what part 3

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mix/master by auras 

support; 

vagrxnt:
@iamvagrxnt
instagram.com/iamvagrxnt/

saint tomorrow: 
@saint_tomorrow
twitter.com/saint_tomorrow

IIRRRRRRRby
@irby314
twitter.com/irby314

co prod @resident_music

lyrics:

verse 1 (auras): 
im trying not to break
at the weight on my chest 
know that i will will collapse 
at the sound of it 
and i’m always wrong 
when it comes to this 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you 


chorus (vagrxnt): 
and we lost touch 
like dying stars and broken hearts 
drowning faster than we can swim
hearts like glass and paper thin 
and we lost touch 
holdin on to words and thoughts 
hurting faster than we can heal 
dont let drink ourselves to sleep 
dont let me

verse 2(auras): 
and babe we lost touch but i hate to say 
that your palace don’t want me to stay
i really hope you 
can forgive me 
i’m tryin im begging 
under my bed sheets 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you

I love and miss u so much <3

auras x vagrxnt - we lost touch (prod. irby x st tmrw)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

spotify

closure

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

Artists:
@vislyn
@ghosthandsmusic

Produced by
@johnnyfriend

Lyrics:
yeah i'm standing in the mirror and I see my reflection
gasping out for words, I just need more seconds
why don't you tell me how you've been, yeah I just wanna check in
I just hope from our story yeah I've learned my lesson

cause I've been so tired
I don't wanna fight but you're a liar
I need your help cause the situation's dior
I'm so sick of using people to get higher, higher
yeah we can take a picture
cause it'll last forever
just like broken glass yeah my mind is severed
and this shit ain't feel the same since like last december
and you can pull my strings, but don't you think that you're clever

You don’t even care if I tell a lie
I’m tryna do what’s best is that such a crime
Staying silent for a while
We’re watching every minute pass us by now
Life isn’t a movie, guess you think it is
No fairytales, no endless bliss
It don’t last forever, no time to kill
Like I’ve been saying

Over and over
We’re running backwards
Falling asleep now
‘Cause I’ve been

cause I've been so tired
I don't wanna fight but you're a liar
I need your help cause the situation's dior
I'm so sick of using people to get higher, higher
yeah we can take a picture
cause it'll last forever
just like broken glass yeah my mind is severed
and this shit ain't feel the same since like last december
and you can pull my strings, but don't you think that you're clever

vislyn - last forever (ft. ghosthands) (johnnyfriend)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

hair

stream <3

it gets lonely

one time (kkei3)

Forestdale

prod. @ghosthandsmusic
lyrics:
I've been waiting for awhile
Trynna balance life chores while I move on
Here I stay holdin fake smiles
Cause I can't conceive
That my struggles still mount
Despite my works n all
Though it's in good grace
Finding inner peace
Cause I gotta keep me
Some level headed sane no

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep going
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

Couple hours tick by yet I'm waitin
Feelin short like a fuse out of patience
Lack of trust building up in my basement
cause life's a bitch coming up when it caves in
Feels like I'm stuck inside these walls
Like there's no escape
Pressure from life painting
A canvas of me
Drownin in the sea
From a tidal wave woah

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

I've been waiting
Been awhile
Minutes by buildin up like a giant
Hesitatin with a smile move on, move on
So I've been hintin life will go my way
Those that oppose can go get back to their old groove
maybe far away some lightyears that won't stop me from goin thru
You thought I was frontin oh
No no

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45 days

broken frame (feat. kennedyxoxo) prod. redautumn

i was sleeping on a broken frame
even i forgot my name
dread the day is leaving you
apparently i'm leaving too

sent a flower to a friend
pick yourself back up again
place your bets and pick your fights
the world can be an awful sight

maybe i been too tongue tied
since we aint spoken
maybe i'm just too uptight
and i can't focus
told you i was coming thru last night
i was chain smoking
tried to hit me back i fell asleep
and i ain't notice

i wake up in the morning 
smoking weed singing sad stories
i got so much gas inside my lungs
that its bad for me
and we in hollywood 
so she gonna put on an act for me
i'm gonna die young 
and i'm not making it past forty

i won't make it past thirty
let's push to twenty five
i can never go to sleep 
i keep writing lullabies
you're telling me you love me 
but your actions say otherwise
only you can make sick to my stomach
then give me butterflies

Broken Frame (feat. kennedyxoxo)

@steadysuffer

mixed/mastered by brody

lyrics:

rxfiend:

shattered fragments and broken glass
dont know how much longer this could last
ya its so hard to get off my ass
im not okay cause no one ask
now watch me fall apart now
i don’t really feel well
im really fucked this time
ill force a smile and keep it all inside
im patiently waiting
for someone to save me
fuck it all
cause its all my fault

i just wanna get by
nothing seems to work and I don’t know why
the more I need the more I can’t find
when will I be alright
i think about the past and I die inside
the more I need the more im denied

steadysuffer:

and I wish I could change what you said
i just wanna lay in bed
leave me with my thoughts to rest
cut me down to pieces I can’t see straight
leave me all alone here get out of my brain
i think its time to put it in the past now
ya I want you in the background
i want you gone
i want you out of my way
cut the ties re write the lies its okay
disappear it wouldn’t be a bother
think of all the times I didnt call her
breathing is a nightmare
you dont even feel bad
Nothings been the same here
I wish I could change that

the past w/ steadysuffer (prod. 5head)

i been on my own with my curses
i don't even know if i earned this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning
 everybody diggin' my grave and my coffin
i don't really fuck with the fakes, i don't want this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning

 sometimes i wish i was somebody else
i'd rather do this alone; bitch i don't need your help
the only person hittin' my phone, would be my fuckin self
someone better pack me a bowl before i fuckin melt

she left me scarring always cut my wrists
and i don't wanna fall in love it felt like "fuck that, bitch" 
cuz lately i don't feel it anymore
it left me wondering like why i'm even lookin forth
i'm lookin for...

i been on my own with my curses
i don't even know if i earned this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning
 everybody diggin' my grave and my coffin
i don't really fuck with the fakes, i don't want this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning

curses [prod. zupehr]

lyrics:

it's a long way from here 
and baby it's dangerous
all of this time with you i just wanna savour it 
i planned out my life with you so i might wanna stay for it
and all of the stupid shit that we talked about as kids
im glad that we made it through despite our arguments
i hope that im here with everything goes to shit
i know that we fought alot but you were my perfect fit 
girl you were my everything

bae you were heaven sent
i remember all the days we spent
lying inside my bed 
now all the aura is dead
now you just live in my head baby
now you drive me crazy
im fucking crazy
on the daily i wipe my eyes faded
you used to hold me on a thursday night and now i dont have you 
i remember all the nights where we would stare up at the moon
yeah yeah its true
you used to call me fucking handsome
but now i lost you and im on my own again bruh

it's a long way home ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

6obby - Broken

prod. taurs

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 1]
I've been smoking all alone in my zone
hate myself a bit too much crack bottle of Patrón
overthink a bit too much when I've been on the road
will she still be there, still care? when I am coming right back home
~
that green iris has disguises I don't know about
is it true or is my mind just filled with rum and doubt 
smoke the pain away but baby I am running out
the last gram up in my hand, I'll take a different route

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

[verse 2]
taking away all the pain again
exhale the smoke run through veins again
take one more toke and I surely will choke
and I'm sipping on loko my brain again 
I cannot sleep, I be tossing in sheets
and I'm missing the scent of that strain again
one more bowl packed and I swear its the last 
but the next thing I know I'm a plane again
yeah you so plain my man
life is a game but don't play me man
Think i'm insane again perception fucked I ain't got no plan
Baby I'm in love with you, I do not know what to do yuh
dug me a ditch that I just cannot ditch i've been feeling blue yuh

(changing my hue, baby ill do it for you
been feeling blue, fuck it girl tell me whats new)

[chorus]
yes im stupid, I'm irrational at best like
I can't seem to get the stains out of my chest might
just give up and let life pile on the stress write
out these words so I can curve the pain the next night
~
stuck in my head, never gon answer the problems please kill me
leave her on read, thinking that she is the problem its still me
needle through thread my seems are seeping out smoke, I am guilty
have I misread all of the signs that the universe sent me?

vislyn - last forever (ft. ghosthands) (johnnyfriend)

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