Prod. YCK

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

Some way crossed each other’s paths
We have right now but nothing lasts
I’ve got zero expectation
Feel this setting trepidation
Wind me up and let me drop so neatly
I want my fun before I’m gone completely

Somehow found each other’s eyes sights
We have right now until we die
I’ve got no more indication
How am I in this situation
Kill me quickly hands will tremble faster
This disagreement’s a complete disaster

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

On an island on a cloud
We move as much as we’re allowed
No getting in out or getting out
We keep the things we’re dead without

Misfortune teller say my fate
I’ll count till then and save the date
We’ll oversee ourselves and then
A split will happen in the end

I’m so desperate I could almost taste it
We’re acting reckless and the whole day’s wasted
Your tepid inexperience leads us to nothing serious
But I’ve been out here wanting more I’m not the one you’re falling for

Desperate

Prod. Arvid @funeralmoney

I’ve been seeking but you’re not the most trustworthy
To find my peace and now your woeful words just hurt me
Reset it all arrange your presence
We said it all we both had meant it

I’m still looking but you’re not the most convincing
You say you’ll stop but now you’ve changed you’re not so willing
Amend this note the words synthetic
Your tone you speak is inauthentic

You’re always slipping away
Left to clean this mess you made
These convoluted ways to charm
And surface tension that’s no harm

Never finish what you start
Can’t get content let down your guard
No remedy these bedroom eyes
Are spinning round I’m hypnotized

Chardonnay we’re sipping on and we ain’t so worried
Cause here today we’re living on we ain’t in no hurry
You’re twenty once and not again
So fall in love and dead your friends
When forever’s just a year
Don’t let these feelings interfere

I’ve been seeking but you’re not the most trustworthy
To find my peace and now your woeful words just hurt me
Reset it all arrange your presence
We said it all we both had meant it

I’m still looking but you’re not the most convincing
You say you’ll stop but now you’ve changed you’re not so willing
Amend this note the words synthetic
Your tone you speak is inauthentic

How did it close and how could it be
Fidelity’s fading we’re watchin it flee
Empty-handed that was such a cop out
You’ve kept me stranded and you’ve kept me locked out

I’ve been seeking but you’re not the most trustworthy
To find my peace and now your woeful words just hurt me
Reset it all arrange your presence
We said it all we both had meant it

I’m still looking but you’re not the most convincing
You say you’ll stop but now you’ve changed you’re not so willing
Amend this note the words synthetic
Your tone you speak is inauthentic

Fidelity's Fading

Prod. YCK

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

I’m not an angel let’s not sugar coat it
And I know you ain’t one to trust don’t question my motives
But it’s so hard to love you when the love’s nonexistent
You’re right in front of me but I can’t help feeling distant

Why’d you have to entice me
Your lies all serve to remind me
That what we had before is nothing but a souvenir so
What we had in store it don’t apply to you and me no

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

Cherry red lipstick you ruined these bed sheets
A match made in hell but I know that she gets me
I’m on a bender I’m a nervous breakdown
And I can’t remember all the pills I take now

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

So Far in Front of Me

Prod. YCK

Convulsive currents going up to my brain
Impulsive urges I cannot seem to train
Static crackled through the dull interference
I would spend so long just to make no appearance
I’d ingested a sedative readily knocked out
Skipping round by the medicine heavily locked down
Dose to dose so I’m thinking lethal
They don’t fuck with me cause I don’t fuck with people
Bugs inside of my body rotten
Not a single warning ever stopped me poppin
Any dose of an undisclosed substance still
Been close to the edge but reluctance kills
Writing for myself my original reason
I ain’t a crowd pleaser no I’m doing little appeasing
Heart’s giving out doing minimal beating
And I’m blind braindead no occipital region

Lips are sealed to tell no lies
I’ll find you there under blackened skies
If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in
Not one to believe this the words that it preaches
Open my eyelids
Whole life misguided
Draw them in and push em back
I see I leave em frightened
Maybe within time
Gather your insight
I was just misunderstood
To end it all I’m inclined

Everybody wanna act like they’re so involved
Cause even though by then when the tie’s dissolved
Well that don’t matter to a selfish narcissist
And they will keep on showing till they are dismissed
Bother me more in my area code
They wanna ask overstep feel I’m barely alone
Getting cross faded so the hurt is collateral
I don’t see a purpose living I am one incompatible
Member of the public eye what the fuck do you see
Is so attractive about associating with me
I may be biased I don’t find myself open or likable
I’ve been dwelling on the traits that you’d find undesirable
Near to the end so I’m cutting corners
6 more decades craving something shorter
Even if we make it and we’re stacking millions
There will be no other change I’ll be atrabilious

Lips are sealed to tell no lies
I’ll find you there under blackened skies
If I lived in doubt then would I be allowed in
Not one to believe this the words that it preaches
Open my eyelids
Whole life misguided
Draw them in and push em back
I see I leave em frightened
Maybe within time
Gather your insight
I was just misunderstood
To end it all I’m inclined

Misguided, Misunderstood

BODAH REVY - Suffer (prod. UNREMORSE) 
7/13/**
LYRICS-
Hold up what you gotta say yuh
hold up Revy throwin shade up
hold up Revy Getting paid out 
hold up fuck you gotta say now?
Hold up what you gotta say yuh
hold up Revy throwin shade up
hold up revy Getting paid out 
hold up fuck you gotta say now?

I was only sixteen when I saw your face
we got hooked on dope but I can't complain
I got so damn high that I lost my place 
now I'm climbing to the top but it aint no race
told them try and catch up no one do it like me
you can hop up on a track but you gotta pay a fee
you a broke ass bitch you won't buy no lease
while I cop that pack spending racks on them beats
fuck I look like I been runnin shit I run it to my grave now
pussy boi been talkin out his neck he catch a fade out
I dont want to do this anymore I wanna run 
got a past of cuttin razor blades I put it to my tongue

we were meant for one another I know you want me to suffer

(I tried to fucking tell you but you didn't fucking listen. 
fuck! what the fuck am I supposed to do now?
if I could take it all back I would but I can't so please just leave me the fuck alone!)
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, yuh
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, yuh
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, take it down to the left to the back to the
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, yuh
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, yuh
put that pack up on my back and then I ride, take it down to the left to the back to the right

Suffer (prod. UNREMORSE)

Fool me once then it’s shame on you…
Fool me twice then it’s shame on me…

WHEN THE WIND BLOWS CROOKED (ft. Marrasfall)

Keepin it real when it’s all going wrong 
If I had to guess I’d say it wouldn’t be long 
Till I wind up in the devil's arms again
Wind up in the devils arms again

Say no more
I don’t care 
Push me back 
I don’t care

Say no more
I don’t care
Push me down 
I don’t care 

Anymore 
Say no more
I cannot 
Take no more
Continuing
To endure 
To adore 
Heres the doors
Fuck a floor
Keep it cordial 
I’m keeping it honest 
I’d like to ignore

Your love letters from the grave
Here’s a page
Write yo shit down on a blank slate
blank slate

Filled up wit rage
As I Stare at your face
Holdin the devils hand
Locked in his cage
Enjoying the pain
I think that I’ll stay
What harm could It do
I’m dead anyway 

Cold to the touch
Cold in my veins 
Ice in my heart
I stand in the rain
Unphased by the pain
Slip down the drain
Deeper and deeper 
I dive into rage in

Keepin it real when it’s all going wrong 
If I had to guess I’d say it wouldn’t be long 
Till I wind up in the devil's arms again
Wind up in the devils arms again

Say no more
I don’t care 
Push me back 
I don’t care

Say no more
I don’t care
Push me down 
I don’t care

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Devil's Arms

Afibz & Tsunami J. - Going Dark

Lyrics:

I've been missing for a week
Catch me nod out in the dugout
Bitch I grip it like a sheath 
I hit that, let it go
cop a base and let it go
Where the fuck your manners go?
Revy on fleek, bitch I got it on me
Wait
Said I been missing since the seventh
I ain't text a bitch cause lately
I been fucking with that resin
I been down bad
Shot a tank I down that
King a bitch I crown that 
Let me take a seat 
Let me take a fuckin, ugh

Fuck it up like I came to bomb a bitch it's do or die hoe
Where the fuck you get your manners? Bitch I shoot and tie hoe
Said that he fuck with what I'm doing 
You a biddie, bye woah
Sticking up butter call your mother
Fucker Revy I go
Wait Wait Wait
I put that chop it on a plate
I slang a bitch into the dirt
Now I can't even catch a fade 
I swipe a bitch like "this America!"
I'm bankin on my plays
Asking "why the fuck you like that?"
Tat it on my face
I feel like Yoimiya don dada
Hold my dick I might drop a 
Pussy with a hot shotta
Run it back you cop like a fiend
Bloody tracks up on my jeans, fuck you mean?
Call up zeta to the spot I heard you acting like a fiend (wait wait)
I spent six, on my shit, prolly seven with the woes
I can't let em take me down I promise Revy can't go
"How the fuck you get your name?"
Think you get it but you don't
Double tracks up on my veins 
I fill the void in black smoke
Bitch I pull back, all reg, all reg
Finna blow back, my head, my head
Fuck you mean boi? Go to bed, go to bed
Got a bevel on my capillary duck em what I said uh
(holy shit)
(ayo they can't sleep on you forever, keep talkin that shit, just wait, wait wait)

Missing Since the Seventh

Missing Since the Seventh (prod. Qrystral)

Hear Me Out

Prod. @vasporo

Shoutout all the people getting way too high to function
I relate when minor struggles chain react my pill consumption
Think of everything I did and tried attempt to make it through
Or think about the things I want to say but I can’t say to you

This optimistic faith can only take us both so far
Said that they could treat you better but you’re missing all the charm
Every thought about me not the same it’s gotta be something inside
No you could try to phase me can’t replace me calling me one of a kind

I have dug these trenches deep
No use for hands, extremities
This is my resting place
We’ll die along these wretched ways

Take it or leave it hate me or love me
Losing enjoyment you’ve stolen it from me
Made it through winter just barely so 
Imagining all these scenarios

That I just vanish gone into dust
There ain’t no person I’m wanting to trust
Not even I myself I’m a threat
5150 we cannot forget 

Fuck a snap streak rather make trap beats
Got a little bit of drink in an old canteen
Wanna back me coming down caffeine
Say that you been up top but I know that can’t be

Got a wack style bars in the scrap pile 
That you fucking tossed out this’ll be the last trial
You don’t sling no dope you a bitch no show
Motherfucker biting curb and this ain’t no joke

I have dug these trenches deep
No use for hands, extremities
This is my resting place
We’ll die along these wretched ways

Hate this back and forth
It’s torture that I could not take and endure 
Never too certain that I can recover 
Cause I’m just a pawn yeah I’m just another

Part of a game part of your scheme 
Personal gain is your means 
Shamefully hating me you could not pray for me
Try to get rid of me waiting complacently

Loitering hope I’d avoided em
When I stopped caring that I disappointed em
All of that freedom had gone to my head
And I could not handle I’m higher instead

Frequenting drugs deepening cuts
Weakening lungs they’re seeping in blood 
Fevering up I’m keeping the tuss
I’m clearing my mind with the weed in the blunt

I have dug these trenches deep
No use for hands, extremities
This is my resting place
We’ll die along these wretched ways

College Burnout

Wretched

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