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Copy of Daily Drops nov2 23

🐼🤍🎱🖤11:11🖤🎱🤍🐼

AllOfUsAreDyingAnyways (+nobodieshappy)

I Hate When Girls Die

broadripple is burning (margot and the nuclear so & so's cover)

punisher w/ skele (phoebe bridgers cover)

my god i feel like im heartless 
dont go im too broke to call it 
love me you know that im hopeless 
feel weak im losing my focus 
leaning over the wall it looks warm 
feel like ive got to die to get home 
feel the rough in the sea but i know 
its not unusual for me to be alone 

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life 

im so gone you dont notice 
your brains fried im so bored of it 
im a disgrace 
yeah and baby i know it 
two faced let me turn what youre showing 

tell me im no good 
am i not good enough ? 
six three but theyre looking down 
thought this shit would make you proud
are you not proud enough? 
its not fair you dont tell me how

guess i have to be erased so you can take away 
your ownership of someone such a disgrace 
you wont have to do me another day 
youre so dumb who you tryna save 
every breath that i take a waste of o2 
and every tear that i shed i wasted on you 
all this dna 
swear its pretty dead now 
from the blood i circulate 
it sorta bled out

im not a creep 
im obsessed with being perfect 
on no sleep 
pretty sure that makes me worthless 
dont try thinking you can resurrect this 
no light hope i see you when i surface

i know i could do it do it if i wanted 
feels like someone else is in my body 
its so easy i dont have to live this life

Wanted

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 
i promise everybodys doing better than me 
stuck here cutting losses so you can watch me bleed 
fuck that im burning money 
give a shit what it means 
my bad i pray to god you bring some comfort to me

you're safe here don't worry
i'll come back as quick as i can
rush, i'm in a hurry
can't see anything on my end
my end
haven't been the same since the last time
my peripheral is gone, there's twitching in my left eye
i think i go insane, hear the war cries
strike it down, i can't be seen neither dead and neither alive
why all of the sudden now you believe in me
"i had no potential" is what you'd think of me
now ur switching sides and wanna be on my team
i'll be the better man and just cut you off and leave

i swear youre only doing it out of spite
you got a question
ima bite
i cant believe im still alive
your bullshit is the reason ima die

you can keep on picking me up 
and putting me down slowly
youre too close 
for someone who dont know me
im too far motherfucker dont bro me
bro me bro me bro bro

something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here

here w/heylog

SENSE OF DOOM (ft. Aiden Hilton) (prod. ilynedia)

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
cover all my face with hair all over my eyes
i’m not confident, i bet u cannot recognize 
i’m invisible to everybody’s naked eyes
i don’t know what i’m doing here and i don’t know why
and tears fall like the rain in the night sky
her voice lingers in head like a lullaby
i’ll try to get over u when the time is right
but i’m not ready, so i’ll hold onto that goodbye 

i don’t know what i should say
i don’t know what i should do
i gotta reroute 
i gotta avoid that avenue
(x4)

ur a liar from ur heart
should’ve known from the start
(x2)

avenue

chicago

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

[+ msg] wrote this when i went to la after a break up. 
featuring @kennyorlando + @kennedysucks 
produced by @prodbyjolst + @thislandis

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 1: seejayxo]
guess im posted on the west side
stop playing with my heart i told u ten times
we goin turn this to a homicide
on my life, im outside
looking at the stars in the sky
dont know what im hoping ima find
cuttin up and blurring all these lines
get this cash everything goin be fine

[verse 2: kenny orlando]
wandering the lost city of angels 
caught her putting batteries inside her halo
but her weaponry still cuts through ask my chainmail
and im pouring up trying to regain health
im on the coast and im speeding down the highway
in the model x looking like im about to fly away
she just came over and i can tell that she's trying to stay
with the lips of an angel soft kisses on my face

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 3: kennedyxoxo]
and ill make sure that you never forget me
im in the Tesla but you know i burn gas like a chevy
you know that im posted with my brothers like ed, edd, & eddy
pockets full of bread im eating good like the butler from jesse
fuck that im the star of the show 
I keep saying one day ill be fine but I probably won't
I know you don't care but I been scared 
and I thought you should know
Every step I take is only taking me farther from home

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

lips of an angel

+ spotify

lips of an angel (feat. kenny orlando + kennedyxoxo)

The Group - LEAN [Yumi x Isaacwhy x Softwilly x Larry x BigT]

I’m fine your energies not mine

I’m fine your energy is dying

I’m being drained

You can exploit my pain

Have no name

Just another number in your game

I feel nothing

I don’t know whats wrong with my brain

I need your face

Need something to put on display

I’m fine your energies not mine

I’m fine your energy is dying

I’m being drained

You can exploit my pain

I want to buy your mind from you

I realize i lied to you

A suicide inside a booth

I’m petrified i lied for you

Human Battery

art by kirinhara 

oh 
breakdown 
when does it hurt less 
say i’m sorry
give my head a rest 
all frowns 
could the year just end 
i lay under trees
forgive me love for i’m hopeless 

i feel the thoughts arising as i sit in the dark
i don’t have the words to say what’s wrong with my heart 
people treat me like we don’t all bleed the same 
i guess we don’t bleed the same 
cause i spill blood all on the stage  

oh 
and i hate being sober 
guess i’m the pumpkin now
the way they carve me in october 
yeah oh 
aim your knife a bit lower 
cause it feels like i swallowed my heart how it’s over 
 
but the night’s still yearning 
sky falls apart 
waits for you 
it’s darling 
said i’m fine 
just hurting 
i’ve felt so much worse 
but i still made it to the morning 

it’s cold
don’t let me go 
just take me home 
i can’t be here alone :/ 

so cold 
like ice makes up all my bones 
i try so hard to let go 
but what’s life without a home

i've felt so much worse but i still made it to the morning [prodsecre x heyrick]

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

MGMT - BlvckBox Entertainment 

INSTA - yokai_ko 
YOUTUBE - YOKAI KO
SPOTIFY - YOKAI KO
APPLE MUSIC - YOKAI KO