a sense of anticipation emerges

Monster’s Love


Before August 2021, I didn't know how to make music. The turning point came when I was hospitalized in August for surgery to fix my lumbar spine. I don't know what gave me the ability to make music. And in a few days, I will have to undergo the same surgery again. Surgery patients have to endure boring and painful rehabilitation. It was probably the boredom of the hospital room that gave me music four years ago. This time...

Bored in my hospital room, I get musical inspiration(324)

The twin soul  :Dark ambient for two violins

While I was in the hospital, I was surrounded by the warmth of many people and was able to quietly regain my body's homeostasis. At one point I couldn't think of anything. I was that tired. Then I recovered and, like a miraculous jackpot on a slot machine, I got myself back. This is a treasure that cannot be exchanged for money.

I was reborn as myself. It was a very coincidental event (326)

released in Jan 2025 - https://nomatesensemble.bandcamp.com/album/i-am-never-freer-than-when-i-am-with-you. 


Then She Reaches for the Gun was formed in 2021 by Mat Ward. At its essence is sound collage, Ward invites musicians, sound artists, poets and anyone interested to send him files to be used, abused and showcased ‘as suggested by the work’. They are not always musical but field recordings, spoken word, engine noises and drunken rants. Animals participate a lot too! The raw material is arranged with one phrase asking for the next in an alchemical and intuitive process that will most often feature dozens of tracks weaving in and out of each other, colliding, harmonising, arguing and laughing along the way.

Both the aesthetic and the compositional methods use what Frank Zappa called Xenochrony - the mixing together of separately recorded and rhythmically opposing musical phrases to create polyrhythmic and polytempi compositions.The work also features fragmented story telling with the human voice (in many languages) appearing unannounced throughout the tracks offering up snippets of thoughts, conversations, jokes and existential angst. The absurdity of humanities desperate claim to have any real understanding of its place in the universe is revealed through the recorded follies and genuine emotions of the artists. The project is a celebration of chance, diversity and community. It pays homage to all musical tastes and genres whilst maintaining a sense of humour and irreverence that is needed to stay sane in the climate of  21st Century contemporary culture.

Then She Reaches For The Gun is

Humans

Adam Meredith - Ford XD with XF front mods/Voice
Ambient Annie - Electronica/Field Recording/Voice
Andrew Harper - Field Recordings
Angostura Elwar -  2 x Behringer CRAVE analog synths/Yamaha P200 electronic piano 
Antonella Eye Porcelluzzi - Text/Voice
Ariad Music - Clarinet/Percussion/Piano
Axel Weiß - Electric Guitar/Robot Voices
Banalytic - Experimental Electronics
Belial Pelgrim - Digital Strings/Electronica
Brendan Corey Benson - Electric Guitar
Carolyn Wigston - Voice
Chicago Word Brigade - Electronica
Dan Hewins - Bass Guitar
Dane Renshaw - Drums/Voice
Dani Kirby - Keyboard/Piano/Voice
Dylan Banks - Intonarumori/Voice
Frank Wilke - French Horn/Trombone/Voice
Garbage Truck Disco - Drum programming/Electric Guitar/Joyous Pop Punk
Glenn Ward - Electric Guitar/Skyhooks
Hakan - Moog Voyager XL
Hverheij- Drums/Electric Guitar/Synth
Johnny Python- Bass Guitar/Drum Programming/Electric Guitar/Text/Voice
JZsuperstar - Electric Guitar/Field Recordings/Keyboards
Lady ElectroTrek - Organ
Libby Laksmi - Jazzy Loops/Synth Bass
Loop(c)y - Electric Guitar
Malo Bernard-O’Meara - Drums
Maxx Black - Guitar/Ukulele
Minimal Drone Girl - Cat Wrangling/Field Recordings
Oberlin - Eurorack/Piano
Paolo D’Emilio - Electronica
Paul Miller - Electronic Percussion/Keyboards/Phat Electro Bass
Phil Bywater - Saxophones/Voice
Raul Mainer - DAW Programming/Heavy Metal
Robert Jefferson - Akai Rhythm wolf/GakkenSX-150 ll/Korg Kaosilator/Percussion
Rosin Dust - Violin/Field Recordings
Sarah Megahertz - Speedway Noise
Scratch Kelly - Beats/Electronica
Stan Magendanz - Electronica
Ten Atmospheres - Field Recordings/Synths
Texmex Shaman - Electric Guitar
The Windscale Blues Experiment - Clarinet/Flute/Saxophones
Timothy Korstad - Demons/Electronica
Thomas Bergheim - Bass Guitar/Electric Guitar
Tobias Schmitt - Electronica/Processed Organ/Text
Tuonela - Demons/Electronica
Vartch - Drones/Things/Trousers (not T-shirts)/Voice
Widar’s Spiritual Front - Electronica/Ms Pacman
W:I:L-o’ the-wisp - Bass Guitar/Electric Guitar/Electronica
Wivresse - Electronica/Voice
Zanshin - Acoustic and Processed Drums

Mat Ward - Arrangements/Bass Guitar/Double Bass/Field Recordings/Intonarumori/Marimba/Noise/Percussion/Piano

Dogs
Boogie
Brophy
Buddy
Hancho
Jack
Momo
Neska
Poldo
Senna
Shyamsundara
Star
Oily (cat)
And many cows from Milis, Sardinia

Cooking Hard Boiled Eggs in a Cheap Motel In Adelaide part 3

Is it a scary Halloween in July with zero treats and a bagful of disaster?! Everywhere I look in the outside world, countless tragedies, terror, and horror stories run on continuous loop. That’s why, in addition to family illness and death, I took a few months away to explore my inner creative world, where, to quote the psychic medium Tangina from the movie, Poltergeist, “There is peace and serenity in the light.”  🔮😆😜🖤

A proposed soundtrack for a suspense thriller, and a track from the upcoming release of my Time Machine EP. 
 
Electro chill NuJazz with hip hop beats and a touch of tango

I use what I consider a classic hip-hop rhythm for the hi hats that may seem dated, but it’s comforting as a familiar element, me being a fan of Boom Bap, and it adds tension like a pesky fly or a nagging thought. The composition overall is more playful than serious, but sometimes people laugh to keep from crying. Or screaming 😱 

An original composition, no AI, produced digitally using a MIDI keyboard and DAW.

66 bpm

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DAW: Apple Logic Pro X 
MIDI: Akai Professional keyboard 

E-INSTRUMENTS
Concert Grand 
Ambient Lead
Clarinet Solo 
Session Strings 
Lunar Chords
Deterioration synth 
Deep Round Synth Bass 
Minimal Techno Pattern 
E-PERCUSSION 
Drum ‘N Bass Remix Kit 
Pop Kit

LoFi audio of thunderstorm recorded live on June 7, 2025.

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COVER ART: A composite of AI-generated images via the DaVinci app, designed and altered using Photoshop.

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Hidden Room

lillah - Mes Nike

Switch

Reiz — the stirring of the soul, the warrior’s whisper to rise again.

The name Reiz carries many shades of meaning: from German roots meaning “stimulus” or “excitement,” to whispers of “journey” or “travel,” and even Hebrew echoes of “secret” or “mystery.”
It is a word that stirs, awakens, moves.

This track was forged in the tension of struggle and resilience. It is both mystery and power, journey and fire — a sound that refuses to be silent.

🕊️ Dedicated to the hidden warriors — those who carry their battles quietly but walk forward anyway.
May Reiz awaken your strength, remind you of the mystery within you, and stir you to rise again.

Psalm 18:32–33
“It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; He causes me to stand on the heights.”

https://youtu.be/9asLjxEt1uw

Reiz

Paroles et trame musicale de François Andel

Mastering by Audio Colors


Belle-Île

Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie




Un p’tit coin de terre en mer
Couvert de landes et de bruyères
Un coin sauvage et solitaire
Noyé d'amour et de lumière

Une jolie plage de sable blanc
Baignée d'écume et d'océan
Au bord des rêves et du néant
T’es belle mon île cheveux dans le vent

T’es belle mon île sous l’vent du nord
Quand le vent chante jusqu'à Bangor
Quand tu te caches dans ton vieux port
Tu sais t’es bien plus belle encore

Une citadelle et un grand cœur
Port de Palais port du bonheur
Un petit hôtel couvert de fleurs
Pour les amants venus d'ailleurs

Des coquelicots et des ajoncs
Depuis Goulphar jusqu'à Sauzon
Sur tes plages blondes et vagabondes
T’es belle mon île du bout du monde

T’es belle mon île sous le soleil
À Port Maria quand tu t'éveilles
T’as le corps nu et les yeux clairs
T’as fait l'amour avec la mer 




Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie






Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie

Belle ile

The current music scene is great because of the places where music is made and the experiments that are repeated by each personality. For individual creators, it is much more valuable to have an environment where they can come into contact with a large number of personalities than to be spread.

I was reborn as myself. It was a very coincidental event (326)

Amekaze Hanako-syokudo