Matress +Deuco Beats

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Eyes So Low - Single by Kid E$Shttps://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/eyes-so-low-single/1356059842

KID E$S - Eyes So Low (prod. Snowballbeats)

KID E$S - TurnTimeBack

KID E$S - NO SLEEP

Written and recorded by Vaboh
Produced by Tundra Beats
Engineered by Kam Michael and Vaboh

I Wish You Would Trust Me

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

You're the only voice I wanna hear in my head
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You're the only voice I wanna hear in my head (prod. Seismic)

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maybe

maybe (prod. NextLane Beats)

toxic love (pr. yeezo x slaying ibis)

ON MY OWN (prod. ross gossage)

Lyrics
Artemis Orion
All these thoughts in my head Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends

SEON
I could write 100 songs and sing them all to you
but y’all will never understand what I’ve been going through
Thoughts controlling me critiquing everything I do
I try to have dreams but I know they’ll never come true

They tell me I’m failure
Never gonna do right 
Stuck inside my mind 
Every night Contemplate life 

My mistakes they stay around they love haunt me 
Wish that I could tell you that I’m awfully Sorry 

I was somebody that I’ve never been proud to be 
Ran away from anybody showing love to me
I was so scared that everyday would be the day you leave
I got tired waiting so I went and set myself free  
All these habits in my head gon end up killing me
They Take me to the state Where I just really wanna fall asleep 
I forgiven everyone but can’t forgive myself 
nobody there for me when I'm the one that needing  help

Artemis Orion
All these thoughts in my head Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends

Kam Michael
Lately I don't got the energy to leave the house
And in my head it's like my mind been playing cat and mouse
Anxiety been telling me I shouldn't leave the couch
And my depression telling me what I should think about 

Always apologize but never make amends
Debate if I should open up to family and my friends
I always seem to push away it all until it ends
And I always seem to f*ck it up before it all begins

I only think about the worst in every situation 
Can never handle all the truth it's just hard to face it 
My head is always on the move no I could never break it 
When it comes to being satisfied I only fake it 

I've had enough of the stress if you couldn't tell
Every other night it's like I'm in another hell 
Been staying on the low lately I ain't doing well
I feel like everything I do I only set myself to fail 

Artemis Orion
All these thoughts in my head 
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends