flows supa dupa smoothly, v cohesive mix fam😴🤞

@deathbedcrying right next to a lot of em lol. think one of the best of them is prolly "take it back" 

im missing you n i hate it

Its Not Like That W Teddyboi

Guitar/Vocals: DIV/DED


Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on
If you really knew me, you'd know I'm trynna save me-
Get out of my head and get out on my own.
I'm destined to be lonely-
Please don't fucking show me
Used to slipping through the cracks and coming up on my own 

And if we lost it all-
No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare that shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all
If you picked up- 
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all.


Everytime you speak I swear we lost it
Everytime you've crossed my mind I've dodged it
Set fire to my eyes, I made a locket-
To remind myself this was all gonna cost me
Broken, I'm selfish, and I don't know how to love
I'm silent, misspoken my words can't say enough
Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I like this... 

No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare this shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all-
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all. 

Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on


𝙊𝙣 𝙈𝙮 𝙊𝙬𝙣 /Raw Acoustic/

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

the air (prod. saint mike)

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Teddyboi x Shxdy808
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x Teddyboi
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse: TeddyBoi]
i miss you but i wont change shit
gotta leave you in the past, this gun on my hip
and this perc on my lip
I know i said that again
but i cant cope without you 

i said i loved you and i meant it, meant it
told me that you loved me
you aint mean it mean it
how you use the fucking word
and see the fucking meaning
yea you dont love me
you dont love me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
girl i love you
i know youre done but i had to tell you 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
and it hurts seeing you with someone else
i know its not my fault but still it feels like hell
breaking down as i always do 
i know its not my fault but girl im missing you 

[Verse 2: Teddyboi]
yea i feel like its my fault, my fault
baby i just need to call one more time
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
and no matter what i did, i did it wrong
yea like this song, think i made it about you but i made it about someone else
truth is, i dont moved on, working on myself and my health and im working on my wealth, yea

XipZ x teddyboi x Shxdy808 - Someone Else

@prodjpjp @prod-oc <3


its like you never even cared
 stripping me bare
 now i got holes in what i wear 
getting prepared
 so u can throw me down the stairs 
how is it my fault i was never even there 
blame it on me so u can sleep in someones bed
how is it my fault i was never even there
 pull me away i get so awkward and i stare 
stop waiting for me im busy pulling out my hair 
how does it feel ? 
im sick of hearing that u care :p

throw me in the sea and let me drown in the ocean 
body going numb and my heart got frozen 
i dont wanna die but my lungs cut open 
pressure in my eyes built up both swollen

crawling to demise my time im chosen
 tell another lie, ill cry, wont show it
 bleeding thru the cracks in my hands cant close them 
wish u never hit me got ur wrists both broken

did i let you down
 dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

did i let you down 
dont look around
 i need you now 
wont save me now

Tear me up and peel the flesh off my body
“It wasnt like that” you know I wasn’t ready
And I know that, there’s nothing you could tell me
I wanted love back, the feelings getting blurry

Spending too much time on my own
Rejecting everybody that I know
 hiding every message on your phone
Start to realise that I got nothing to show

spotify!

care [JPJP x OC]

LP03T01 


You wont get anything past me again, id dare you too
You wont get anything past me again

You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them
You, You wont, get anything, past me again 
You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them
You wont get anything past me again, id dare you too

After all these years 
Do you see the sparks flying 
After all these years 
I was waiting for you all my life, now ill only love you out of time

You've been waiting for me to see your signs I keep missing them, missing them,

Walk into my life again
Take my hand do you feel it, (you wont get anything past me again) 
After all these do you see the love

I Know (w Vox)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtJkqq4ESGA

prod. https://soundcloud.com/internetjoe
mix/master. me

i woke up like this maybe
i wont grow up still a kid baby
i hope you know im not nick no more
cause i died
woke up like this maybe
i wont grow up still a kid baby
i hope you know im not nick no more
cause i died
when i looked in your eyes
aint usually got a problem with the shyness
you caught me by surprise
give me butterflies
i woke up like this maybe
i wont grow up still a kid baby
i hope you know im not nick no more
cause i died
woke up like this maybe
i wont grow up still a kid baby
i hope you know im not nick no more
cause i died
when i looked in your eyes
aint usually got a problem with the shyness
you caught me by surprise
give me butterflies

butterflies prod. internet joe *MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION*

sports car (prod. Ericgodflow)

youdonthavetotellme

Lovesick w/ verti (Prod. Grandmastafunk)

Single

EMO FRUITS X HELLA DIAMOND - Heart Break

Cenobite(Prod. Reedkun)

yeah im still breathin,
don't know the reason i feel like im dead
scars are still there,
wounds are not healing and i've got no meaning find passion in pain

cryin and sleepin and cryin
cryin and sleepin and cryin

so inconsistent i wish i could fight it
but all of these thoughts make me so suicidal
i wither away like the leaves back in autumn
she didn't care
she lingers inside my head
and i know you're there
though i can't see you i still feel your pain
and i still feel your touch when you're so far away
and i've been so distant, no reason why
or maybe there is i just can't tell you why
i hate this life
if nobody hears this i really don't mind

if nobody hears this i really don't mind
it's just for myself

i sit in the sky like a sphinx, misunderstood
my heart made of snow is wed to the whiteness of swans
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
and im still here

all these years nothing's changed

all these years nothing's changed (prod. gin$eng x trbld boy)

wash away (feat. better unsaid)

music artist from Michigan
hmu on ig @fuckyougoyardsadboi or hit up my manager @crizzywhitemanagement
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