terrible... when i was like 13 - 16 years old

6 :: you would think

brain full of thots (ft. wutshername?)

Clouds - Kendrick Lamar • (Ԁᴉ˥Ⅎ ˙ʎƃƃƃɐɥ𐌔)

did it on my own (what you mean to me)

spiraling down

***verse 1:***
yea yea yea yea yea
yea these visions come to me
and in fact
sometimes it weighs alot on me 
what did i do to make em start shunnin me
im the chosen one, but they still make fun of me
i dont really gef what they want from me
im just a lonely stoner studying astronomy
make me have some bottled up feelings
i grab for the bottle
and love doesnt feel real
it always feel hollow
but that is until she started suckin & swallowin
thats when i fucked up
i made her my idol
in love with her body
i started to worship her
she fucked my head up
no i couldnt even nouture her
it got way worse when i made her my self worth
oh wait… maybe its time for a change?

is it a good time to change?
is it a good time to change?


***chorus:***
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
why you here? (what? what?)                             of God)
what you doing? (huh?)
i dont understand none of this shit
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
why you here? (what? what?)                             of God)
what you doing? (huh?)
i dont understand none of this shit



***verse 2:***
im so tired of repeating cycles
been tryna find encyclopedia
been tryna find the words
to descibe how im feeling
deep down inside
but i hide
from everything
and everyone
so they dont see that i just fight
these demons inside
they creep on me in the night
but i can see this with my eyes
i realize
the lies that they tell
they got me under spells
they bound me to hell
cuz im hell bound forreal



***chorus:***
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
why you here? (what? what?)                             of God)                         
what you doing? (huh?)
i dont understand none of this shit
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
why you here? (what? what?)                             of God)
what you doing? (huh?)
i dont understand none of this shit


***verse 3:***
nah i cant understand none of it
all these signs that im see
dont know what im suppose to do with em
one thing i know is im losing myself
and i know i should be looking for help
take some tiime to endulge in substances
like a bunch of shit
all this fuck shit
dont know how i function
how do i get thru the day?
been involved tryna make sense of it all
but i miss the call



***chorus:***
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
why you here? (what? what?)                             of God)
you literally just said you werent gunna ask
visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
who are you? (what?)                              (youll be angel
you literally just did                                          of GOD
what are you telling about?


visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
youll be my angel of GOD

visions in the sky
ill nver ask what you are
youll be my angel of GOD

visions in the sky
visions in my mind
(repeated til end)

visions in the sky/mind (Ԁᴉ˥Ⅎ ˙ʎƃƃƃɐɥ𐌔)

SUBLAIR DL

Player Dave & sumthin sumthin ~ "narrow" (Ԁᴉ˥Ⅎ ˙ʎƃƃƃɐɥ𐌔)

oh yes im up
yes im up
oh yes im up
yes im up
oh yes im up

ya im awake
when nobody is
taking hits and making hits
some of yall know what it is
ya i fell of the map
this shit wack
dont get it twisted
dead set on making a legacy before i finish


but whats it gunna take
to make me change


dealing with this trauma
i wake n bake
but what the fuck will it take
to get the fuck out my own way
im a drug addict
in alcoholics anonymous
i dont fit in here
no i dont
will i stop this shit?
pronabably wont


but whats it gunna take
to make me change


im shagggy. and im an addict
never been diagnosed
with depression, anxiety
but i have it
almost had a year sober 2years ago
but im back at it
before i pass away ill take another crack at it


but whats it gunna take
to make me change


this shit kinda catchy isnt it?
the vision that i got for my future
really isnt shit
if i aint got the music
then i aint got shit
fuck around with my family
ill pop you like a zit
thats it
i been tryna find a home
and no i dont mean like a house
and yeah my kids deserve a father
thats not running in and out
been peeping peoples energy
and i cant find nothing authentic
wont take me to peep a fake mf
proabably just a minute


if you got something to say
then say it dude
what u scared how imma react?
or how i repay you?
ya im quit insane
but you gotta push me past a  certain point
but i woulfnt do that
i keep it blunt, not a joint
watchu mean?
been serving fiends
i can get a lil vindictive
im not catholic
but might visit the bishop
ill release you
take out the fishhook
ya and if im being honest
i might open the bigbook
read the first 164



but whats it gunna take
to make me change

change

my oldest archived music files of my first artist persona

6 :: you would think

YoungDavis