i'll try my hardest.
______
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

(thanks @ilysh1ne for the vocal samples :)

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zippermouth

end of an era... stay tuned

produced by sai
cover art edited by ilxrrr

//lyrics

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
What you think
Only you would try to ruin my life
So obsessed its like you’re still mine
Im so stressed what you did to my mind wasnt right
You come into my life just to terrorize
When i go gold spreading lies
You think you’re so fucking noble
I dont buy it
Begged you for forgiveness like half the time
Then you turn around and spin it
No i dont think i like you
Or anyone thats around
All your groupchat validation putting me down
I just assume that you wanna see me dead in the ground
Or somewhere i wont be found
Well too bad cus soon youll see me everywhere
The regrets thatll follow you everywhere
Dont pretend this wont follow you everywhere
I hope it follows you everywhere, everywhere
I hope this follows you everywhere

What you thinking
What you think bout me what you thinking aw
What you think bout me what you think
Whatchu think
Treated you the best i could but you cant admit now cause how bad youd look
Give me back the rest you took when you’re laying at night think about what you should’ve done
What it was, was something manifested from the one you loved
Just act like yall cant trust me like it wasnt sum
Just Deep inside your mind that you bottled up
Please wake up
Always some shit you made up
Started to feel like fake love
If you got an issue with me say sum
Say something, just say
What you think

whatchu think [p. sai]

stream

Faster (Rans0m Remix)

prod me

it's 30 degrees and
her shirt is see-through
her skirt's red from bleeding
her eyelids are blue
she burnt on your sneakers
her dirtiest secrets
reverted her features 
to try to be new

but is it what she wants
or is it all she's got
it isn't what she wants
that makes her body rot

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

they heard all her screaming
alerted the news
they'll turn all her sequens
convert it to views
dont care if shes real they
just care shes appealing
theyll swear it's convenient
she wont get to choose

linoleum floors kiss cold on your thighs
youll sit there and hold her close
wondering why oh why
is it so hard closing your eyes
youll wash them with soap but it wont turn time
dont try

linoleum floors

prod me and Another Autumn

Lyrics 

Picture perfect, girl love your body

Think I like you don’t tell nobody else, I just wanna keep you to myself (a-all to me)

Can’t believe a girl like you wants me, pick the petals off of my flowers, she wants me love

And I made my mind up, I’m just thinkin’ maybe we should put it all behind us

And I know a spot where they won’t find us

Moss and grass and weeds where the flowers bloom

Tell my why the birds whistle around you, baby there’s just something about you

Maybe I could walk around the forest, clear my mind and talk to the lily pads and tell them what we have

forest

made this in about 25 minutes
idk how long this will be up

back2u [p. 16kibo]

prod. lynU
@meantyyy
(Meanty)
Yeah, yeah i dont know whats catching onto me (yuh!)
Yeah just say it to my face cuz im a fucking prodigy (yeah!)
And I got all these labels callin me, 
i switch the genre up cause i dont know this different part of me
and when i walk up in that stage
they all know my name
you and me we are not the same tho
im callin all yo features lame
b-bullets to yo face i dont care what you gon say hoe

(Jihoon)
and they all want me to change
i can never switch up on my bros
i cannot be tamed (yuh!)
i can see it in your face yuh
they all know my name 
all your bullshit is the same like
go!

(Jihoon)
and they said that you look up to me
(Meanty)
and I dont really want your company
(Jihoon)
i see you talking whatcha want from me?
(Meanty)
cause i dont really want your honesty 

(Meanty)
they all know my name
(Jihoon)
they all know my name
(Meanty)
they all know my name
(Jihoon)
they all know my name

(Meanty)
Yeah, yeah i dont know whats catching onto me (yuh!)
Yeah just say it to my face cuz im a fucking prodigy (yeah!)
And I got all these labels callin me, 
i switch the genre up cause i dont know this different part of me
and when i walk up in that stage
they all know my name
you and me we are not the same tho
im callin all yo features lame
b-bullets to yo face i dont care what you gon say hoe

(Meanty)
they all know my name
(Jihoon)
they all know my name
(Meanty)
they all know my name
(Jihoon)
they all know my name

they all know my name

Lyrics

Hook (Meanty)

yuh nah i dont want nun
runnin round in circles but i cant tell if ur on sum
fuckin w her best friend but im runnin out of condoms
yeah picture perfect and you dont know whats the problem
got a problem we gonna solve em
yo friends just pulled up yesterday so i just had to box em
he left the vc anyway dont even have to dox em
dont give a fuck cuz i cld switch up any genre

Verse (essi)

I been here for so long
yuh, got a pound or two I blow it now im so gone
I know u dont want none
step out of my comfort zone and i wont see u there
lotta people talkin on my name but i cant seem to care
so pretentious yeah u is a lame can smell it in the air
watch me walk in this shi
dahm my pockets bouta tear, yeah....

Hook (Meanty)

yuh nah i dont want nun
runnin round in circles but i cant tell if ur on sum
fuckin w her best friend but im runnin out of condoms
yeah picture perfect and you dont know whats the problem
got a problem we gonna solve em
yo friends just pulled up yesterday so i just had to box em
he left the vc anyway dont even have to dox em
dont give a fuck cuz i cld switch up any genre

problem w/ meanty (prod. LynU & Isai)

ascending (self prod)

get back up put your shoes on
the job ain't finished make a new song
and watch like everyone around you get a move on
so get a move on
i smoke another bowl
i wanna be alone
i've seen like everyone surpass me
oh god i miss my family
i'll make it where you can be
just throw me a lifeline or something i can hold
and it's only september how'd it get so cold
do you remember the winter on the phone
it's getting close to december so you know where to go

don't go yet i love you my darling
i feel it rush through my skin and my bones
is it that hard to tell that i've lost it
don't go

vent song

Dianabol - child of god

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere

forest

yoku

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