Winter 5-13-2024

i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
image from www.flickr.com/photos/57779717@N05/

i am a constellation

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ｅｇａｔǝ̗＇ｌ ɐ̖ ｅｔｒｏｃｓｅ⋆𓍼✧ꕤǂᯅ⋆ à ﹅'éᯅ𓂅ꗃ⋆ ! εšς⊕r†ε ὰ ﾚ'έ†αgε

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I'm trying to get busy and sick
I need a Halimede type on my dick
This halloween's gonna been sick
We'll all be howling and dying to kill

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Everything you think, yeah
Everything you feel
Ohh
Ohhhh
Oh, God!
Oh God yeah
You never know

You never know
You never know (I do, yeah I really do)

every kid wants to be hanatarash (I do, I do, I do)
57 wedged between their teeth (I do, I do, I do)
every kid wants to be roy orbison, in divine wreath, unaware of underneath

Second time around, it just gets darker
Third time around, it just gets darker baby

i wish i was bradford cox (I do, I do)
i wish i was bradford barker (I do, I do)
the third time around it just gets darker
but i can manifest it more for you (Yeah you can Lex!)

don't run away babe dont run away
(But I stand where I stand
I can't change where I stand
I will stand my ground)

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah oh you never know

H2o

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