I think this might be my new favorite beat, I hope you make more like this, I enjoy your newfound confidence!

paperboy ft. swiiif (uglybeats)

This is my first song since my cancer diagnosis back in December of last year, my hiatus is OVER.

Producer: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Artwork: Annalyceart

Lyrics: 
Well, I think I finally found myself this time
And I don’t know, it’s just a surprise
How I deal with life has changed the way I see the world

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my fingertips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

I think I knew what it was
I didn’t feel it in myself
If I take all my fears,
Put em in a box and on the shelf
I don’t want to be yours
But I don’t want to have no help
I don’t wanna feel alone

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my patient lips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

Binary Place Pt. 2

Featuring @heylee-manzeron
Produced by IOF & ZBeatz
Mixed by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
I’d like to throw my phone right off a bridge
‘Cause there’s more to life than this
To go ghost
Live off the grid
And simply just exist
If I didn’t need to be heard
There’s no way I’d participate
In this practice that I hate
As my mental health slowly decays

I’d like to throw my phone off a cliff
Throw my phone straight into the abyss
Good riddance

(HeyLee Manzeron)
'Cause I don’t need this
I rather live in a world without constant notifications
So I can stay in a better mindset
That won’t stop my creative thought patterns
I wanna live off the grid
I just don't wanna live like this
'Cause living in a digital rat race
Feels so shallow and so pointless

Listen on Spotify!

Throw My Phone w/ HeyLee Manzeron (Prod. IOF & ZBeatz)

twigs (feat. brecken & notahero) (cxrter & vito)

it's hard

lyrics:
i scribbled symphonies of peace to cope with finding out the truth
worked as needed reaching what middle school me would think was cool
fiddling pens and pencils pensive wasn’t picky with the tool
i’d use for some naive translation of my angst and fragile mood

i can’t afford it now

growing pains replaced with what the bills are like in winter now
since the cold ascended i can’t shake the taste of poetry
phonetically imperfect pretty speech protruding out of me
im cramming syllables to cry of colder temps and picture books
reliving twisted memories romanticizing what it took
to be alive surviving prerip jeans and social trends
extending my insistence on reliving those remember when’s

it’s a fucked up toxic endeavor

middle child needs attention to feel valid who’da guessed it?
choose an evening to feel hollow with my grief i’ve been selective
been a lot of things over the years but never been objective
i’m a passive dude

some would call it sitting fence and when i’m honest i probably would too
at my expense i picked the easiest escape when i could
now im desperate to do something i should

cause there’s something bout finality that scares me
wavered care perpetuated the impression that i’m distant and aware
of ticking hours minutes seconds sticking strictly to my regiment
rejected any message i was yet to learn my lesson
started strong and i accepted that’s enough to use the leverage
and projected progress farther now it’s a little more than hard
to understand i’m on a limit always finish weaker than i started
know how to begin but stutter further in the tempo how ironic

looking in the mirror a song by melmige thank you for listening [prod. eeryskies]

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

taking pictures of the sunset (prod. cløud)

catastrophe w/ Dear Me & Kellin Quinn

lyrics ⬇️

They give me attitide if i wake up in a bad mood

got no gratitude they said well look at what i passed thru

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

but i cannot judge

trusted me with everything
promised you a better me

yea i used to take anything to make me feel better
but now i look up to god he warm me up like a sweater
defying every single odd
get thru the weather
somehow untying the knots
wont take me on the stretcher 
and if you dont like how i walk nowdays
then thats ur loss
No cost in my book its just another one involved 

breaking out the silence-the silence-the silence 

wish that ur voice didnt remind me of the sirens-the sirens-the sirens

casting a curse on my bones, violence, violence

maybe its worth all the hurt and the cryin 

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

sirens & silence (caves)

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play yhe victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

winter cold tells me something thay i dont know
wind chill on my heart sub zero word to homie nick i tried but not a hero 
tried to make a list but i left it up in reno
i don’t know whats gotten into you but i cant help but wonder why you lost our love 
i know im not enough x2

yeah i know its hard x2


long nights of the figting and its been getting old 
so you packed up boxes and you said hit the road
jack all in my system you try to play the victim 
but
the writings on the ceiling,
the walls were just depleting 

i try to be my best and im doing all i can 
but im falling the thru the floor 
and im sinking where i stand 
its hard to cope with less and i hope you understand that im nothing more than flesh if i couodnt be your man

guess i couldn’t be your man
3 years gone now i dont know who i am
but i know its hard
but i know its hard

flesh [sorrow bringer]

artist, producer
ghxst collective

Currently trying to kick cancers ass, I think I'm winning rn.

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