THRAX w/ phoenix and sydney

♥LoveRush♥ w/ stardust (odece)

prod me + @makemeapromise
mix & master by me

lyrics:
im on search idk wht to do
im on edge all i can do is think of u
lookin in the mirror like wht am i supposed to do
im scared of myself
scared of being hurt too

whats the difference? i cant fuckn see it
whats the point? idk if u mean it
jus tell the truth yeah no deceivin
dont lie to me again, dont test my patience

lead me on lead me on, go ahead n lead me on
not ur pawn not ur pawn, no im not ur fuckn pawn
put me off put me off, go ahead n put me off
waste my time, waste of time
all u did was waste my time

wish i could take it back but thats not ur plan
gotta cut u off, swear its for the best
fuck it all fuck it all
cant stand, cant take the fall
i should just end it all...

Commemoration

fears

spotify

fears「stardust、surgeon」

prod @makemeapromise
mix & master by me

lyrics:
jus gotta roll w/ it
gotta take the blows how they come
thats how i live
whats the point of this shit?
i cant go on
bitter till end, im a no one
tearing out my insides
im not alright
smoke another pack jus to get thru the nite
take a blade to my hip
i don't have the strength
how can i go on knowing that i lived
knowing that i failed another attempt
im a failure yeah to the end
im not the same as i was back then
i cant stay n play pretend
push me to the ledge n hang me w/ a rope
i cant stay, i've lost all hope
bite the bullet n shove it down my throat
force feed me words that make me choke
i cant fuckn breathe
all the air's escaping me
i aint got no destiny
quit tryna shape me in2 the person u want me to b
im not ur doll dont dress me up
look @ my wrists ik u see the cuts
i need a change, i need some luck
roll the dice again n again but the 1s the are stuck
oh my goddd wtf
watch me fly but im not a dove
lookin for a flight, i see the sun
lookin for an out, i need to run
i cant fall to usin a gun
ik my place im not no one
on a search but i cant find the luv
lookin for who im supposed to b
lookin for i need to b
lookin for another piece to me
ive been searching far too long
someone reach out n pull me along
i jus want u to sing my songs
jus me n u in avalon
trust me girl it wont b long
it wont b long
till im gone
fuck it all
i dont wna stall
im sry that i missed ur call
bang my head against the wall

suffocation

suffocation「surgeon」

prod ttenoji

look what youve done im shaking
i cant hold conversations
act like i seen it you act like its special
you caught my eye now my heart extraterrestial
now my heart reach the threshold

Extraterrestrial (prod. ttenoji)

@vampiremutual @555phoenix

i am not my body or my hands
funny how they talk but when they talk it dont make sense
im a- demigod, i cant follow their laws
my mind is coarse and- soft, treat me like i came from above
their peace can be bought with a dove
i need 2 stop taking drugs, i do what i- want
try 2 save the world by urself
mind over matter and body im changing my- outlook

she said that i smell good
im feeling helpless somebody come and help them
they breed it so they sell it they're already inside ur head
they gotcha, visions u cant understand
hold to urself or ull sink in the sand
yea they'll pull u so low
take away the meaning influence is no more
hold on to urself, u can fix ur-, hold on to urself

mind over matter prod phoenix & sydney #DemiGod

credits : //
@555phoenix - vocals/lyrics
@vampiremutual - everything else

what it feels like to date god

lyrics:

save me from my own thoughts
i cant feel nothing cus im so lost
dont like cameras cut lights off
i can tell that u aint living right ohhh
sometimes i feel like nothing matters,
shrapnel, heart so scattered
i hang with the demons n the bastards
dont come arnd get turned into a factor

I cant fix my feelings
hole that cant stop leaking
i live by your teachings
scriptures, i dont know the meaning
i cant find my purpose
its hard when ur so perfect
rub it in my face why dont you
rub it in my face why dont youuuu

shrapnel (prod. sydney runner)

produced by @zayok and i

accepting the distance
i cannot fix this
u said ur worth it
i just dont see it

thinking bout running back
my mind is losing track
i just wan spend more time
u say im outta line

u say ur outta love for me but i dont see it tho
talking bout boundaries that ian even know
watch u change inside my mirror, im the one who sees u girl
i know im the one yea ik im the one

i just wanna get to you
just wanna get to you

distance / get to you prod zayok & i

credits //
@555phoenix - lyrics and performance
@vampiremutual - everything else (as usual)

song date : 10-18-2022

lyrics : 

she said she dont like my reputationnn
that's okay I cant fw u u basic
she said she dont like my reputation
that's okay i been partying wit satan
off 3 addy's bitch im up
you cant come around u cant hang 
u suck
off 3 addy's bitch im up
u cant come around this AR got pack-a-punch

ya yaaa
ya yaaa (ya yaaa)
ya yaaa (ya yaaa)
ya yaaa (ya yaaa)

dont gimme no contract
i aint signing that
i got all i need
i got sydney
and i got hella racks
dont hit me up
talkin bout "bro im a fucking fan"
then u want me to give u som money
u a foolish man

she said she dont like my reputationnn
that's okay I cant fw u u basic
she said she dont like my reputation
that's okay i been partying wit satan
off 3 addy's bitch im up
you cant come around u cant hang 
u suck
off 3 addy's bitch im up
u cant come around this AR got pack-a-punch

pack-a-punch (prod. sydney runner)

desperately trying to be as good as my friends

♥LoveRush♥ w/ stardust (odece)

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