#zazoo - 2

#zazoo

He who can be joyful today,
should not wait until tomorrow

Be Joyful Today

Heavy vocals backed by a Hip-hop/Trap Beat.

A roller coaster of wanting help with mental health but being to afraid to ask.

Lyrics:

Can’t just you tell me what is it
That drives this fucking mess
What? am i not broken enough
In my head that I must confess
That i know somewhere deep inside
That theres a craziness in this divide 
And i cant balance these emotions 
That I sure as fuck cant hide

Why cant you save me
From these insecurities
Exorcise these demons
That hide these vulgarities

Am i feeling so distorted
A way that takes me far from life 
Do i need someone to help me
With this rage that i hold inside
Can’t I feel so contorted 
In a way that let’s me just confide
Do I need something to help me
So I can face myself inside

Are these beautiful melodies
That telling me terrible things
Like these suicidal ideologies
Coming apart from the seams
Then it all builds up inside
Like a supernova apocalypse 
Making wish I just fucking died
Within this fucking hollow emptiness 

Why cant you save me
From these insecurities
Exorcise these demons
That hide these vulgarities

Am i feeling so distorted
A way that takes me far from life 
Do i need someone to help me
With this rage that i hold inside
Can’t I feel so contorted 
In a way that let’s me just confide
Do I need something to help me
So I can face myself inside

Why cant you save me
From these insecurities
Exorcise these demons
That hide these vulgarities
I’m just fucked in the end
I’m just fucked in the end
I’m just fucked in the head
I’m just fucked in the head

Am i feeling so distorted
A way that takes me far from life 
Do i need someone to help me
With this rage that i hold inside
Can’t I feel so contorted 
In a way that let’s me just confide
Do I need something to help me
So I can face myself inside

I’m just fucked in the end
I’m just fucked in the end
I’m just fucked in the head
I’m just fucked in the head

Antithesis

This is a new song I just wrote and recorded, I really hope you like it.

Every Step Of Your Life

ROLL THE WEED

An upbeat and uplifting track talking about the simple struggles of the day or minor inconveniences that can set you back, but letting it go and just reminding yourself that it'll get better and to not let these small things ruin your "Good Mood" you're having.

Bi-Polar Nostalgia

Good Mood

Stream "No Noise" by YNT Joshy:
https://li.sten.to/nonoiseyntjoshy

No Noise

Thug Life Addicted

Look At Me

October Hangout

SXM Hits

Micheal Parris - Respect To Soca (SXM Soca 2020)

Stream "Tony Montana" out now:
https://li.sten.to/tonymontanaynt

Linktree: linktr.ee/yntjoshy