this is my worst song
had to use a diff mic to record part2 cuz my mic broke, sorry for the harsh mix
lyrics:
part 1(prod. @nielyoung)

hook:
get out my face, i aint harmless
cut that girl off like im heartless
im making art swear yall are not artists
might fall back to where i started
crazy how they wished that id get no luck
now they all in my dms with their change cups

verse:
pour it up, cuz i need a drink
bloody nose, better wash out the sink
empty heart, try to forget to think
know its coming but its still gonna sting
shoot my heart down like a free throw
ill jus forget u like ceelo
my words are bullets dont reload
im blowin up and you fetal

hook(x2):
get out my face, i aint harmless
cut that girl off like im heartless
im making art swear yall are not artists
might fall back to where i started
crazy how they wished that id get no luck
now they all in my dms with their change cups

part 2(prod me):

im alive, yet i cant seem to see a reason
imma cry, it wont change that i cant be him
waste my time, even tho i know time is fleeting
imma die, know im just another heathen
can you believe it?

heartless

heartless (nielyoung)

a mental image
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@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

billybounce + gunk @Fortnite

https://soundcloud.com/easton-rager

i got demons that persist
got sum things i can't resist
thc still in meh pee
pray 2 god i need bliss

i jus wish you'd let me be
i hate that i feel like dis

got sum things i wanna quit
204 up on my fit
i feel pretty like a bitch
yeah i'm her favorite mess

insomniac i need some rest
i've been burning on some milds 
lit a fire like im ness

feel the rubble i feel wrecked
its a gamble like a bet
yeah i hate being upset
yeah i hate that i feel pressed 

dissociation i'm not there
i'm still blowing on some squares
yeah i wish that life was fair 
yeah i wish that life was fair 

i've been up like a star 
feel like my life is bizarre
i don't like that i got scars
i've been trying to survive
hate that i need my soul revived
i got issues ion mind 
trying not to feel behind 

got sum things i wanna quit
204 up on my fit
i feel pretty like a bitch
yeah i'm her favorite mess

insomniac i need some rest
i've been burning on some milds 
lit a fire like im ness

20471120 (easton)

no faith

im begging please, dont let me go now, oohh (uhh), im screaming out loud for you ooh

cause you've been on my mind baby now, i think im going crazy
and lately
cant turn to you for safety, and you act like you dont even need me around, can you tell me what thats about ?

OH cause baby i cant turn, cause lately, 
you are all i see, even in my dreams oohh

cause you are everything i need, ill make this puny life for you and me, worthy
for even the gods to see

song 25

pivot w peso n diced (hugyourknowledge)

serotonin prod shango

from the archived files. enjoy & pray for me yall <3

no faith

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