YUR🖕🧑‍🍳

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta
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ninewaters - mi amor (ninewaters)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

i think the xans tryna tell me sum
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ninewaters - party (ninewaters)

Instagrams:
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@hxllowlucy

Lyrics:
My soul's on fire like the world that we live in
Consumed by hate, could've been but I didn't
I assumed we would last, I regret what I've given
Need a hose for the past but I'm drowning if I'm swimmin

We went up in flames
I wouldn't feel these feelings if you felt the same
Now I'm burning alive, I need the fire brigade
You trapped me in a corner and I cannot escape

I'll admit it
Yeah I did it, OH WAIT JUST KIDDING
Not at the top but I feel like I'm winnin
Not gonna stop cuz I'm gonna make a killin

Where are my feelings?
They died last year like the mould on my ceiling
I said I'm not ok, but I'm finally healing
That's partially true, but I still feel like I'm bleeding

Shinra, I need him
She was under the impression I was cheating
I was under all this pressure and I cracked like a rock
Don't talk to me again but you're already blocked

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

ninewaters - dead inside (artemys)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

@xobyleth on ig
@l4ymon on ig

ninewaters - abyss ft. byleth (mxsui)

@9inewaters & @prodmako on instagram

lyrics:
think i need to sleep a bit before i hit the floor
think i need to keep a bitch but i can't love a whore
now they see me getting rich they wanna see me more
crashed the car into the bridge and then i hit the store

i'm exhausted and when you look into my eyes, yeah you know i'm haunted
proceed with caution, i'm getting money i don't flaunt it
i change my mind a lot, i make a plan and then abort it
apologies if you tried to text me, i ignored it

i need to sleep so i can wake up in a dream
reality's depressing and it makes me wanna scream
i chase love but i know it isn't what it seems
it's a trap and it makes you fall apart at the seams

i'm tryna carry on with my life but i'm losing steam
it's a wrap, everybody leave, alone is where i be
life is crap, everybody scream when they see the beam
no i'm playing, it'll be myself if i do anything extreme

yah, you don't gotta blow me up, i'll be okay
and my heart is frozen over like a snowflake
fuck my life, fuck my feelings, smoke propane
i'm addicted to the money like it's cocaine

i'm okay
wait til my art is a craze, it's gonna pay off
all my feelings got laid off
i'm getting money, that's the tradeoff

exhausted (prod. ninewaters x mako)

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

thank you for the memories </3 (prod. ninewaters x whereisdanny)

lyrics:

i don't like that
i don't like it if you air me when i type back
the situation's getting hairy if i fight back
you know it, say you got feelings you don't show it
if i tell you that i'm leaving, i'm going, you know it

i don't like that
i don't like it if you air me when i type back
but i must admit that i still like you
if you wanna try again we still got all the time to, yeah

the way you made me feel felt like magic
and when you're not around me all i have to do is panic
you're no longer beside me so my mental state is tragic
rip my heart out my chest, break it up and then just bag it

fuck the money yeah i don't need a benz
fuck my feelings yeah i don't need a friend
fuck relationships yeah they're all gonna end
i need a new heart so i can love and breathe again

the way you make me feel is so toxic
i still regret not being honest
but if you need help now then i'm on it
but i know that won't happen now cus we lost it

i'm all alone in my tower
would you come and visit me and bring me flowers?
yeah, would you do that for a coward?
yah, would you give me all that power?

i don't like that (prod. younglombardo x georgie)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

my verse lowkey sucks
shoutout viz n dat

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
S-U-P-P-O-R-T i need it, can you give it to me
she is S-O H-O-T i love it, can you let me see it
let's discuss this over tea how i'm the shit and you can't see it
when i'm older they will love me H-E-R-O i will be it
C-H-E-E-R-L-E-A-D-E-R you love to see it
i buy a bmw then crash it, i don't need it
they never notice me right now but when i'm up they'll stop sleepin
when i am U-P she will R-E-G-R-E-T leaving
wait! i can't fall for that bitch
i can't fall for anybody cuz everybody just be makin me sick
i'm telling you bitches to suck on my dick
i'm telling you bitches get off of my dick
why you sat there? i'm not even rich
get bored so i'm taking a flick of the people that stay by my side when i'm lit

(viizzi)
carry the torch on my back cos im lit
bitch im with 9 and they know we the shit
run in ya house better show me ya shit (not literally)
and ur bitch on my dick boutta blow me and shit 

t r u m p e t you know thats what she blow me like
she ride my dick like a bike
come with a strap hope ur ready 2 die 

g r a v e thats what we put him 
a l i v e is what he coulda been
its a s h a m e that we be rolling him
straing in the p a c k
my choppa spray
no im not dying today little bitch

H-E-R-O

H-E-R-O + viizzi (prod. plxce x paradoxsounds)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

lyrics:

i've just been born but i know that life a bitch
sick and tired of this shit
stick a knife in my wrist
welcome dl5! you're gonna make me rich
welcome to my life! just try not to be sick
whoever god is, you're a [redacted]

nic by my side and there's stella in my system
we're thinking fuck my life but we're screaming fuck the system
we're all broke, we can't sit and play the victim
money slow, get it moving like a piston

i need this shit, shoot my shot like a pistol
we're all blasted, it's 4am in bristol
dressed in all black, feeling pretty like a crystal
dl5 on the mission like a missile

i know my friends are gonna miss me
so many people wanna kiss me and that is official
i'm throwing up off whiskey, i'm slamming a triple
you could try and diss me, but it's kinda risky

welcome dl5 to the party! ay! ay!
let go of all my trouble, sip bacardi
it's really subtle but i kill myself partly
you could pull me out the rubble but it's permanent like sharpie

it's pertinent someone save me
i'm certain that i've gone crazy
i'm certain that i'm too lazy
to save me from the intrusion of thoughts in my brain
i could use alternatives but it's just not the same

i could lock myself inside my room and play the game
i could save my money but i think that's kind of lame
i could think of something that i don't wanna explain
i could tell you i have nothing but i don't wanna complain
so get it m- (moving like a train (i didn't have space in the song so i had to cut the bar out lol))

welcome dl5 / system

ninewaters - welcome dl5 / system (ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

i made this song whilst very drunk so ignore the incoherence of the lyrics

lyrics:
i'm doing impression of dolly, i'm sorry
if you choose to run up on my gang then that's a folly
ollie's fucking heavy, he will crush you like a lorry
running away from all my problems, can you catch me like i'm dory?
i just spilled all my tobacco on the floor yuh
i could never fuck with yo girl cuz she a whore yuh
i could never buy designer clothes cuz i'm poor yuh
i just fucked yo bitch, can i get a huhhhh yahhhhh

hey! hey! hey! hey! hello! greetings!
i'm with the ceo of sex, he's asking for a meeting
if she film a porno then you know that i'm deleting
if she's got a face you know i'm rah rah rah rah skeeting
rah rah rah rah rah you know that i'm a dog
throwing up inside the bog
it's not the only thing that's clogged, cuz you know i'm sniffing coke yuh
it's cold i need a coat yuh
if she got the addy then you know i say hello yuh
i'm not talking address, i'm talking bout the drugs
yeah i hope that i'm lucky (?), i'm stupid like a pug (🤨)
you know i'm very drunk, pants saggin like a thug (seriously idk wtf these lyrics are)
they said i wouldn't make it, WA WA WA I PULL THE PLUG
waaaaaaaa I'M SO SAD YUH
if he's talking shit i'll spread him open like a pad yuh
they ask me where i'm going but i don't even know yaaaaahhh
you ask me if i like you but i don't even know yeah *dinosaur noises*
raaaawwwwrrr :3
i'm a dog, woof woof!
can you pass the mothafuckinfuckin boof boof
are you losing interest, need to know the truth truth

dolly

ninewaters - dolly (tenogi x negative.creeper)

Prod. by Odece

Lyrics:
Two shots to the head, blow my brainz out
Walk a lonely path, I need to get out
Kinda tired of this planet, everything is sour
Intrusive thoughts that plague my mind like every hour
Finger gun to my head, rest in power
Middle finger to the feds, I'm a coward
Feelin like Sayaka, jump out the tower
Life is like a meadow with a single flower

Give me a break, I'm in pain
All these fakes got me strained
Need a cig, I'm insane
Pull the trig, blow your brain
Take my heart like a sweepstake, make it break
Idk how much more of this I can take

YUR🖕🧑‍🍳

Yui<3