https://open.spotify.com/track/7jD8KJWWEnicZlvcZ6vvOo?si=eec1e450e45646c3

prod me w/ @1zakuro & @odihu

she's outside and wants me dead
reassured her times and times and
out for blood, she wants my head
i don't understand what made her mad
throwing fits and causing wrecks
is it really my fault that she's so sad?
self destruction she's a mess
i gotta get far and leave her yeah


oh darling look my way
unless u want ur life to pay
cos ive been wanting u for so long
and u didnt even know
run away in spite
wanna make u mine
wasting all my time
ive had enough
murder on my mind
wanna end ur life
wanna fill a pint
with ur blood

youre always in my head
i love how u look dead

she's outside and wants me dead
reassured her times and times and
out for blood, she wants my head
i don't understand what made her mad
throwing fits and causing wrecks
is it really my fault that she's so sad?
self destruction she's a mess
i gotta get far and leave her yeah

i dont understand why are you so mad
you make everything seem so sad
dont understand why u cant take me back
well thats too bad
cause ur out for blood and u want my head
and its so sad that u want me dead
i miss the scars that are  on ur legs 
i miss you so much comeback i beg


i wanna hold u in my hands
i just wanna be your man
so much shit i regret i said
punching the wall till my hands turn red

come back to me
come back to me
dont be so sad
come back to me 
comeback to me
why are u so mad
cause ur out for blood and u want my head
love u so much but u want me dead
i dont know where it all went wrong
just pls come back

she wants me dead (ft. zakuro & odihu)

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

nothing works

prod me

thought u were my friends
thought u were my friends
wake up in the morning n my wrists r a mess
wrists r a mess yea ill jus kms
baby im intoxicated smell it on my breath
need a little drink jus to deal with all this stress
cus im so fucking scared and im too afraid of death

yea sorry but its tru
gettin back from school n im cutting in my room
hoping people online think that im cool
but im rlly so annoying n my music fucking drools

n my wrists r a mess
wrists r a mess yea ill jus kms
baby im intoxicated smell it on my breath
need a little drink jus to deal with all this stress
cus im so fucking scared and im too afraid of death
x2

mess

@weejk cover!!!! prod me

anyone can see that ur outta my league
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee
the way u tie up ur hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot
i wish u stared at me
the way u stared at him
think im going crazy the lights are dim
the way u tie up your hair
the way that u dont care
ur lips they look so soft
in my room i rot

ur outta my league (cover)

prod @bloodsekai

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die
but what u said 
its in my head 
n ive been thinkin bout suicide
but instead keep it to myself
i really promise that i tried
x2

i cannot do this on my own
but i begged for u to go
cant let u see me get this low
but ive never been this alone
call my phone
tell me what u wanna do
ill come thru
all for u
cut myself n eat no food

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die
x2

but what u said 
its in my head 
n ive been thinkin bout suicide
but instead keep it to myself
i really promise that i tried
x2

i cannot do this on my own
but i begged for u to go
cant let u see me get this low
but ive never been so alone
but what u said
its in my head
n ive been thinkin
about suicide

i cant believe u left me here
i cant believe it
i want u to decide
if u dont wanna make it clear
then ill jus do it
lay here until i die

u decide

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










mess

yuki

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