why am i alive

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/sober
https://youtu.be/xAMgQQMZ9Lk

the brightside (prod. smokeasac)

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

Fuck Love

shout out shiloh again for this amazing sample

Looking At Life (Prod. Blaisy)//Shiloh Dynasty

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

NOT OK BUT ITS OK

can you tell me where my love is? 
or am i missing something obvious? 

download / stream
https://collegemusic.lnk.to/kid-goku

nourish. spotify playlists
selected » http://spoti.fi/2eKbsLL
lofi & chill » https://spoti.fi/2fIfmba
sad songs » https://spoti.fi/2UzU1EC
uploads » https://spoti.fi/2Dm8T2A
releases » https://spoti.fi/36JZoWO

on youtube
https://goo.gl/4i6t11

Mishaal
https://soundcloud.com/mishaal_tamer
https://instagram.com/officialmishaal

produced by: masked man
https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace
https://maskedmanfromtheuk.bandcamp.com
https://twitter.com/coreyindacorner
https://instagram.com/not.core

mix & master: elament, kirpilani

released by College Music
https://youtube.com/collegemusic
https://soundcloud.collegemusic.co.uk
https://spotify.collegemusic.co.uk
https://facebook.collegemusic.co.uk
https://twitter.collegemusic.co.uk

artwork by Cameron Stewart
https://goo.gl/gCBwuR

nourish.
https://soundcloud.com/nourish
https://nourish.live
https://discord.io/nourish
https://youtube.com/nourish
https://facebook.com/nourishmusic
https://instagram.com/nourishmusic
https://twitter.com/nourishmusic

watch on youtube

Mishaal - Kid Goku (prod. masked man)

you can numb me but the scars won't heal

nourish. spotify playlists
selected: http://spoti.fi/2eKbsLL
lofi & chill: http://spoti.fi/2fIfmba
uploads: http://spoti.fi/2Dm8T2A

on youtube
https://goo.gl/CVYmVf

on spotify
https://spoti.fi/2Fo7C8n

ondi vil
https://soundcloud.com/ondivil
https://instagram.com/ondi.vil
https://twitter.com/ondi_vil

Teqkoi
https://soundcloud.com/teqkoi
https://www.facebook.com/teqkoi
https://www.instagram.com/teqkoi_

Mishaal
https://soundcloud.com/mishaal_tamer
https://instagram.com/officialmishaal

nourish.
https://soundcloud.com/nourish
https://nourish.live
https://discord.io/nourish
https://youtube.com/nourish
https://facebook.com/nourishmusic
https://instagram.com/nourishmusic
https://twitter.com/nourishmusic

~ lyrics ~

need a spark, something to light me up, yea
you can go far go ahead fuck me up, yea
just watch me burn, wait till i return again
i need a light to smoke to fuck me up again

i'm addicted to the pain i give myself
you can numb me but the scars won't heal, nah nah x2

i think the feeling will light me up
i need no sun and i don't need love
u say im running to my demise, 
i say i really dont give a fuck 
i'll just go out and i'll pray for luck 
but i don't see luck so now where is god?   
you say he's watching from up above
well won't he come down does he give a fuck?

i'm addicted to the pain i give myself
you can numb me but the scars won't heal , nah nah x4

Teqkoi x Ondi Vil x Mishaal - Addicted

PROD YZ

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https://youtu.be/HyTKsOv7cro

BUY MERCH:
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$NOT - GOSHA

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Find Myself

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Runaway

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

@borsomusic

lyrics-
ripjaw in my veins
make your pastor scream my name
asmodeus, run the game
you mother fuckers imitate
you ain't demons, you all fake
pick this side, i'm in your way
take me inside, i'ma close the blinds
proceed to make my day huh

mangekyo, on my own
make a bitch cry murder when i'm hittin' that hoe
i don't know shit, but i know i'm a lunatic
running loose, fuck you wearing nothing but a headband
coming with my team, yeah my friends
we don't don't do biz, with all of them fuck boys
who do this just to get rich
this is art you fake fucks sit your ass down, listen up
i've been sittin' by but with your bullshit man i've had enough
talkin' hella bout your feelings almost like they matter huh?
yeah, i'm sure they would if your lyrics weren't all fake as fuck
but you on your grind making money off your lies
sure these kids wouldn't be to happy if they saw the side
of yourself, that you hide
you're a liar, not inclined
to, show your true colors
guess it's money over pride huh

ripjaw in my veins
make your pastor scream my name
asmodeus, run the game
you mother fuckers imitate
you ain't demons, you all fake
pick this side, i'm in your way
take me inside, i'ma close the blinds
proceed to make my day yuh

drop your fucking ego 
before i uppercut you to it
take your spine out your head
give to cerberus to chew it
you ain't nothing, just a joke
make your mommas eggs just yoke
stir it up in the pan
serve with bacon and some toast
yuck
buckshot loaded up and a 30x6 in the trunk
stack the bodies, rack them up
you know i'm bouta mix it up
i don't care a bit got the katana real slick
all i see is fucking sixes man, really what time is it?

Spotify!

ripjaw (prod. borso)

reminded me of the darling in the frannx 
 http://hyperurl.co/geminiaaliyahbleed her song entirely.
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/geminiaaliyah

why am i alive

Yuaina