lyrics:

loneliness
has taken over me
try to replace
these feelings
with empty words
and melodies
you can try
but nothing remedies
ive tried it all before
i wish for so much more
but you cant get
what you ask for
you could lie
or you could die
trying
theres no real point in hiding
your feelings from a friend
back of my mind
rests anxiety
log out of society
cause im chronically online

(its all in the past, i can't take it back)

STEMS

chronically online

i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ehOGYB1ckrSeaJ07fBkUp?si=26dfc0252c534708

** mixed (@anem0s)**
++ produced by @imfrostd , @qioh & @maxvon000 ++

DEDICATED TO @markkit

lyrics:

(need to stop playing with me)

talkin all that shit, aint see you break the bank
leave yo block red it aint no paint
fuck what u say fuck what they say
cant nobody get in my way

they just cant cant cant, they aint sustain my pain
we not the same same same, you cant live in my veins

if the rain was made of blood
id put my arm up to the sky, and fill this double cup
then drink it all and hope for freedom in me and all of us

the dark has haunted way too many motherfucking souls 

turned us into fucking ghosts

my mind has started playing games with me
paranoia filled this carcass beyond what anyone can see
i see monsters lurking, fires starting outside mental reach
bones are hurting, transforming to a ghoul caused my toppling

{this beat got me sayin "Jeez Louiiiiisee!"}

flow so smooth on this shit like im slippin thru a wet sign, for anyone saying "nene not OG"
get ya verse right, cuz my stuff hit like psalms, my nigga, how tf u still trippin on the beat?
u a fake MC, stumbling on words, not me, bitch im supplying with the damn heat
red dot to ya face like its acne, with the words i say, motherfucker

thats RIP 

(@heyyitsbenji)

bitch are you serious
not really feelin this 
i gone and gone ghost

right in the heat of it
nobody get to me
dont talk to no one

peeling my skin in the mirror 
im actin american 
psycho

flip a coin It don't mean shit to me
witchcraft I bring in th sorcery

research chems I'm a lab rat
mxe n conyac
- me n nee make a couple stacks
what a huge L better hold that
pull up in a black van
boy come thru w the nail bat

boy come through with the pack
dr high grade everybody act tapped
we so stunning ur so clapped
keep all our supplies in the back u can't have that

uhh
ride to the bank
got 5 litre in my tank
imma step down 
got more speed when my mind goes dark that's an 
infinite life hack irl game shark 

play your part 
sunny I'm first n I'm last 
hear the nitrous blast 
on exhaust fumes feelin like joe
gigahorse that's my car 
I'm aboutta
getaway fast

say no more
say less
don't stress
under control
looking equipped
utility vest
all my boys out looking their best
say you dropped 3k on your fit
I'm so impressed
drink spiced rum
smoke cigarettes
chilling w the fruity guys bumping yves
that's enough said
never make enough bread
wrap up the day with a zoot
n m off to bed

grume

grume w/heyyitsbenji (frost'd qioh maxvon)

in my head ft. austyn with a y

lets all love *

prod and vocals by me.
stream here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/the-help

the help

stream on all plats

1/27
the kit is literally $5 its a STEAL, go support @anem0s
kit: https://anem0s.gumroad.com/l/volume2

full demo for anem0s drum kit

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @blissom @leytonmode

codependent

self prod

demo made in @leastfavorite apartment today on my birthday so if the vocal mix sounds bad then tough beans.

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