Blaine - Hole In Me

Really loved making this track, sorry if it's shit, it's really experimental... <3

Lying To Yourself (@1mallows x @daks9k)

DAMAGE

lyrics

What are you runnin' from
She said everybody's got something
I told her everything in retrospect
I never say a god damn thing

Was it part of your plan to have me runnin' away?
Theres a million different things i'd like to say to your face
She sees gin bottles get toppled
I let my heart live in sorrow
I don't care if i don't wake up tomorrow
Rip out my heart while it beats
Now i'm hollow

I don't wanna fall out of love
If i called would you pick up?

I been gone since you left are you okay?
Im so high up i've got angel wings
Is anyone near me?
Can anyone save me?
Can anyone hear me scream out loud?
And i don't know if you really care
But you're better off without me there

Its the love its the drugs its the way i am

I'm tryna find a way
To hide my pain
But all i ever seem to do is fuck it up and hurt somebody
I'm tryna find a way
To talk again
Cause i don't believe it
When anyone else says they love me
Oh would you call
And just tell me you care
Show up in my dreams again
You're holding my hand

I don't wanna fall out of love
If i called would you pick up?

I been gone since you left are you okay?
Im so high up i've got angel wings
Is anyone near me?
Can anyone save me?
Can anyone hear me scream out loud?
And i don't know if you really care
But you're better off without me there

What are you runnin' from?
What are you runnin' from?

Angel Wings

Yeah

angel wings

Angel Wings

Prod. Bri-C
#SCFirst

I done kept it cool but that’s the calm before the storm
Only so much that a man can take before it’s overboard
I keep patching up these holes but I’m leaking at the source 
And I ain’t lying being genuine it done shook me to my core 
I know my worth, huh
That what ain’t what this about 
I don’t deserve bout half the shit this world been putting out 
This life done hurt me all these times but I still stick around 
It’s real apparent those around me failed to figure out 
About the meaning of respect and how this loyalty can live 
On the surface things are the great behind my curtains I been hit 
This ain’t paradise to me it’s living hell I’m being real
I been pushed right to the edge but I can’t jump
I never will

(Sigh)

But all the people closest to me cut me like a blade
I try to run from all these problems but I can’t escape
Acting like they really care for you it’s like charades
The way they switch up on you crazy feeling night and day
There’s some trouble in my paradise and I been feeling lifted
Brain a ship I thought was stable til a hurricane hit it 
Lately I done lost my shit I’m trynna find it I can’t fix it 
Giving up on everything just not an option but I’m tempted
I’m just another lost soul trynna find myself 
Had it on my own til it all went left
It goes deeper than it shows, scarred deep can’t tell
If I’m healing or just coping with the cards that I been dealt

I’m feeling sideways 
Been fucked over five ways 
I’m going over guard rails, a hunnit on highways 
To get away from feeling like I’m trapped with a migraine 
Bags up on my eyes like I ain’t sleep up in nine days
And I just wish that I could I say I love you to my bro again
It’s his birthday while I’m writing this I’m tearing on the pen
Everything just hitting me like all at once I’ll never give 
I try to look around for help but it’s just me and this is it 

But all the people closest to me cut me like a blade
I try to run from all these problems but I can’t escape
Acting like they really care for you it’s like charades
The way they switch up on you crazy feeling night and day
There’s some trouble in my paradise and I been feeling lifted
Brain a ship I thought was stable til a hurricane hit it 
Lately I done lost my shit I’m trynna find it I can’t fix it 
Giving up on everything just not an option but I’m tempted
I’m just another lost soul trynna find myself 
Had it on my own til it all went left
It goes deeper than it shows, scarred deep can’t tell
If I’m healing or just coping with the cards that I been dealt

Trouble In Paradise [Prod. Bri-C]

Hey!

molly keeps me happy (prod. bc3production)

You know I had to do it to them. 
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I had to (prod. KJ Run It Up)

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lyrics - 

[Hook]
Got a bad lil b*tch and she told me speak proper
We talkin money then we ain’t talkin nada
U ain’t got money Man U ain’t no problems
Worried bout the dividends snakes on my collar yea
I just wanna be a baller
20 inch rims yea I’m the shot caller
And ya b*tch want my d*ck and she ain’t bein modest
We could pop bottles and get this shit started

[Verse 1] (Crick):

They finna call me in and tell me if my rent paid
I be bossed up girly calling me her sensei

I’m on a week long binge got rewards on the 10th stay
I don’t need advice it’s so obvious I been paid

We could beef or we could have a laugh
Honestly im interested in taking you up the latter half

Matter fact face hit dem eyes like some cataracts
You broke boy lashing out
Who the fuck you laughing at

Tell me what I need to fix I might listen to ya
If you measure greatness imma snap the ruler
You better talk nice when I’m talking to ya

[hook]

[Verse 2] (JAYJ):

Yea I see em switching up like everywhere I go
U can’t run a business throwin benjys on the floor
U said that was yo main I got pictures on my phones
Yea I got they jaws droppin they ain’t seen this shit before
Like bitch I’m fuckin lit
Tryna get my brothas rich
Yea I see these hoes bitin just kindly hold my dick
And I got these hoes vibin when they listen to my shit
I got a whole iceberg and it glisten on my wrist
And it’s crazy
Way the shit they tried to fuckin play me
I’m a fuckin warrior I ain’t talkin KD
Ima crazy lil baby from the crack fuckin 80s
Whachu fuckin need to know like fuck a water whip

[hook]

Talk Proper

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Talk Proper (ft. Crick) (p. @cdatbeats)

California

@aizayahhills - california (prod. mcx)

We've been holding this one for a while hope you like it<3
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