independent dependency

@prodsunsetlover
i've been taking my time with releases lately
i just, want to start making things that mean a lot more to me than they usually would, and to do that takes a bit more time than I usually would give myself to make a song.
so i hope you guys enjoy this 1. be safe
get well for those of you who need it <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
when will we learn 
it’s making me hurt
yeah i ain’t complacent 
yet i ain’t been changing

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i can't reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

i can’t go out
i’ll get overstimulated
guess i’m home bound 
how the hell am i gonna make it?
leaves they fall down 
i can sense the aberration 
ever since i found a little solace 
during isolation

no more dreams when i wake
i’m covered in sweat 
many things that i see in all of them
they fill my heart with pure regret 
just when will i get over it? 

conscious is biting my brain
(conscious is biting my)
(biting my, biting my brain)
but it don’t matter 
i swear that i’ll find a way
(swear that i’ll find it)
(i swear that i’ll find a way)

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i cant reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

threads of hair hang low
the angel you once knew 
turnt her back on the helping help 
that gave her thy wings 
simply in danger
let go
this is just a fever
(this is just a fever...)

thy wings [prod. sunsetlover]

knee deep* + p. fony wallace & composition x

redlight, i stopped and listened then you looked into these dead eyes
these times don't come too fkn often, i won't let it go
let it go
not ready to lyk, lyk

times up lemme talk to em
they all want a spot but they ain that locked in
if the money all you care about you fkn up again
never thought that this would end so quickly
girl you got me fucked up can't listen to you anymore
they brag bout this, and brag bout that until they bored
if your ego take a hit you gon be sore
that shit gon hurt you to your core
say that you hate me, say that you can't love.

redlight, i stopped and listened then you looked into these dead eyes
these times don't come too fkn often, i won't let it go
let it go
not ready to lyk, lyk

red light (prod.branwen)

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

ROCKET SHIPS - CAVETOWN (AUDIO).mp3

@steadysuffer
prod: @yungcold

lyrics:
i seem to forget everything you said
let me bleed
feel my blood
on your knees
growing love
never felt such growing pain
ive never felt such growing pain
ill never let you grow away from me
im too fucked up for this conversation
and honestly
im contradicting, scatter brained
all my guts spread out on the floor
and i cant take this anymore
i hate your guts, but i love you more
im so fed up, but i cant walk out the door

cut me open from the inside
i dont wanna know what you did last night
cut me open from the inside
take away the pain from the inside
take away the pain
i dont wanna see your face anymore
silhouettes on the back porch
where you left me
where you left me to die
i wanna know why the color of your eyes are white

Follow me <3

silhouettes on the back porch ft. steadysuffer (prod. yungcold)

Hey everyone, i'm happy to present to you Cut My Hair, with the genius Cavetown. It's part of my first album released today with @dloaw 

much love

Cut My Hair (feat. Cavetown)

just friends

IG: @masego + @frenchkiwijuice
FB: @unclesego + @frenchkiwijuice
TW: @unclesego + @fkjmusic
#TADOW

Tadow (Featuring FKJ)

lyric video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvKVU947e2E

pretty face with pretty bad dreams
no one knows i cry in my sleep
waking up feeling like shit
its a normal thing to feel like this

i dont care im feeling down
i wanna stay home
never go outside
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

my worst habit
is my own sadness
so i stay up all night
wondering why
im so tired all the time

all my friends are doing things
its good for them
but im nothing
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

spotify!!

summer depression

lyrics
—————
i’m sorry mother
for all of the shit i put u thru
 & father 
i’m sorry i couldn’t be the man u wanted me to
& sister
i’m sorry that u couldn’t look up to me
im sorry
i know i ruin everything

maybe one day i’ll get this right
but for now
i can’t find a light

(but it’s fine
i guess i’ll be alright)x2

i’m sorry for everything 
i’m sorry for bringing this misery
i know i’m a mess but i try my best
being choked by all of my regrets

follow Nicholas Allan

i'm sorry [prod. Nicholas Allan]

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lyrics :3

(chorus)
this for all the people that done told me i aint mean shit
Red heart black now my body into pieces 
Its been a couple days yeah my body hasn’t eat shit
Now im feeling weak I just might be anemic 
PAAAAAIIIIIIIINNNNNNN
It won’t go awayyyyyyyy
Now im closing all the doors
Closing all the doors

(Verse)
Fuck that remember what u said
I was nothing now im aiming for there head
Undecisive I can’t tell you what is next 
She says she hate me ima put it to the test 
FUCK YA DADDY AND YA MOMMA BITCH
I HOPE YOU READY FOR SOME PROBLEMS BITCH
AND DONT YOU EVER TRY TO SOLVE EM BITCH
Cuz I been runnin to the commas quick 
Told that bitch to listen 
crying in my house now my mind is a prison
Baby ill take back all the fucks that were given 
HIDING IN THE CORNER GIVE A FUCK FROM A DISTANCE YEAH YEAH

**all links!**

pain! (prod.yugen x jkei)

fuck it
always when things are looking up
you see that ur feet r still on the ground
always when u walk 2 steps up
u always get pushed 3 steps down

love is a lie
hope is lost
i cant stop crying 
fuck i wanna be wrong
u could give her the world 
shell say it aint enough
you can tell her u love her
shell tell u get lost

no one gives a fuck about u in the end
u give yourself away, they always pretend
they never look past, the moment at hand
maybe it'd be different if they look ahead
i wanna give her love
i wanna give her trust
i wanna hold her hair
when shes throwin up
n even though im from her dreams
she forgets that no one cares 
if they dont treat her like me

love is a lie
hope is lost
i cant stop crying 
fuck i wanna be wrong
u could give her the world 
shell say it aint enough
you can tell her u love her
shell tell u get lost

i wanna b wrong (prod. xenshel)

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ujKWUujiqE

vocals by @supachefm & @wassuprocker
mixed by @polearm

if ur happy im happy remix w/ wassup rocker

slow and steady wins the race

please don't listen to my music on soundcloud: https://open.spotify.com/track/70XUPdl5GF9GK0ukvMsaxc?si=sx1ECj8mSVeof3ecCqgC-g

written and produced by me
performed by me
additional production by ty lorenzo
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by me

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Cutting corners and trading places 
With versions of myself I’m
Feeling misguided and out of place like all the damn time
Can’t catch a break, constantly misplacing my own ego
Seconds late and steadily fading I’m losing control

Agitated with knowing I haven’t done my best job
Furiously scraping together all of my thoughts god
I’m sorry to all the people I hurt during my lifetime
Mulling over details in my head like they were war crimes

The parts of me I hate they never really go away now
I’m subjugated to compensating within the background
I don’t want my life to pass me by I’m only human
Every moment forward’s being spent on self improvement

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

In a whirl
And I feel like nobody’s on my side
In a world where I know that only pretty people
Get what they want when they want it
Pessimistic I can’t stop it

[Verse 2]

Where’s a superhero when you need one 
All my friends are like the changing seasons
Feel the fading colors grow in time
Learn the art of letting go I have been feeling ill-advised

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

just friends

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