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why u so upset with me
i didnt do anything
call me when i hate ur guts
block me when i want ur love
ive been dying just to see
my favourite girl with a wedding ring
im the one who makes her cry
the only one she believes

shut up dont talk to me
i wont listen till u plead
why cant u fucking tell
im so sick of everything
fucked up if u think
this'll last one more week
makes a lot of sense ur stupid
cuz u fell for me

(makes a lot of sense ur stupid
cuz u fell for me)

slit my wrist
while i watch u cry
its ur fault but i told u lies
i'll guilt trip till i make u mine
shame on me till i change ur mind

oooohhh

why u so upset with me
i didnt do anything
call me when i hate ur guts
block me when i want ur love
ive been dying just to see
my favourite girl with a wedding ring
im the one who makes her cry
the only one she believes

shut up dont talk to me
i wont listen till u plead
why cant u fucking tell
im so sick of everything
fucked up if u think
this'll last one more week
makes a lot of sense ur stupid
cuz u fell for me

nothing i do is ever wrong (cover)

demo

im so down on my calories
im wasting all my energy
my bmi is in the negatives
im too afraid to
ask for help
my social anxiety
its getting hard for me

u say that im selfish and i never treat u right
but pls know that i did it all for u
i did it i did it I DID IT ALL FOR U
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U

did it all for you (acoustic demo)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
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god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

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im a loser
all my friends they hate me
such a boozer
5 bottles of poison per day
theres nothing redeeming
about me im screaming
the words that ur thinking
they say

im so lame im such a slob
got no car and got no job
all my grades are falling down
holy shit i cant do this now

i cant make a single person laugh
the silence is so thick
i could cut it in half

i cant even express how i feel
cuz im super fucking shy
it just makes me wanna cry

im a loser
all my friends they hate me
such a boozer
5 bottles of poison per day
theres nothing redeeming
about me im screaming
the words that ur thinking
they say

poison

@bloodsekai

im scared at nite
i need sum light
i made new friends
and theyre alright
take my time
dont go ahead
if i do
i'll lose my head (like mami)
whats the point of life
if i dont care?
& what do i get
if ppl dont share?
besides myself
the worlds just fine
i hurt myself
it doesn't matter
nothing matters
blood just splatters
on the pavement
filled with lies
sympathy
im alone
empathy
the world doesn't know

im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along
im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along

idk anymore
& i tried to make some sense
no one understands
but no one understands
hands behind ur back
theres a gun in ur hands
if i tried to guess which one
i dont think that i can
my heads empty
i dont have no thoughts
maybe one day
we can get along
but until then
i think that im lost
im a burden
a problem to a lot
flowers wilt and my head clears
everything hurts idk how im here
scythe from a reaper
pls come near
take me down ur stairs
i'll wipe my own tears

wipe my own tears
i'll wipe my own tears
pls dont cry
i'll be just fine
idk how long
it will take
but i'll let u know

bloodsekai - lykwhenimfine

@bloodsekai

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting`
but i gotta get thru this

i'm biting my nails
i'm nervous
my only thought's
"i can't do this"	  
but i wanna try
but i wanna try
i dont wanna cry
no i dont wanna cry
throw on a scarf
it's cold outside
i cant steal ur heart
but u can steal mine
my brains wrapped in
a thousand lies
i tell myself 
and all of human kind

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

i know i'm not bad
but i'm still sad
i can't trust myself
i only bring me down
down
down
down
down
down

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

bloodsekai - honestly, i don't really wanna die

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

bloodsekai - oh amelia +miku

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

fnf sky mod cover :p (i wrote the lyrics)
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wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive

i want u right now
i need u right now

ill take u to my house and we can kiss
we'll do it all night long cus
i love u i love u i love u baby
i love u i love u wanna be with u always 
x2

wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive

ill brainwash u till u love me
so dont leave or itll get pretty ugly baby 
i dont think that u can hurt me
cus if u do then ill kill myself and ill ruin u darling 
oooooooh
ooooooh

wanna be ur wife forever
i swear ill leave ur side like never
i am so much better 
ill make u totally forget her
i swear i wont hurt her that much
but i dont think i can make no promises
want u all to myself
and i know that i tend to get pretty obsessive
lala

did it all for you (acoustic demo)

yuki

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