This song is about a woman visiting her hometown. The people she used to be friends with have moved on with their lives in new places, while the woman is left behind.

Lyrics:
Wandering, wandering
Searching in this old town
Familiarity seems scarce 'round here
They've moved on

What remains, memories of the past
Years ago
Looking back, I miss my old friends
They've moved on

What's left for my life?
So many years have gone by
What is real anymore?
Too much time has passed me by
Life has passed me by
As I watched others drift and fade from view
I still feel empty
Sometimes I cry
Thinking of the days when I was happy
Will I find that?
When will I find it?
And where did the years go?

Dreams from my teenage years are all now dead and gone
It's getting worse, my mental health
Don't seem to have that spark, I've been told
Some years ago
I'm still searching for you

For you, but why?
I know that you're long gone from this place, somewhere else
Here I am, even though they've moved on
I have not

What's left for my life?
So many years have gone by
What is real anymore?
Too much time has passed me by
Life has passed me by
As I watched others drift and fade from view
I still feel empty
Sometimes I cry
Thinking of the days when I was happy
Will I find that?
When will I find it?
And where did the years go?

You moved on, I have not
I've lost myself since then
Who am I without this old town?
Who am I?

Oh, my life
So many heartbreaks have occurred right here
But, for some reason, I miss these feelings
Even sadness felt good in this place
I watched my friends drift and fade from view
Though I miss them so, it's better this way
They've outgrown me, but I have grown too
I'm still healing and I may move on soon
Where did the years go?

Best Friends

Years

Years (feat. Megurine Luka, Hatsune Miku, KAITO)

This song is about a girl that has been separated from her best friend, and fears her friend will replace her with someone else.

Lyrics:
Something does tell me
You’re hiding it from me
I wanted to see you
You want to see me too

I missed you, you know
It’s empty without you
You’re with her, I know
But are you missing me?

Longing for us
To be near to each other
I miss you, my best friend
Don’t replace me with someone

Wishing to be near
To you like we used to
The way you make me feel
It’s like sun shining through

Your laughter, my smile
We’re inseparable
It’s almost like love
But you’re just my best friend

Longing for us
To be near to each other
I miss you, my best friend
Don’t replace me with someone

I am praying for a future where
I can be with you often
This emptiness is breaking my heart
Just don’t want to be replaced

Longing for us
To be near to each other
I miss you, my best friend
Don’t replace me with someone

Longing for us
To be near to each other
I miss you, my best friend
Don’t replace me with someone

My Best Friend

My Best Friend (feat. Megurine Luka)

This song is about a girl who is reminiscing about a crush she had on someone from her teen years. She cherishes the memories, but she fears the subject of her affection will forget about her.

Waiting around for something that will never happen
I create scenarios so intense I believe they’re real
I keep scrolling on my phone and my heart skips when I see your face
A smile I missed for so long
And your voice, I melt when it’s heard

I wonder, where have you been?
I have not forgotten my feelings
How long has it been now?
Over a decade
All I know is that I’m desperate to meet you again, my friend
Don’t forget me
Don’t forget

Not really knowing why I have been drawn to you hopelessly
Like I said, I haven’t seen you in many years
I still miss you, but I bet you never think of me
As much as I think of you
And I know it wasn’t always perfect
I needed to impress you

I wonder, where have you been?
I have not forgotten my feelings
How long has it been now?
Over a decade
All I know is that I’m desperate to meet you again, my friend
Don’t forget me
Don’t forget

I know it’s embarrassing, going back that far
I was obsessed
Yeah, I’m grown now
Let’s get together now
One more kiss, one more time
One more kiss, one more time

I wonder, where have you been?
I have not forgotten my feelings
How long has it been now?
Over a decade
All I know is that I’m desperate to meet you again, my friend
Don’t forget me
Don’t forget

Don't Forget

Don't Forget (feat. Kasane Teto)

This song is about a student-teacher affair... The student is head over heels, but... did anything happen at all, or was it all just a dream?

Lyrics:
Roaming the hallways to catch a glimpse of you
You didn’t notice me staring right at you
You turn, I wave, our eyes meet, you smile
We sneak to the classroom, lights off, no viewers

Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?
Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?

“Something about you,” we said to each other
Make sure no one is nearby when you kiss me
“I could lose everything if I’m seen with you”
“But I love you,” I confessed and you concede

Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?
Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?

I keep dreaming of us in love
I would do anything for you
I am yours, just to say the word
I’m yours, at least ‘til I wake up

Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?
Why does our love have to be a secret?
Why must our love remain our secret?

Our Secret

Our Secret (feat. Hatsune Miku, KAITO)

This song is about giving your all into a relationship, but having none of that love reciprocated. They are so in love with their partner that they will wait forever until their feelings are returned.

Lyrics:
Crying alone
I have been abandoned, yeah
I wonder why everything I do is wrong?

So, I'm walking with a shattered heart of glass
I'm neglected
Why won't you talk to me?
I'd give it all up for answers, so...

I'm trying to be passive
But I see it's not enough
I don't have much left to give here

So, I'm walking with a shattered heart of glass
I'm neglected
Why won't you talk to me?
I'd give it all up for answers, so...

Is it me?
Or is it society's torturous constraints?
My mental battle, I'd hate to lose

So, I'm walking with a shattered heart of glass
I'm neglected
Why won't you talk to me?
I'd give it all up for answers

So, I'm walking with a shattered heart of glass
I'm neglected
Why won't you talk to me?
I'd give it all up for answers, so...

In the end
I will wait as long as it takes
For my love to finally sink in
Don't neglect me (neglect me)

Neglected

Neglected (feat. KAITO, MEIKO)

This song is about the software living inside of our computers. Do the have feelings like humans or are they as cold as the machines they run on?

Lyrics:
Listen to me when I say
It's a basic test
Loyalty, morality, and basic decency

Did you stop to think about
What us softwares feel?
You think that it's nothing, but that simply isn't true

Feel

Listen to me when I say
This is all a game
I'm not real and you're not real and none of this is real, real

Did you hear me when I said
This is just a test?
No one cares if you're not there, except for me, I need you

Stay

Hey

Software

Software (feat. Kagamine Len)

This song has English and Japanese lyrics. The English translation is in this description. Japanese is not my native language so I apologize for errors.
This song was actually inspired by a scene from the anime Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni (2006) where the character Rena is trying to break into Keiichi's home, but the door is locked. So in this song, the singer is trying to break into her lover's home but he is not letting her in. She promises to make him "happy" when she is able to get inside, but she finds that he has called emergency services...

Lyrics:
Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

まあ、私は長い間待っていました
やっと私に気づいてくれるように
何年もあなたに夢中
お知らせする時間です
あなたは私のことをほとんど知らないけど心配しないで
ことをすべて知っています
あなたが望むものはすべてあげます
誰よりも優れている

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

さて、怒っています
どうしてそんなに怖いんですか？
あなたを傷つけないと言ったのに
なぜ信じてくれないのですか？
愛しい人、愛しい人、ああ
そこにいることはわかっていますよ、愛しい人
あなたの声が聞こえました
愛しているから、私から隠れる

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

あなたが何を好きなのか知っています
一緒に寝ますよ
強烈な快感
強烈な快感

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

ついに一緒に
めっちゃ幸せ
今すぐリラックス
強烈な快感を与えてあげる
私の執着
私の人生
誰に電話ですか？

Romaji:
Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Maa, watashi wa nagaiai matte imashita
Yatto watashi ni kidzuite you ni
Nan’nen mo anatanimuchuu
Oshirase suru jikandesu
Anata wa watashi no koto hotondo shiranaikedo shinpaishinaide
Koto o subete shitte imasu
Anata ga nozumu mono wa subete
Dare yori mo sugurete iru

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Sate, okotte imasu
Doushite son’nani kowai ndesu ka?
Anata o kizutsukenai to ittanoni
Naze shinjite kurenai nodesu ka?
Itoshii hito, itoshii hito, aa
Soko ni iru koto wa wakatte imasu yo, itoshii hito
Anata no koe ga kikuemashita
Aishiteirukara, watashi kara kakureru
Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Anataga nani o sukina no ka shitte imasu
Issho ni nemasu yo
Kyouretsuna kaikan
Kyouretsuna kaikan
Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Tsuini issho ni
Metcha shawase
Ima sugu rirakkusu
Kyouretsunakaikan o ataete ageru
Watashi no shuuchaku
Watashinojinsei
Dare ni denwa desuka?

Japanese to English direct translation:

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Well I've been waiting a long time
So that you'll finally notice me
I've been in love with you for years
It's time to let you know
You barely know me but don't worry
I know everything
I'll give you everything you want
Better than anyone else

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Well, I'm angry
Why is it so scary?
I said I wouldn't hurt you
Why don't you believe me?
My love, my love, oh
I know you're there, my love
I heard you
Because I love you, you hide from me

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

I know what you like
I'll sleep with you
Intense pleasure
Intense pleasure

Let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in
I won't hurt you
Just let me in

Together at last
So happy
Relax now
I will give you an intense feeling of pleasure
My obsession
My life
Who are you calling?

Let Me In

Let Me In (feat. Kagamine Rin)

This song was actually inspired by the character Alastor from Hazbin Hotel. He is a mysterious figure that can't be trusted, but his charm and charisma draw you in...

I don’t know all of your secrets
One thing I know is, you’re fatal

I can’t trust you
Yet I follow
Pull me in with your charm
My dear

They say you’re just using me for personal gain
But I follow

I can’t trust you
Yet I follow
Pull me in with your charm
My dear

Charisma enamored me

I can’t trust you
Yet I follow
Pull me in with your charm
My dear

I can’t trust you
Yet I follow
Pull me in with your charm
My dear

I Can't Trust You, My Dear

I Can't Trust You My Dear (feat. Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len)

CW: This song’s topic is about sexual assault. Proceed with caution.
If you or someone you know is facing sexual assault, call for help. 1-800-565-HOPE

This song is very personal to me, so I used the UTAU vocal Defoko as she is a very special voice and character to me. As a survivor of sexual assault and abuse, I wanted to write a song to help others like me. I defined myself as a "victim" for a long time, but no longer. 
We are not victims, we are survivors, and every day we will grow stronger. Our past does not define us.

Lyrics: 
I have been silent for long enough, and I'm done
You won't get away with this anymore, no

I hate you so much
I let what you did define me for way too long
I'm done with you
The world will know that you're a damn monster
You're not innocent
And all your friends will know that they support a molester
I just want to ruin your life
'Cause you deserve nothing

Seeing you happy after destroying my trust
Lying and cheating after taking advantage of me
A woman so inexperienced in love
But when I think of it, you're suffering

I hate you so much
I let what you did define me for way too long
I'm done with you
The world will know that you're a damn monster
You're not innocent
And all your friends will know that they support a molester
I just want to ruin your life
'Cause you deserve nothing

I know for a fact that you lost yourself
Just because you changed your name doesn't erase your selfishness
I hope you suffer greatly
Because that's what you deserve

I hate you so much
I let what you did define me for way too long
I'm done with you
The world will know that you're a damn monster
You're not innocent
And all your friends will know that they support a molester
I just want to ruin your life
'Cause you deserve nothing

You Deserve Nothing

You Deserve Nothing (feat. Defoko)

This song is about someone struggling with feelings of lust towards someone he morally should not pursue. When he is presented a mutual opportunity to act upon his desires, he can't decide what choice to make. Inspired by a novel I am currently writing.

Lyrics:
Slowly, I’m losing my sanity
I can’t seem to function properly
You’ve enveloped my brain, my mind

I know this is wrong
But I cannot control these thoughts and these desires
And even though it’s all in my mind
It’s like torture to me
Driving me to a point of no return
Burning like fire throughout my soul
I desperately need a release
Make me release these hot urges
I feel like I’m gonna burst

The way you looked at me yesterday
Now I know that you feel the same way
Without getting caught, how can we…?

I know this is wrong
But I cannot control these thoughts and these desires
And even though it’s all in my mind
It’s like torture to me
Driving me to a point of no return
Burning like fire throughout my soul
I desperately need a release
Make me release these hot urges
I feel like I’m gonna burst

Alone with you
Should we go through?
Should we give it?
Is it worth it?
Now I know how you’re feeling too
Whatever you want, I would give
This is not love
I realize this
Lust is not love
But it’s so strong
Hard to resist
It’s too tempting
Decadent like a rich dessert

I know this is wrong
But I cannot control these thoughts and these desires
And even though it’s all in my mind
It’s like torture to me
Driving me to a point of no return
Burning like fire throughout my soul
I desperately need a release
Make me release these hot urges
I feel like I’m gonna burst

Desire

Desire (feat. Tonio)

made another voicebank with my friend

This is just a demo, so I'm still working on it. It's not perfect yet but I think it sounds fabulous so far :3

Original song: niki
UST: Maplestyle and Ragey
Voicebank: YoshiFan2010 (voice provided by Steph K.)
Art and character by Steph K.

UTAU

March 2, 2018

[UTAU DEMO] Cami - Close to You

Yep, this is YoshiFan2010. Here, I will post VOCALOID/UTAU covers that have not made it on to my Youtube page. Hope you enjoy!
Profile icon by Steph K.

[UTAU DEMO] Cami - Close to You

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