IF I DIED WOULD ANYONE CARE

IM NOT SORRY

SELF-SABOTAGE

Written, performed & produced by Luke Roes 
Mixed by Dan Brodbeck
Mastered by Joao Carvalho

Lyrics: 

I don't feel like myself
It's getting hard to tell
What is real and what is make believe
Afraid to go outside
Afraid of all their eyes
Burning little holes into my skin
It could be
Just pretend
A dark play
Inside my own head
But how do you know if you're crazy
When you're already swimming in the deep end

I feel the paranoia creeping in
Now I don’t know if I can trust my friends
Feel like a plane without a pilot
Mayday baby, Mayday

Now every time I'm in the kitchen
I'm afraid to use a knife
Always picturing violence
I don't want to die but when I'm driving into headlights
I see my body flying through the glass
I see myself in front of buses
And balcony jumping
Tell me what the fuck is going on
Where do these thoughts come from?
Tell me where do these thoughts come from?

I feel the paranoia creeping in
Now I don’t know if I can trust my friends
Feel like a plane without a pilot
Mayday baby, Mayday
I don't know what's wrong with me 
I can't remember who I used to be
I don't know what's wrong with me 
I can't remember who I used to be

I'm afraid I've done things I can't remember 
Wish I could pack up all these thoughts
And return them to sender

I feel the paranoia creeping in
Now I don’t know if I can trust my friends
Feel like a plane without a pilot
Mayday baby, Mayday
I don't know what's wrong with me 
I can't remember who I used to be
I don't know what's wrong with me 
I can't remember who I used to be
What's wrong with me? 
I can't remember who I used to be 
What's wrong with me? 
I can't remember who I used to be

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