MY MIND IS DESIGNED TO ALWAYS WANT TO DIE (PROD. NETUH) [FEAT. GASHUM)

TAKE A BATH IN MY BLOOD… (PROD. YOUNG EYLA)

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Looks Like I'm Alone

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Tatted Lay me to rest on my chest I’m depressed Sippin henny in sunshine still Full of regrets I do just one line I might ReSet back to the old me 
(Back to the old me)
I keep a 9 on my side not to slide Got suicide on my mind Warfare when I work through what’s inside I’m not round People less I get high couple rounds I’ll be just fine  I’m a young drug addict 21 but got sum bad habits self inflicted wounds I’m the one who’s stabbing Od’ed of the fentanyl felt invincible seen my whole life flash before my eyes thought I seen it all (seen it all) Do you know what it feels like to have no hope so close to tying up the fuckin rope or jumping in to rush hour hope it hits you if you feel this way shi me to try to look forward to the better days but they feel so far away when will shit be ok? If my life stayed the same I wouldn’t hesitate to pull the trigger so I’m fucking up my liver drinking this dark liquor don’t expect ppl to understand so when they ask how I am I say im good it’s all apart of the plan I don’t want you to know who tf I am (nah x3) my mom sat me down the other day said if I keep living how I am imma end up dead face down in a alley way I’m astray smoking cigs filling up the ashtray on my way to an early grave oh lord I pray for sum better days

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𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥

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