xaviersobased - piña w tenkay (kashpaint)

lyrics:
i spoke to a friend and told him that i need to find him
and it's been near a decade but i still think about you
i still remember the way to your home, and every room inside
what if i came knocking and asked for all my time back
i keep track of yours but do you keep track of my birthdays
is it true what they say, do you want to hurt me

when i find out what you really meant
will it make me bash myself
or will we ever meet again
and i know that your mom still remembers my face
maybe she looks back and tries to pinpoint when i changed
maybe if i brought my games
maybe then i'd get you to distract yourself from the shame
and there's nothing to be worried for you know that i'm still here
i know you'd still look for me if i disappeared

friend

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Tried all night to get you out my mind
I'm so tired; I couldn't shut my eyes
But I'll lie on my
Bedroom floor
Rise and shine to vomit-stained carpets
He might try to smoke you out a bit
But I'll lie, sitting on my bedroom floor
Thinking 'bout how long it took to wake him up

To wake him up!

Let's head on back to sleep again
I'm tired of waking up as friends
I just can't kill the thought of you
Being with someone else I knew
I love that pretty fuckin' song
More when you try to sing along
I draw your name in sand again
But it gets lost within the specks

Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
'Cause I've been wasting away
Waiting for change
Waiting for you to come and love me!
I've been wasting away
Waiting for change
Waiting for you to come and love me!

It's so nice
Pretending like
Pretending like the silence is still alive
Was it worth it?
Bruising up your knee
Bruising up your knee
I've been kicking you for hours
I guess you've gotten used to it
But I hope it never leaves
That mark was made for me

Furry porn has destroyed my mind
I fell in love for the millionth time

Oh god, did you see my face?
I got lost in between her legs

(So one more time!)

Pass out, my little Romeo
Tried hard to get out the kitchen sink (So one more time!)
Bleach skin, blood, hair, and skeletons
Never seem to get me off my ass (So one more time!)
Just got a taste of her poison
It's just a bong hit and a broken heart (So one more time!)
Now I'm a fag with some teary eyes
So smoke me out
So smoke me out

Smoke me out of all this shit

Come inside
Let me lay on your shoulder
We'll watch some shitty sitcom

I'll kiss her on the mouth
Then I'll throw my arms around her
You'd think it's pretty dumb
If I said I really loved you

It's all the time
It's all the time
It's all the time

'Cause I've been lovesick all night
But these drugs make it fine
Tryna hide what's inside
But it's eating me alive

You'd want to see me gag (I love you, I love you)
Dip my fingers to my tonsils and spill out bile (I love you, I love you)
They said scars weren't genetic (I love you, I love you)
Just some aforementioned tragedy (I love you, I love you)

Oh, I love you more than I got
And I've had enough
So if you want some piece of heaven
You can find it at the corner store

Cause I've been drinkin' all damn night
Just to repeat another "I love you" in spite
I dig my nails into my hands and squeeze them tight
Just to remind myself I meant it once or twice

For seven years, I had to drink myself alive
So I can work another boring 9 to 5
My body's failing me one sickle cell at a time
So make it work tonight
So make it work tonight
So make it work tonight

'Cause I've been drinkin' all damn night
Just to repeat another "I love you" in spite
I dig my nails into my hands and squeeze them tight
Just to remind myself I meant it once or twice

In time, we'll be fine
Tomorrow's another day

some things i have to change #(ó﹏ò｡)

yuka ##awp

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