I try so hard to be in love
But it’s all I’ve ever known
I see you through the blinds
Peaking through my window
Peaking through my train of thought
I want this so bad
I want this so good
I— you’re my rverything
I out it to the side
My pride is gone
Now I’m standing here looking so dumb
Is this even real
Is life even real
I feel I can’t feel
Fuck you fucking suck
Life’s a paradox
Dumb stupid thoughts

Love me til it hurts
Kill me til it feels good
I think I need church
I think it’ll do me good
But you’re not doing me no good

I can do me better
You can’t do me better
Fuck 
Shit 
Fuck

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