Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

<3   💥🔫
prod. me
@1kidsora 
you da best

bad(feat. kid sora)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1yhdlroSvk04vrOilDdaj7?si=89fbb1db4b324c55
Written & Performed by endie
Produced by Joshwa ( @prodbyjoshwa )
Mixed & Mastered by endie & joshwa
lyrics:
Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

Just booked a flight but can't wait till I touch the ground
Not saying I'd want it but you never come around
So many signs but I never could make them out
Finally learning to love myself now
Don't give up on what we had
Praying this isn't how it ends
I'm always burning the guilt of living a lie

And now
You know
What I must
Give up to be with you
My lovestruck lover
No one cares for us like we do

Down
Downright fucked up
But I'm in love
Tell me what I did to you
Got so fucked up, I broke your trust
Tell me what I did to you
Now the world is on your fingertips
You broke my trust
When I opened up
Tell me what I did to you

spotify

what i did to you (p. joshwa)

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

tempts you w/ riensu (kidu)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Gm4C7ciXZWglxtn0bjZJt?si=fd03eacbd22742c3
@lovekeanu
yoku hook :3
i dont wanna fall in line
we can just take our time
goin 80 on the interstate your inner thigh is on my dinner plate tonight

yoku verse:
(okay, listen)
how the movie stop i aint even see it
i got my moneys worth but i aint even watchin
tell me whatchu want you know that imma be it
dont waste your time 



keanu.
Ugh
Crying out with your legs up high like Oh (oh) 
Ugh
21’  went by so fast 
Had your legs on the dash 
Baby I might crash 
(Oh) girl for crying out loud you should know I need you bad 
(Oh) Tell me what you like oh

fall in line w/ keanu.

Was messing around with that new fl synth kepler and made this, it makes no fucking sense but its a groove xd

Choppy (exp)

draft 1

[Verse]
I wouldn't blame you if you went behind my back
'Cause I used to cheat, I admit that
I went through some rough shit, yeah
And you might, uh, do me just like them, oh, yeah
I felt how it feels when you love, that's why I'm scared
I keep tryna turn back, but there's fire back there
So just hold me

[Chorus]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Why do old goodbyes still hurt? (Hey, ha, hey)
I'm too nervous to go back to how it was (Hey, ha, hey)
Who told me anyone was perfect? (Hey, ha, hey)
Afraid to love you 'cause I feel like you could (Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
Boo, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)
Me too (Hey, ha, hey)
Me too (Hey, ha, hey)
Could hurt me too (Hey, ha, hey)
(Me)
Me (Hey, ha, hey)
And we all fell down (Hey, aye)
But I did my- I know how to (Hey, ah, hey)
But I did my- (Hey, ha, hey)
Old goodbyes still hurt me (Hey, ha, hey)
But I did my best to unlearn

[Verse 2]
My boo,  this still scares me
And I barely knew her
Said she have my back daily
But ain't call, ain't mentioned oh ya
As the lies and the tears show
Got me thinkin' my approach wrong
Got me hurtin from a heartbreak song
Shits been hard for me to move on 

[Pre-Chorus]
Hurt from something, knew it from the start
She say that she want me, got me playin the part
Down for the moment, down to play her cards
I know when I open, that's when it start
And now it scares me
(Why does it scares me)

[Chorus]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Why do old goodbyes still hurt? (Hey, ha, hey)
I'm too nervous to go back to how it was (Hey, ha, hey)
Who told me anyone was perfect? (Hey, ha, hey)
Afraid to love you 'cause I feel like you could (Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
My boo, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)

[Outro]
(Hey, ha, hey)
Maybe love ain't supposed to be easy (Hey, ha, hey)
Maybe we just learn as we go (Hey, ha, hey)
What if all the pain just means we’re healing? (Hey, ha, hey)
What if letting go means getting close?
(Hey, ha, hey)
So don’t run, don’t run, don’t run (Hey, ha, hey)
I know it hurts, but we ain't done (Hey, ha, hey)
I know it hurts, but we ain't done (Hey, ha, hey)
If you stay, then I’ll stay too (Hey, ha, hey)
If you break, I’ll break with you
(Hey, ha, hey)
Oh, you could hurt me, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
But maybe I could love you, baby (Hey, ha, hey)
She said "me too," oh (Hey, ha, hey)
(Ay, ay, oh)

Old Goodbyes Hurt

This one’s for the ones who’ve been let down, only to realize God had them the whole time. 

You got me
Where I wanna go, where I wanna be
You got me
Ain’t no second guessin', no plan B
You got me
Wanna build it slow, wanna plant these seeds
You got me, got me
You got me, yeah

I was down bad, low with it
Circle got small, I ain't roll with it
People showed face, but the soul different
You the only one that ain’t fold with it
Tried to flex pain, that ain't work
Tryna heal in a world that stay hurt
Cut ties, saw love was fake first
Then You pulled up, said “Know your worth”
You don't move like them
You move with grace
Closed some doors
But opened space
Could’ve lost it all, I was wildin’
You brought peace to the loud, now I'm smilin’
Used to chase love, now I rest in it
Used to beg for signs, now I'm blessed with 'em

You got me
Where I wanna go, where I wanna be
You got me
Ain’t no second guessin’, no plan B
You got me
Wanna build it slow, wanna plant these seeds
You got me
You got me, yeah
You got me

I was fallin' off, you caught that
Ain’t nobody else ever brought that
Tried to lean on friends, but the calls flat
You showed up real — I applaud that
Never been this sure, not once
Never felt this seen, not front
Used to doubt, now I run on trust
You ain’t ever switched up, that’s clutch
Real love don’t ghost when it’s pressure
Real ones stay when it’s lesser
You had my back when I let up
When I slept on myself, You kept up
Now I don’t pray outta fear
I just talk ‘cause I know You near
All them nights I was stuck in the rear
You flipped it — now I’m up in the clear

You got me
Where I wanna go, where I wanna be
You got me
Ain’t no second guessin’, no plan B
You got me
Wanna build it slow, wanna plant these seeds
You got me
You got me
You got me

You ain’t like them
You move diff'
I was out here searchin’
You already sent the gift
Now it’s me and You
Through the highs, through the shift
Got me walkin’ with peace
Like I never missed a lift
You got me

You Got Me

Book of Thomas | Track 14 : The Secret Path

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