astrological

Vibes VI

Ghxst Collective 2022

ft. @internetsacha
prod. @whereisnomu / @prodnomu

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butterflies w/ sacha online (nomu)

awful ways

awful ways w/ bronclair [blackwinterwells]

come2grips w/ Shiki XO (iris + fortuneswan)

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

drown U

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

instrumental, vocals and artwork by me

Under the moonlight, I'm thinking of you and I 
I finally have what i need for the first time in my life
We barely see each other and it's all fine
When you'll see my growth i want you to be surprised

Don't look in my eyes
You'll see the abyss
The darkest of thougts 
Oh please don't look at this

Never look at this

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

T'as pas besoin de savoir tout ça
Tu crois connaitre mes secrets mais c'est bien trop grave
Si un jour tu me fuis je t'en voudrais pas
Ma psy m'a bien dit que j'étais trop dangereux pour mon entourage

On m'a menacé de m'enfermer mais j'suis bon qu'à esquiver
J'veux de mal à personne donc je m'enferme dans mes pensées
CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ??? 

Focus on the positive and don't ask me too much about my fights
EVERY FUCKING DAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO END MY LIFE
I'm playing with your hair, making sure you can feel safe
EVERY JOKE YOU MAKE MAKES ME FEEL IN DANGER

I SEE STRANGERS, I'M READY TO PULL OUT MY KNIFE
THEY COULD LOCK ME UP IF THEY HEARD MY THOUGTS
I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL THEY COULD MAKE ME DIE
I'M ACTING LIKE I'M OKAY WHEN I TALK TO YOUR MOM ...

CHAQUE ETOILE DANS LE CIEL EST MORTE
LAQUELLE DE MES VOIX SERA LA PLUS FORTE ???

I CAN'T TRUST A SOUL

EPITOME:

i-i-i-i-i try to forget the past 
but it just keep bringing me back
n-n-n-no we didn’t  know how this would last
is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
t-t-t-the world around me left me broken and scarred
don’t be surprised when i’m dead in the dark
these lonely feelings that i can’t shake

oh god
when will i break

(epitome & casperrr)

all of these feelings 
what is the meaning
i struggle every day to keep on living and breathing 
at this point i’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling 

i’ve been so alone
got no where to go
not even a home
walking down this lonely road
no hands to hold
i’m really on my own
it haunts me to know 
that i can’t let 

c-c-cant let
GO
of the past

it haunts me to know 
it haunts me to know

CASPERRR:

u keep haunting me in my sleep
n u keep haunting in my dream
i thought u were mine to keep 
but nothings really what it seems 
everything is black and white 
so much shit that i can fix
the only coloured thing is lean

dirty sprite makes me feel fine
all this buzz man am so high
did i lose weight i feel light
do you still remember thst night

it haunts me to know w/ casperrr (cl6udy x yunny goldz)

Lyrics:
You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

Let’s talk a bit, like best of times
The good old days, the brighter ones
I feel like, there’s something else
That’s burning me, way deep inside
I can’t recall if it’s all new or not
I don’t know if i did a test drive
Maybe someday we’ll get there
In a new life because this one sucks

You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

I realize now life is meaningless
If you’re so cold deep inside

You said i would fall for you
I will say no, i will say no
But you won’t ever tell the truth
I would say no, i would say no to you

Pretty Little Liar

Pretty Little Liar [+ Dercept X 80root]

i keep getting texts from people i don't want them from (prod wavvy)

FALL BACK [PROD. NICK MIRA]

Make My Mind

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

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