istg u blow my eardrums out
im not crazy
but the voices r so loud
i stare at my phone
waiting for u to call
its already fall
and im tryna be his clone

waitin for u 2 call

Every single time someone tried to love me I think I would get to attached if you know what I mean y know?
So now every time someone tries to love me I seem to run away
and in the past I had this who I THOUGHT I had loved
And I genuinely wanted to kill myself because of her
I spent days and days thinking about her
It was the first time coming out of my “shell” in a long time
And I cut myself with her
She was relatable in a way as we were both depressed
She made me feel love
She made me feel good
She made me feel assured
And then she did something I could never forget
It spent months in my head I was sickened by her actions
And I still can’t forget
And I don’t think I will
I fucking hate her
I don’t believe in love
I don’t believe anybody’s like me
I don’t think I can love anyone anymore
So fuck love and fuck her
I’ll always have music

Heart

mood

whenever ur up w sinly

hashtag whatever

tryna sleep for hours but im still awake
uu u left me stranded in a weird place
im so complacent im so disruptive
u cant relate to me im a different being

what did u do

yrui

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