re-prod me w/ @odihu, i don't even gotta say anything else tbh u already kno

https://open.spotify.com/track/7CaAvofPd0kVtZ5genZVge?si=b8487dd3e0004e62

lyrics:

coming over 2 ur hoouse
im in suhc a shit mood rn
i can't belive ur still freaked out
ive been waiting for u cleaned outt

(im on first half odihu is 2nd)

meowist girls (w/ odihu)

prod @weejk

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

i told u i wanted more
so u cut urself
and dropped to the floor
im sorry i wont ask again
i know ur arms are sore

remember that time when
u wrote my name on ur knife
in detail u told me then
how u nearly took ur own life

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today

(rotting in my room
lets hangout today)

(hey dear i went out today
ive been rotting in my room
all holiday
ive been cuttin ive been cryin
while i wait for u to say
that u love me and
u wanna hangout today)

ohh ohh
i wont ever let u go
cuz baby u are in control
i wont ever say no

sore arms

three covers & one original song all unheard before, dropping all of these in a mix before i drop an ep eventually which will also be all new songs.. thankuuu for staying & listening 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Pjkb5qgslkcjIV9rOzFmz?si=d2348ce68fce4173

1st - feels right (nice try cover)

2nd - sorry for taking so long, i got lost lol (original)

3rd - together forever in love (go sailor cover) 

4th - side effects (xo_willow cover)

-

just give me some time
to make things right
i never have trouble sleeping at night 
but sometimes i feel like
my mind can't make sense of anything
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say
and two months down the road
well who even knows
if i'll be okay or happy
or ready to move on 
if i can find some peace today
well  i can find it from now on
u can call me tonight
u can call me tomorrow
it will always feel right
and in the morning together
over breakfast 
we'll both be okay
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say

-

i'm not ur god & i'm not ur dog
there's a middle ground that does exist
and just because that i don't love you
that doesn't make me artemis

i'm not pessimistic
i just have high hopes
when i win the lottery
i'll buy us um idk..
i don't think that far ahead
cuz i don't have goals
i know i'm pretty stupid
i just deal with what life throws

do i have to go to school
when the teachers hate my guts?
i hide inside the bathroom stalls
it's hard to breathe my neck is cut

can someone get me medic?????
i think i'm bouta throw up too
i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
i don't want bad blood
between the group of us
i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun

i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
it's not my fault
i didn't mean to

im sosryry im sorry im osryryry im sorryryy SIMMM SORRRYYR

-

what do they know
when they say im too young
as i get older 
until my life is done
i'll be the 1 
who had love that wasn't true
they all have nothing
& now i have u
together forever in love
together forever in love

together forever in looooooveeeeee

i'll be the reason
for starting ur day
u'll be my true love
in everyway <3
i'll always need u
i promise that now
thru good n bad
as long as this life will allow

together forever in love
together forever in love
together forever inlove

my life is for living
i'll spend mine giving u
all that i can
my heart and my hand

my life with u shines brighter than gold
memories of heaven for when i get old
never again will i want to run away
i didn't think that i could ever feel this way

together forever in loveeee (x5)

-

side effects include
a rapid changing mood
a lousy attitude
and recurring dreams of u

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

lack of sleep & eating
eradict heart beating
losing & retreating
n it seems to keep repeating

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

there's always so much more left to say

prod me

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

i dont know what to do
go and cry in my room
block my friends on discord too
cuz they dont even have a clue
what im going thru
and neither do u
so ill scream this tune
till my face turns blue

nothing works
i cant stand being alone
nothing works
drunk texts on my phone
x2

nothing works

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

@oxwillow cover

bloodsekai + yuki - beta orbiter

@akira3ksucks + @weejk cover prod me

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if u should live or die
rot my brain everytime
ur never satisfied
if i say that i love u
would u say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

u decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while u look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as u lay by my side

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

so there's this girl (cover)

im so im so stupid
i cant i cannot do this
i dont know what im here for
i drool and stare at the floor
theres nothing inside my brain
i think im going insane

i cant read social cues
i cant remember when this project is due
i dont think that i belong in school
i dont know what im gonna do




my brain my brain is smooth
what is there to do
spectate me just lose
i have not a clue
guide me where to go
theres rocks in my skull
im so im so slow
being me just blows

im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this
im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this



im so stupid!!! w lifeless

You Can't Redeem Yourself .mp3

🎸 “On The Street” – Medium-tempo guitar rock with passionate energy ⚡  
Turning glances back into sparks of fleeting passion  
💿 Get the high-quality version + lyric PDF here → https://junichiyano.bandcamp.com/album/on-the-street

🎵 Lyrics (excerpt):  
Feeling the premonition that the endless days will end  
I hold it close to my heart  
I open the door

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