Every Window in Alcatraz Has a View of San Francisco(II) -foxtailss

pass me the gun
I'll pull the trigger
u were the one
that made me feel bigger

i
can
not
let
go

feel
my
weary
soul

with time we grow distant

u
were
my
lifeline

i held on
for the time
that our lips
intertwined


mein inneres für dich

Yes, I'm ok dad

Have you ever seen snow in summer?
Has the rain ever felt so cold?
Swollen lungs and raw palms
Grasping for my last breath
A stuttered plea
Probably don't deserve it
It will not make a difference
I counted on you for this
What a waste
I made a promise to you that's nothing new
I won't give in this time we'll make it through
I cannot feel the same every time we had met
Tracing hearts in the ashes of a world so cruel
A forged and forgotten tune I would sing to you
Harness what's been lost at any cost

burial etiquette - promise

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much <3
credits
released August 11, 2024

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

03 In October Of 2019 I Called A Suicide Hotline For The First Time In My Life

your arms are my cocoon