vampiris

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
staying home all day don’t wanna go out anymore 
sleeping in all day have fun being a whore 
I wonder what is like having people that care
I wonder what it’s like having somebody there
I wish that I was no longer here
Now the plan is just to go disappear

Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
want you to go but I want you to stay here because I’m in love
You should probably go cause I’m building up anger that’s not good for us
Why is everybody pointing out on my flaws?
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a fuck
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a

sorry

i might be over it

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@ilyl1ght

you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

@wyfydisconnected
keep my body still in wait
disguise your shame in hate
carry your touch on my shoulders
laugh off any sign that you're colder
i won't crack if i look down
i won't last on the way out

divert your gaze when i looked at you
knocked down how much?
said it was just a few
i can't trust you no
i can't let you go

@ilyl1ght
you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

a place where we'll stay

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(these walls weren't built with stones)
(i'm amazed they stayed so cold)
(you said you got no place to go)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(home)
(please don't worry just come home)

you were so narcissistic
oh everyone could see it
yelling loud would never make you the voice of reason
you made me wanna harm myself
i'd think for hours
i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward

(such a coward, wasn't such a coward)
(you made me wanna harm myself)
(i'd think for hours)
(i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward)

oh i got blood all on my face
try to wipe off, left a stain
upon my hands and everything
it feels like you're turning on me
(on me, on me, on me, on me)
i got my white shirt hanging off
of the corner of my door
holding my breath
to not gasp
from the pain leakin on my floor
(on my)

you got me choking on disgust
it's pathetic
it's myself that i can't trust
any time i think i've got it
i don't feel satisfied
you're saying it's "enough"
but i just can't let it slide
i've got this ache deep in my bones
tell myself it's just a habit
can't let nobody close know
they'll see me different if they have it
my shirt is soaking up my tears and i'm beating on my wall
i am barely getting air in
just waiting for their call

it all hurts so much
i just wanna let go
no struggle each breath
i just wanna be alone
i can't keep this up
i'm sinking in the mud
forcing every move
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love

coward

had this one in the vault for a while and am really happy to finally show it to u guys, hope u enjoy:)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Tnvr

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lyrics:

well i hate
that i needed you this much
didn't know til it was too late
now you're out there falling in love
guess i didn't say enough
now you're burning up our polaroids
you're sick of seeing us
i'll pick up the pieces til i finally have them all
could you keep me like a secret, will you answer when i call you?

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

guess that you can call me when you want
yeah you make me feel like
i'm the only one
stepping on landmines
i never told you how i love you every damn time
write another sad line, maybe you'll hear it
is it me that you need, or did you find a different tune?
did you find a better rhyme, or did you find something to lose?
well

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

Tire Swing (tnvr)

Reproduced by venvi 

Between the glass is filled with poison
I feel like trash, apply the ointment
Just stay back, he needs some time alone
'Cause through the cracks is the widow's home
Don't come inside here, I would bounce
We're not alive here, don't stick around
When your mind's clear, come in the house
'Cause I'm not safe here, so get me out
Yeah

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

(Oh, she)
She is lying through her teeth, I swear that she wants to kill me
Lay with my lifeless body while staring at the ceilin'
Her actions are deceivin', she cuts herself, she's bleedin'
The blood is running, and she really fucking loves to see it
Welcome to the widow's home, there's cracks and holes in every wall
The emptiness fills all those holes, this place really torments my soul
But, you can't leave, neither can I, I'll go into a room and cry
I'll try to just make up my mind, cut my hair, lock myself inside

(Don't come inside here, you might fear, don't stop)
(Everybody dies here, there's nowhere to go to now)
(Walls are colored red, and I see bodies lying everywhere)
(Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?, There's no one to save you now)
(You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here)

Don't come inside here, you might fear, people always die here
Blood's along the cabinets, he sacrificed a lot here
Everything was gone he loved and now there's nothing left here
He said he wants to make a change, so he cuts every piece of hair
Don't come inside here, you might fear, everybody dies here
Walls are colored red and I see bodies lying everywhere
Roam around the room, can you tell there's nothing left here?
You're quick to quit imagining that you brought me inside of here

casperrr and heylog- there’s nothing left here (Cover)

prod sorrow bringer x tiedforsilver

lyrics:

can you taste it? baby come alive
feel the heart beat beat like ur running out of time
3 shots deep but i believe im doin fine
thats why i shouldnt buy cheap might as well be shooting wine
baby stand by me we gon have a good time
baby bare those teeth i might have to bare mine
no my heart dont beat but its me inside
sleeping thru the day then we feast in the night

died off once
i wont die off now
we all die one day
no grave no funeral
take a lie down
see u thru the blinds
wishin i lived life
a little less unusual
tie off
try to heal the bite
take a light
to the knife
cauterize
but it seems unuseful
bloodshot eyes
why u seem surprised
thought that u had surmised
that i'm nothing like you know

cannot wait another night
lemme take another bite
lemme take you to a new home
they wanna put me on a pike
well id like to see them try
getting blood all on my new clothes
do u notice what im like
and just say that u dont mind
do u rly think im pitiful?
i think that youll be my demise
but i know just what i like
and i know that u look beautiful

look at me
hard to tell that im deceased
but if u look beneath
youll see things u shouldnt see baby
lets keep it brief
im the only one u need
when i sink my teeth in
u will not believe it baby

bleed out love
count it as a win
lived a thousand lives 
that u wouldnt wanna live no
when i live like this
look me in the eyes
do u rly think that we could coexist?

died off once
i wont die off now
we all die one day
no grave no funeral
take a lie down
see u thru the blinds
wishin i lived life
a little less unusual
tie off
try to heal the bite
take a light
to the knife
cauterize
but it seems unuseful
bloodshot eyes
why u seem surprised
thought that u had surmised
that i'm nothing like you know

The Gift (sorrow bringer x tiedforsilver)

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lyrics:

i can see the life leave from your eyes
time for me to fight that urge inside
wonder what i might see when i die
never knew the sky could be so bright

i been feeling high
u could cut my throat
feeling sick inside
need the antidote
blood began to dry
on my favorite coat
please define alive
i don't seem to know
i don't wanna fight
i know that you won't
sate my apitate
til i hit the bone
til i'm fuckin full
guess i better go
fucked it up again
now i'm all alone

day's a no go
u can find me in the night
paler than the snow
probably best i stayed inside
skin is freezing cold
hard to claim i'm still alive
and i wonder why they hide.

Bloodsucker

prod by stezzyxl
happy halloween lol 
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lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

prod by icantsleeplol
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lyrics:
the ashtray fills 
i let it sit
smells like you
i won’t admit  
she wears your coat 
it fits her fine  
same cologne 
it smells just as fine  

her laugh still 
cuts through these walls  
sounds too real
then quickly falls  
i turn it down
but not for long  
it’s worse when everything feels wrong  

your cup still sits beside the sink  
i don’t wash it, can’t even think  
you said it’s love
you said it’s love  
guess we’re closer than we think  

she calls me up 
like nothing’s wrong  
then tells me “i heard your latest song”  
she says “it’s good” 
but skipped the part  
where your name bleeds through the art  

you said “we’ll stay friends” i said “maybe”  
both of us knew that was crazy  
now your voice just fills the air  
and i act like i don’t care  

you fade
you fade
you fade
you fade

fade

the beginning of the end is the end of the beginning and I'm never winning I'm always to busy sinning

the end of my inferior existence is microscopic

WORTHLESS (prod. Beats by hills)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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