9TAILS - after party (𝙎𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 + 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗)

This is my first song since my cancer diagnosis back in December of last year, my hiatus is OVER.

Producer: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Artwork: Annalyceart

Lyrics: 
Well, I think I finally found myself this time
And I don’t know, it’s just a surprise
How I deal with life has changed the way I see the world

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my fingertips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

I think I knew what it was
I didn’t feel it in myself
If I take all my fears,
Put em in a box and on the shelf
I don’t want to be yours
But I don’t want to have no help
I don’t wanna feel alone

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my patient lips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

Binary Place Pt. 2

prod. (michael harrison)
blunt lit goodbye
say my regrets 
wish you were mine smoking in bed
get up at 3 awake till the sun again
inhale and forget 
that my love has been lost
can I do it again
would you let me love you
if I fix me
I am the problem noone will miss me
take what you need from me
take what you need x75

we was kids sitting under lights 
on sidewalks 
now were grown and the end doesnt seem so far away 
blowing smoke not a benz
just the back my car
let me go now 
feel it in my bones now
on my own now 
smoking by my lone now
under trees in the dark
by the starlight
light a j and a dart at the same time
everynight how I cope by the riverside
lose my mind
you can see it in my dead eyes
in the meantime think I need some me time
pop a bean time see you in my free time
im on sleep time see you with the night sky
if I talk too much theyll know that im vacant
I dont know or think that ill make it

riverside. (michael harrison)

produced by deadends and melon

baby come n find me
right in the fields
tfinking about her
witha cup of tee
hope youll find me
before us dissapear

baby yeah thats fair enouf
she said she canttt love me nowwww
im wandering i canttt move on (im a warrior)
you must be my querencia
im watchin over you from afar
no i donet wanna hurt you so much : (
i dont even know who you are
tho you became essential
to me

querencia

Production by Drma 

She said I don’t wanna make things worse
But everytime you call back 
I feel like that I’ve lost 
 control my emotions I don’t think I can
When I’m trapped in your eyes
Hairs on body just stand
And I swear the time froze around me 
I can’t hear them talk
Like Which direction are you headed?
Let’s go out for a walk
Let’s be in love like I’ll put in the work?

Every time I see your face, my heart begins to
race
But deep down inside, I know it's just a chase I'm in love with you, but you're out of reach It's like a dream I can't quite breach
I'm in love, but I can't get you You're the one I want, it's true But fate keeps playing this cruel game I'm stuck in love, but you don't feel the same

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5. call me back

why don’t u stay? (p. niche)

prod. Alfie Snapped + sgtravis + itsshxde

lyrics

star signs
i can read the sky
but its not right
do or die
everything i love ripped out from inside
i could hold u close if u just give me time
double up my dose cuz i cant take life
but i wanna hold ur hand
stay up till early morning write ur name inside the sand
just give me a reason bb so i can stay where i am
spent so much time looking inside u, i forgot who i am

im at that point where every smile feel like a facelift
bb ill put that song on i kno that its ur favorite
i kno i didnt make it
bb weve been down this road before n its so vacant
i kno u love me but i just like hearing u say it

i can read the sky
but its not right
do or die
everything i love ripped out from inside
i could hold u close if u just give me time
double up my dose cuz i cant take life
but i wanna hold ur hand
stay up till early morning write ur name inside the sand
just give me a reason bb so i can stay where i am
spent so much time looking inside u, i forgot who i am

(photo credits to @ nostalgi.anime on ig)

star signs (prod. Alfie Snapped + sgtravis + itsshxde)

Into (prod. oson)

BONUS:do you think I’m strange(ft GRVDY)(prod.JMO)

Mercy by 2Real2x

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

email: teddyboimusic@gmail.com
feats: $50

why don’t u stay? (p. niche)

teddyboi

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