✠ ICANT ✠

✠DONT HURT ME✠

✠ INTELLECTION ✠

You will never be a real nigga. You have no melanin, you have no opps, you have no drip. You are a headass cracka twisted by drugs and gang shit into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “homies” laugh at your ghoulish skin behind closed doors.

Hood niggas are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed niggas to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even tronkies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a nigga. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk guy to hang with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he hears your chipmunk ass crakoid vocal signature.

You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.

Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a honky is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably white.

This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.

FVCK PT. 2 // prod. lilac

DO YOU SEE

Pride (Prod. Yorha)

can you please fuckin catch me im still falling away
im just trying to evolve but im stuck in my ways
im not tryna lose it all being moulded by pain
ik i can see the fall bitch i’ll take it to the face

nigga i be at the mall and i take and take and take
ik i cant have it all i’ll make it count anyways
nigga im so fuckin raw feel like a god amongst u lames
all my problems aint been solved but i’ll take it day by day

even tho i fuckin hate it
fuckin loathing all this shit its irritating
but ik that in the end that ima make it
if u dont like me bitch i wanna hear u say it

can u shut the fuck up u got me jaded
bitch im in the mood to fuckin fight im crossfaded
i just wanna know what made u think that i was playin
im really not fuckin with the traits u be displayin

niggas think im stupid think im dumb
bitch i aint the fuckin one
im a hothead and a pothead
ima put u in a blunt
i may be awkward but i’ll still seduce yo bitch 
cuz im a slut
if u got nothing nice to say to me then keep yo lips shut

i dont need no fuckin input all u niggas fake as fuck
what goes around comes around in the end i wish u luck
bitch ik how it feels to be stuck up in a rut
but in the end i’ll still ascend im forever going up

✠ INTELLECTION ✠

2yexa2 (@yexasrealm)