all my life i thought i'm fine with never being loved but god all i want is to be enough

I  Promised I-d Be Okay But When October Comes I-won T-know What To Do.reasons

the chicken from outer space

5 Seconds Before The Explosion

unwanted picture portraits
come to life in my room
i always misinterpret 
reflections of the moon 

im burning the foundation
im out of shit to do 
a wasteful generation 
your plans always fall through 

white pills 
oil spills 
dying on 
another hill 
wielding an ego
heart is too steep though 
all i can wait on is you 

heart 
lungs 
hands
throat 
your 
blood
i 
choke 

1
2
3
4
peace 
love 
your 
floor 

a
c
a
b 
paint
my 
walls 
green 

high 
school
drop
out

blow
my
brains 
out

snowboarding in colorado

song i made in 2021 that i hate so now it's here

valentine's day

You gave me your hand as a promise and left it I'm recounting the steps to see what I did wrong , these feelings I get when I’m with you they can not be created again , like notes in a journal you tore from limb to limb , for all that’s been thrown away the feeling of one’s pedal how it caved at my flesh it seemed as if you never had hope so now all that remains here is the ghost of my failure to never keep us whole so now ill just sit here

torn petals (you made me a ghost now i’ll never be the same)

Eventually - Departmefrombearisland

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much <3
credits
released August 11, 2024

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

death of a rabbit

houston

Tuning-DADGBD
Why are you still here
Ruining my fear
Savouring my tears

Ruined (single)

This is father figure's demo released in 2012
You can download it here: http://www1.zippyshare.com/v/83373753/file.html
I own nothing, all credit/rights belong to father figure

5 Seconds Before The Explosion

your arms are my cocoon

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