or that these walls will close in on me   
oh i falter oh i wonder 
how it feels to b okay is it really how they say  
is it my fault by the way i ponder 
when i go it'll all b over 
gave my heart and soul to the one i owed 

(greenwood)
i'd wait for you to call
so senseless when we talk
think that i've been sick again
i can't tell you what it really is
i was good for like a minute, never lasts though
said you wish that i would listen but i can't so
i could tell you what's been killing me, what's happening
really i wish you could understand like half of it
feeling something broke and worthless
i would travel back and tell myself that you were worth this
face the silence it just feels wrong
hard to blame the sickness, it's been part of me for so long
think i know from where you left off
i would do it different, it's just been so long since we've talked
heavy hand inside a freeze frame
i was focused on just tryna find some meaning
kinda thought you'd always be there
in the mountain air and cedar
i just really want to see her

seclusion (w/ greenwood) (idly blare)

Holding your hand by the reservoir….

Lyrics:

Holding your hand by the reservoir 
admiring just how pretty you are 
Even your eyes your nose your hair your lips your head to your toes
I want it all
I can’t get enough
I float away when I feel your touch is this what they call love


I ran into the reservoir after the dog and i got wet
But it was worth it to see you smile I’d do it again 
Then I got lost in your hazel iris
Sunlight tied around your hair
And the butterflies in my stomach never left 
It’s so new to me when you hold my hand I don’t know how to act
Sweating uncontrollably when I call you beautiful I stare at the grass

holding your hand by the reservoir (cobalt)

C0LLARB0NES (GUDA)

prod me

*lyrics*

ima rise above n fix my problems later
im the life crisis averter, a jeopardizing procrastinator
i cant hold it off this time
i cant hold it off tonight
i think its time i fix my wrongs n rights
i think its time that i fix my life tonight
im a professional coward
im a professional hider
i dont like to face it, i dont like these changes
i think ill end it off on a good note
my life's reserved for the fucking footnotes
i think ill end it all, i think ill send it off

AND I KNOW U FUCKIN SEE ME!
cry out and nobody gon believe me
i say "ill hold it in next time!"
i say "ill never cross the line"
but i always fucking do
so afraid of the truth
i hate when ppl tell me
"dont fret, i know ur selling"

(im a professional coward, im a professional hider)

ima rise above n fix my problems later
im the life crisis averter, a jeopardizing procrastinator
i cant hold it off this time
i cant hold it off tonight
i think its time i fix my wrongs n rights
i think its time that i fix my life tonight
im a professional coward
im a professional hider
i dont like to face it, i dont like these changes
i think ill end it off on a good note
my life's reserved for the fucking footnotes
i think ill end it all, i think ill send it off

my final moments of clarity

professional coward

professional coward (prod. kardia26)

prod. idly blare
lyrics

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

i miss smoking tobacco
i gave u my gun with no ammo
just to see what u would do if one day i let go
u pulled the trigger back n hurt me little by little
its fucked up but nowadays dont sleep at all
im paranoid that one day u wont catch my fall
i kno its all my fault
but i gotta finish what i started
i dont even like recording make me sick to my stomach
i dont like what i make
n i dont like how u say that u like what i make
happy birthday
hope u got what u wanted
so happy
but i continue falling

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

your eyes can actually shoot lasers if you try hard enough (idly blare)

Influenced by Lil Peep's In The Car, as it is my favourite song by him and he's one of my greatest inspirations. I wanted to make it as sort of a tribute aswell.

RIP PEEP 1996 - 2017

MR. MEMORY MAN (ZOOT + DAVID)

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