Master Jazz.   Produced by  MMbeats

Samples voices : «  Who owns my Heart » (Miley Cyrus).

WHO OWNS MY HEART

49_Ulimatum - released on 21 July 2023

This friend’s name inspired me to #ownvocals for Session No.4  #electro #house #techno #liverecording

(produced with Blocswave & Launchpad)

Ultimatum

Slim Dogg is bringing some heavy track. My main goal was to make a track with a style, like a rap song from 1998. 
Beat Made By @dankenoetic

From A Long Time (Prod. By Danke Noetic)

literally just one verse w/ no mixing, just was really feeling this beat. first thing i’ve recorded since the crash a little over 2 months ago.

Worth the Wait (demo)

hyperthyroid freeform paranoid paradox blues.

Lanterns caught by the wind as they rise above
Dark fields whose furrows are hid from the gaze of love
Memories alight in the dark drifting where no man strides
Tears fall for joy and for pain
Pulled by the moon like tides

Moments once present now melting away
The fire, the instant, burns now
All of the ghosts of our yesterday’s gone
As far as the embers allow

Mother holds daughter tight, wrapped in her arms
Watching the lights drift away
Daughter asks why the lights will not return
And mother has nothing to say

Blotted and lost in the ink
The lanterns may be gone from sight
But drifting upon the brink
We never forget their light

The Lanterns

Pop Track using Hip Hop type Rap Dark Format

At The End

My Own Worst Enemy

i can't complain, although I'll never leave
you squeeze, and you push, it's getting, so hard to breathe
you frustrated, i know its cause of me
you yell and you scream but i'm not the enemy
i turn you to the mirror, forcin' you to think
the stress, with the rage, and bottled anxiety
two different people, i suffer so quietly
i really tried to treat you, i suffered so silently 

you wear a mask, your insecurity
i wear a mask, to protect my mystique 

you never knew me very well, obsessed with the fairy tales,
the long blonde hair with the beautiful dark stare
you brought me to the dark but the sunlight that's in the air
i know we grew apart but the love that we could've shared
if you had played your part, cause them others, they can't compare
just listen to your heart and the future could be so clear 

uh, i didn't know you
will i get hurt, if i try to approach you?
try to find forever, but, really, it's so few
it's hard to reminisce, but really, what can i do?
i try not to depend, but my feelings, they comin' through
pullin' through the flame, so my heart can get comfortable
i'm tryna switch the frame so my eyes, they can comfort you
a flame that matches mine, we so strong, we burnin' through 

an ocean that resides on the path of the skin
you love to act surprised, but the love lies within 

she talkin' to the surface, meaning without purpose
movin' on to blame, but i know i don't deserve it
you can put the weight of the world on my shoulders
still i will remain, i retain my composure 

never be the same but i got room to heal
my heart is locked off, you got nothin' to steal
just take the night off, cause my silence is real
the hesitation sourced from a place i couldn't feel 

the elevated thoughts that were stranglin' me
far as eyes can see, i would like to breathe 

i might not complain, but my heart full of jealousy
try to go away, but your number keep callin' me
i listened to the shame of the elders who haunted me
the elevated thoughts that were startin' to strangle me
i listened to my heart but it didn't protect my peace
giving you my all, my emotions not for the weak
i took a trip to mars, and the stars, they comfort me
i'm listenin' to saturn as the comets, they come for me 

i'm really deep in, it's affectin' my honesty
a wolf in sheepskin, that was cursed by my company
i see what is not there, you givin' me nightmares
you put me through the most but i'm promise i'm still here

Worth the Wait (demo)

YELIA