check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

all plats <3

check

*you don't mean a thing to me, oh how I wish that were true
tell myself it's otherwise, but I don't get the clue*

you say you'll be here for the night,
oh how I wish that sun won't rise the same way it always do
except its never been so bright
morning comes and you'll be gone
I feel the coldness without your skin
you left your lipstick on my sleeve,
and its the only piece of you that I can keep

so I hold it closely by
and I've been dreaming of you each night
don't know if its wrong or right,
I can't forget that look in your eyes

*you don't mean a thing to me, oh how I wish that were true
tell myself it's otherwise, but I don't get the clue*

it doesn't take that long for me to see
the other side aint as bad as I thought it would be
I was counting the days before I realized you weren't coming back to me
but it's hard to believe, so I just tell myself

*you don't mean a thing to me, oh how I wish that were true
tell myself it's otherwise, but I don't get the clue*

Morning Comes

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

cover of "love yourself" by justin bieber
made october 20 2024

lyrics:
for all the times that you rained on my parade
and all the clubs you get in using my name
you think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
you think i'm crying on my own well i ain't
and i didn't wanna write a song
cause i didn't want anyone thinking i still care
i don't but you still hit my phone up
and baby i'll be moving on
and i think you should be something i don't wanna hold back
maybe you should know that

my mama don't like you and she likes everyone
and i never like to admit that i was wrong
and i've been so caught up in my job
didn't see what's going on but now i know
i'm better sleeping on my own
cause if you like the way you look that much
oh baby you should go and love yourself
and if you think that i'm still holding on to something
you should go and love yourself

Love_UrSelf 10/20/24

cover og song by salute by rina sawayama


saving flowers

*SUPER LOUD ENDING* this is super experimental pls dont hate me
Lyrics:
I'll go ghost for a while
I feel safe in the mountains
Wanna travel the world
But I'm certain I'm dying
And I'm not happy here
So why try to change
I would rather kms than count down the days
(and it just doesnt feel the same)

And it's been torture the past few weeks
Tryna forget how your tongue tasted between your teeth
And you've become something that I desperately need
If you needed your fix I would gladly bleed

I keep my head on a swivel
and just in case you're around i keep my heart on my sleeve
You know where I stay if you need anything
I never shut the door
I loved the way you looked when you'd leave

You took a part of me and you never gave it back
just like that dumbass shirt i hope you still have

(it sounds so dumb but i still wish you were the one
for me)

(fuck)
I'm just sitting here watching every move that you make
All I'm asking of you is to look me in my face
'Cause your face is so catchy it's been in my head for days
And my best memory made everything change

I miss what i envisioned
I miss what i envisioned

fuck you shmeegle

It's like the warm embrace of a true self, at last emerging from a long winter of alienation; an ode to radical authenticity and unabashed self-expression; a gentle reminder of the richness and interconnectedness of the human heart. To an increasingly cold and complex world, this waltz answers with simplicity and warmth—an expression of personal beauty and longing for connection, reaching out to other contemplative souls. It is the latest composition from Utah-based neoclassical pianist Daniel Driskill.

The Blackbird's Waltz

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Prayer

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