@vampiremutual


lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick 2 my arteries
Bein sick all the time is my personality  
Imma fail it (yeah) at all cost 
You know that I tried and I tried but its all lost 
Monotone my voice (yeah) she hate me (yeah) she hate it
I be tryna hide I can’t escape it 
Constant (yeah) reminders that I’m dumb and I hate it 
How you gonna remind me but you know I’m the plaintiff 
Constant suffering and the pain and I’m all lost 
I need a therapist (yeah) at all cost
I hate myself so much that I’m all lost
Gaining all the confidence at once and then It’s all gone  
I post it on my spam (yeah) I post it twice 
Hoping that the person that I want come and reply 
Reaching hand, reaching for a hug? Oh I asked twice…
Calling you in the morning ranting all the way til night 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long 
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false 
Do you know how it feels to pity (yeah) yourself ?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

so much 2 gain if ur suffering (sydney)

beats about tearing yourself apart and then trying to rebuild something beautiful with the scraps left behind oh also tape soon maybe idk

0:00 w/ @manmelter
1:05 solo
2:02 w/ @netparasite
3:26 solo
4:12 w/ @lilsadboiiudig
5:03 solo
6:01 solo
7:04 w/ @tgwog
8:22 w/ @kxly06
9:41 w/ @taylor
10:40 w/ @sedaku
11:36 w/ @taylor 
13:00 solo
13:21 solo
13:51 w/ @monkimon

end of summer 2k23 clips(incio netparasite 1sadboi taylormorgan sedaku kxly tgwog mon)

with my friends @f3arme @tenkayyyyy @7ooox

boyfriend w feardorian & tenkay prod feardorian & prblm

with (insta) @1audii1, @prodfrustration, @digipak1, @noveks, @bobbyhorror, @untilisayitsover, @cranesss, @chinapoet, @dreamn.te, @40klima, @freger_, @icantstayfocused, @avoidtragedies, @1naushis, @drevenci, @beatsbydb__, @kat3bi, @vainorlove, @romechh, @pw4prez, @iieeraa1, @envyother, and @claytnnn

snips w/ friends #2

1 @pettyheaven
5 @tekea
6 @444jet
7 @sophitia24
8 @1spc
9 @chained2

jinxed

You too prod flea dollface

ty for #3yrs of proddin
mostly solos
@otaku_u
traktrain.com/otaku

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@y4ndere
@cclusi
@kiryano
@prodpitfall
@yvngsky
@damnzoot
@kou
@you-got-it-mag

2K23 x @skys @yandere @cclusi @kiryano @kou @pitfall @mag @zoot

kuru - focus ft. carna007 + feardorian + zion (p. kuru + kyuro) **calvin exclusive**

@acog @vydolvvs @larua00

Nothing binds you except your thoughts; nothing limits you except your fear; and nothing controls you except your beliefs.

xulu + vydol - for a reason (larua)

ty to everyone who helped with these, theyre def some of my favs,,  big things to come this year.

hmu on ig to purchase @1bleedinggrey

0:00 - @brknglss
0:50 - @prod1audii
2:08 - @prodjayysoul
3:26 - solo
4:01 - @prod1audii
4:51 - solo 
5:55 - @jannahsent
6:52 - solo
8:17 - @kozmiik

winter 24' w/ brknglss, audii, jayysoul, jannah, kozmiik

beatstars.com/bbyazul
instagram.com/bbyazul4k
twitter.com/bbyazul4k

#valleysaints

0:37 - @dep4rted
1:14 - @xandror2
1:57 - @ihatejugo
3:02 - @manmelter + @imyjavi
3:39 - @manmelter
4:32 - @manmelter
5:22 - @dxnieldior
6:15 - @manmelter
7:05 - @dep4rted
7:45 - @dep4rted
8:38 - jackfailure2005 + @manmelter
9:23 - @manmelter

end of summer 2k23 clips(incio netparasite 1sadboi taylormorgan sedaku kxly tgwog mon)

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