i met a girl online (hope shes not a guy)

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

re-prod me w/ @odihu, i don't even gotta say anything else tbh u already kno

https://open.spotify.com/track/7CaAvofPd0kVtZ5genZVge?si=b8487dd3e0004e62

lyrics:

coming over 2 ur hoouse
im in suhc a shit mood rn
i can't belive ur still freaked out
ive been waiting for u cleaned outt

(im on first half odihu is 2nd)

meowist girls (w/ odihu)

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

its so hard 2 make friends :( w/ odihu

prod @bloodsekai

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

no one else to talk to
i rlly dont want to
cuz when u look at me
i start feeling like im not cool
and i dont wanna mess up with u
i feel like my heads unscrewed

and for u id kill myself
nothin else to live for so i might as well
and im so annoying n i cant even help
myself
or anybody else

(cant help myself
or anyone else
im so annoying
ill just kill myself)

u look so cute when ur all alone
no one else to talk to no one else to phone
i didnt mean to stalk u jus wonder where u go
and i kno i sound crazy but ur jus so moe
x2

no one else to talk to

@akira3ksucks + @weejk cover prod me

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if u should live or die
rot my brain everytime
ur never satisfied
if i say that i love u
would u say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

u decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while u look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as u lay by my side

red eyes
i might die
u fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
u cut my name into ur thigh
bloodstains on ur dress
u left me here with nothing left
stab ur knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

so there's this girl (cover)

prod me

ooooh
i dont wanna choose
yea my brains so fried
its turned into juice and
iiiiii dont wanna
think abt the past
cus lifes movin too fast

when ur goin? idk
but winters comin with the snow
n i wont have anyone to hold
when i get sad or i get cold
like icicles
ill pierce ur heart with love
until ur high above
my angel from the snow

ooooh
i dont wanna choose
yea my brains so fried
its turned into juice and
iiiiii dont wanna
think abt the past
cus lifes movin too fast
x2

snow angel

https://open.spotify.com/track/4oAWbPGk0Wjw9pvDO4kh8i?si=c7d0824faf75464d

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv
i love love love
love the words
u say say say
say darling

i can't give up
cuz i need ur love
and it's just so dumb
cuz ur so far above
it's pretty laughable
heart eating cannibal
so unchattable
so nail-battable
it's my fault
yet again
i've reached a
deadfuckingend
cigars & cliches
i don't go out these days
quiet down for pete's sake
my brains loud but i need to say

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

i love love love
love the way
u lie lie lie
lie to me
i heart heart heart
heart the things
u say say say
say darling
stab my chest and watch me bleed
i think ur loves too good for me
i fell in love and hope u see
everything thats on tv

say darling

a response to Elvis Costello's Radio Radio

radio radio

I Just Want You (Remastered)

prod: me

i dont wanna talk to you
you are always so rude
treat me like shit i hate you

i hate you

get away
stay away
dont touch me 
every again
i dont wanna be your friend
i dont wanna be your friend

(i dont like the look on your face)
(can you get away from me)
(i dont wanna waste another day)

i dont wanna talk to you
you are always so rude
treat me like shit i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

can you get away from me
better stay away from me
dont touch me ever again
i dont wanna be your friend
i dont wanna be your friend
i dont wanna be your friend

act like that we never met
forgetting all of it
i hate the idea of it
i dont wanna be your friend

i dont wanna talk again
i dont wanna talk again
all you speak is nonsense
all of my time wasted
and i fucking hate it
and i fucking hate it

no one else to talk to

yuki