its cool bro, keep up the good work💪💪😈

Prod. YCK

Remind me of who I am again
Without all the words you initially said
Describing me as some contemptible scoundrel
If your guilt don’t get to you I know the hounds will
Inner impairment I waste opportunities
Ongoing currently no longer soon to be
Dead cause I don’t even feel that alive
It’s like I already have met my demise
Caressed by the blanket the warmth is familiar 
I’m like a chameleon I blend in until your
Just sick of me watch me adopting the traits
That you hated so much I will burn at the stake
You get belligerent popping barbiturates
You get combative leftover scar tissue it’s
Friendly reminders ain’t asked for but welcomed
If I had the answers then I wouldn’t tell them

Cower in cowardice
As I believed you would
I watched just how your urges evolved
Oh the end of this
Will be the only good
Outcome for all of us here involved
Let’s make a pledge let’s make this right
Stumbled across it those near beware
I’ve felt the wedge I’ve felt the blight
Who’s got the toxins cause I’ll be there

If everyone’s different then nobody is
Like what good is “specialty” that don’t exist
I am an expert in crass overthinking
It’s foundering slowly we’re this close to sinking
Not able-bodied for what you expect of me
Kicked-in inflicted and stricken incessantly
Why’d we prolong and extend what is sure
When there have been billions that couldn’t mature
Leverage decreasing a new life I’m leasing
But it’s so demanding to try and live decent
My viewpoints ambiguous soaring aloft
And my thick skin deciduous I shrug em off
A child among many you’re standing apart
From the rest your behavior was bad from the start
I track infinite incidents they hold in common
The fact that there ain’t a day that you don’t got em

Cower in cowardice
As I believed you would
I watched just how your urges evolved
Oh the end of this
Will be the only good
Outcome for all of us here involved
Let’s make a pledge let’s make this right
Stumbled across it those near beware
I’ve felt the wedge I’ve felt the blight
Who’s got the toxins cause I’ll be there

The Only Outcome

Prod. YCK

Almost to the summit changing course into a plunge
To a sea that’s full of ridicule to swallow you a sponge
Imma spread it through osmosis now I got cirrhosis
I won’t have an exit though that is the prognosis
No it doesn’t bother me if you say I’m impertinent
Cause I won’t even hurt a bit if I decide on permanent
Solutions to the shit I’m acquainted with ever-present
You had acted if I cared if I said it I never meant it
Spawned can’t be relinquished
When invoked I’m alone no one I’m in sync with
Then I’ll pray from the rosary because supposedly
When at the gates I’ll need a code to speak
Juked predatory probes and I am vetting
All these A&Rs and presidents how much you really netting
I made five figures on my own by pulling myself up
Fuck a bishop when they be grifting they don’t see and help much

Being wishful? Pass, in the crystal glass
Tell me what is it in store for me with blissful acts
Where the sun can’t shine I’ve been waiting for a sign
So I’ll kick it with the devil just one more time
Count me out won’t make it into what’s defined as heaven
It’s decided look for which direction I’ll be heading
Said and done to vindicate that’s at my discretion
After death begin to live can’t have no exception

Admit it gotta hand it to me when I make em scatter first
And when I’m landing there ain’t no hearing about em afterwards
Watching in the silence and it’s dangerously safe
But then the odds ain’t in your name to tilt, unfavorably weight
Unilateral action we detach into factions
Setting triggers in a plate devising remote contraptions
You can stick to complacency but will be living aimlessly
Won’t be making it easy but I can make it so they concede
Wronged can’t fuck with you
Every atom in your body splits into two
Every sinew into stew we’re finding that’s a fitting punishment
This valley’s godforsaken only hating it and what is meant
Rugged too many fuckers are bugging
They keep fronting bout some shit when I have already done it
Kill to be in my position but I don’t care for living
Counting down the end of days then to be lost and unforgiven

Being wishful? Pass, in the crystal glass
Tell me what is it in store for me with blissful acts
Where the sun can’t shine I’ve been waiting for a sign
So I’ll kick it with the devil just one more time
Count me out won’t make it into what’s defined as heaven
It’s decided look for which direction I’ll be heading
Said and done to vindicate that’s at my discretion
After death begin to live can’t have no exception

Count Me Out

Istasha x TWENTYTHREE - Not for escaping a nightmare

Prod. YCK, shoutout to Tsunami J. @tsunamiij

[YCK]
I watched a movie of my life I didn’t like the screenplay
I think the script should be rewritten everything seemed grey
Wonder who the hell directed it cause it won’t win awards
But it’s more difficult compared to only needing four chords
Say I’ve got flaws but you’re not without yours
But whenever you’re outside you don’t feel the downpour
I don’t claim to be flawless I just have my self-awareness
With the cards that I’ve been dealt existing isn’t built on fairness
Relay and televise voicing your phobias
That must be taxing nonstop anhedonia
You are in fight or flight when it’s unwarranted
To be or not to be thoughts make you short-winded
Hold the gratuitous rancor raised in fortuitous anger
What will I do in the silence ain’t no reducing the mileage
Take that as you will but you are deeply unqualified
What you spew is hyperbole you’re concealed in wall of lies

[Tsunami J.]
I wanna save my hope wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes wanna fade ghost

[YCK]
I watched a movie of my life I didn’t like the way it ended
Think I’ll focus on myself I’ve never been all that dependent
Had to grow up expeditiously and figure out alone
Perseverance is a virtue many haven’t come to know
Transient and brief that’s the dissonant truth
On a cosmic calibration this predicament’s doomed
And upon the grand arrival what’s expected is a sham
I just tell it how it is before we oughta up and scram
By default we’re faithless a tabula rasa
Destructive by donning a scapular toss the
Objective instruction abandoned the gospel
This poisonous arrogance sheltered in hostel
What’s normal relies upon what the structure provided not
What the oligarchy’s selling tryna coast on and ride along
Interpret how you like but there is not enough room
To spin the open-ended as a win and then bid adieu

[Tsunami J.]
I wanna save my hope wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes wanna fade ghost

YCK x Tsunami J. - Mirage

Lullaby

Sixthells x $KORPION - Lullaby

Don't Give A Fuck (prod. NetuH)

The Island

MOSSBACK, Saliva Grey - The Island

Prod. YCK

Less and more it’s on and off I’m passing through on Audubon
Interrogate me it’s no wonder why we never got along
Until I have a made-up title at some kind of corporation
You won’t think I’m anything just pulling from your moral basis
More tenacious the lord’s support it is sort of waning
Had this dream that I’ve sought and worked towards attaining
Wave a finger reprimand me let me in before inhaling
Just because we’re family well I fail to see the correlation
If I saw the light and before me there was a golden ladder
I would not go climb it I thought I would get the molten matter
Hug the flames like I’m an irreversible savage
But tell me what did I do to deserve this merciful action
Why would you spare me when there are others in suffering
When I clearly don’t need it I find the stillness so comforting
Taciturn you have to earn a spot it’s what I scoff at
Rescind the act to thin the pack I figure well that’s my bad

The back and forth
The highs and lows
Expected more but
It’s been nice to know

I don’t mean to cut you off
But it’s something that I tend to do
Getting by I got few wants
And the verdict’s in it seems it’s true
Too ambitious demoralized
To each their own I’ll go my way
I’d prefer to live a shortened life
If it meant I couldn’t waste a day

How is somebody that kind but also that selfish
How could you think that you’re right it’s like you’re full of yourself it’s
Upsetting that I put defenses up to manually guard
But wanna thank you for showing me how you actually are
I should not apologize for being myself
Standing tall who’s got me there ain’t nobody else
The suicidal shtick is overdone but I’m a method actor
Too intent on being dead but I predict the second after
Once I’m cold here go the posts just wipe your tears and blow your noses
Suddenly you start to care when it’s your kid that overdoses
We all got addictions some socially are acceptable
I turn my ringer off so I’m functionally inaccessible
Just my luck I fall for women living with some deep trauma
Ain’t on purpose I suppose that hurting helps you be stronger
But we want a partner that remains consistent
And accepts you as you are and you can tell is always listening

The back and forth
The highs and lows
Expected more but
It’s been nice to know

I don’t mean to cut you off
But it’s something that I tend to do
Getting by I got few wants
And the verdict’s in it seems it’s true
Too ambitious demoralized
To each their own I’ll go my way
I’d prefer to live a shortened life
If it meant I couldn’t waste a day

Back and Forth, Highs and Lows

GROWING FANGS (FEAT. FXCKJAMiE) [PROD. SUBTRY]

A FEW ROUGH YEARS (Prod. estheticgloom x skinnydragbeats x coleslaw beats)

Prod. YCK

I don’t say “I love you” enough to the folks I love
Wishing that I was rid of this pushing will come to shove
It’s an undying multiplying internal secretion
In my body get me off this earth need permanent deletion
I may miss my cousin here but sometimes I can understand
Why she did what she did and was it predestined or planned
If I was in that room could I have fully prevented her
Or was it just bound to happen later as if she never learned
Your view is too obscured it’s like you’re looking through a fogged lens
Acting so irregular you’ll see me when I drop dead
In this age of needing instant gratification
Guess I’m going on living call that casket evasion
Indifferent insouciant tried at finding the beauty
But I’m surrounded by the sorrow wanna drown absolutely
Superficially weighted and judging all of my qualities 
Not somebody to idolize pray for distance from polities

Conveniently placed on the outskirts of a city
Looking down upon those that you never seemed to pity
And so it goes you’re pleading “no not this again”
But my oh my you’re saving face with your will to spend
That’s beside the point as long as that makes you happy
Who am I to argue bout what happenstances hand me
An anesthetic just to help turn the page
And you’re so photogenic we’re just birds in a cage

I don’t say “I miss you” enough to a crowd I miss
Wishing I was above it I’m swallowed by the abyss
It’s been ongoing locks open kicked me in the chest
Already been a year the pathways in my heart have been compressed
And I ain’t one for confessions but admitting’s the first step
That we should have intervened you were always your worst threat
If things were that simple we’d have a chance to rekindle
There’s no simplicity in losing you our family’s dwindled
Now that’s quite bold of you thinking I’d handle
My condition but I think it’s here I blow out the candles
It’s impractical if I can’t even feed from the oxygen
I’m the lightning in a bottle years ago that you caught me in
Gripping the placebos that I’ve become besotted with
When it’s flaring up don’t care enough I do not acknowledge it
I could always stop it but I’m putting it off
I try to fit into a world in where I couldn’t belong

Conveniently placed on the outskirts of a city
Looking down upon those that you never seemed to pity
And so it goes you’re pleading “no not this again”
But my oh my you’re saving face with your will to spend
That’s beside the point as long as that makes you happy
Who am I to argue bout what happenstances hand me
An anesthetic just to help turn the page
And you’re so photogenic we’re just birds in a cage

Birds in a Cage

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Birds in a Cage

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