original track https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/the-grass-is-always-greener-on-the-other-side

by @ihatebixby

my main soundcloud @1akura

bixby - the grass is always greener on the other side, akura cover

all solo
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🍃 set list 🍃

01. (00:00) vacy
02. (00:51) kyoa
03. (01:34) arrivals, vacy
04. (02:18) zbo, vacy
05. (03:23) arrivals
06. (04:15) alladin, neohn
07. (05:02) snorkatje
08. (05:38) arrivals
09. (06:34) zbo
10. (07:21) arrivals
11. (07:56) senoj
12. (08:35) vacy, zbo
13. (09:34) arrivals, kyoa
14. (10:34) zbo
15. (11:22) neohn
16. (12:08) alladin, neohn
17. (13:01) zbo
18. (13:46) kyoa
19. (15:03) zbo, vacy
20. (15:51) kyoa

🍃 sept '22 clips 🍃 @andremoire @1vacy @neohnq @senojvv @1alladin @zbo7 @snorkatje @kyoakyo

no mixing, made this in 20 min 
i was feeling it; the antis don't help no more

lyrics
i don't want to know
lungs full of smoke
these thoughts in my dome
my eyes i loathe
myself
again
i really wish i could pretend
i try to
did you know that i cry too
did you know that i

prod me 
w/ tha 1 n only ujin 

@contenttttt
@57yyujin

lyrics

yea, i try my best
so much effort to impress people that ive never met.

yea, yea, yea

so much pressure on my chest, play the fool until it ends
keep it calm don't make a scene
cool composure, never scream

play it cool
i'll never change
calm, never move
i'll never change

i struggle just to speak
i tremble on my knees
i stumble on my feet

i cower right beneath
can't even feel my knees
i always think about
what they all think of me

*random discord call*

i think im ok
fake a face
strike a pose, then say it was great
so depressed
i feel great
then i throw up by the gate

woah

now they gather 'round me
asking me if i just feel ok
3×

ujin:

ask me how my life is honestly im doing fine
had to cut a lot ppl off from my life
so i hope u understand
cuz i dont got many friends
used to rock em heavy vans
now im feeling like the mani still dont know
what to say
got to play it cool
play to my strength
baby i cant make a move
no way
girl u gotta teach me how to read whats on ur face
everyday still feeling like the first time
baby with u i can go on any joy ride
i j need ur heart for myself then im alright
hol up gotta play it cool
play it cool, cool

me again:

yea, i try my best
so much effort to impress people that ive never met.

yea, yea, yea

so much pressure on my chest, play the fool until it ends
keep it calm don't make a scene
cool composure, never scream

play it cool
i'll never change
calm, never move
i'll never change

play it cool feat ujin prod me

✧ﾟ。i nvr needed u by my side (yu shatter3d)

prod me, insp by asobi asobase op and animal crossing ost  

notes: this song is very important and means a lot to me, its about leaving school and the friends you grew up with. i made "playmates" at the end of the school year, feeling sad and stuck in a melancholic state. i decided to write a little song about how i felt at the time and i wasnt going to release it but it ended up sounding better than i thought it would. 

i released it but i quickly grew to dislike the song and deleted the original version because i thought it was cringe-y. but after awhile, i've started to remember the days spent in that class and i opened FL to try and make a song in that same vein. but then i stumbled onto the file that i made "playmates" in. listening to it again after a long time, it made me feel some sort of way. it made me feel sad but happy that i was able to live through that experience.

so i've decided to remaster and release it one more time because i still reminisce and think fondly about my time in that small classroom.

@contenttttt
@authrrr

**sometimes, the inner voice is encouraging, calling for you to run those final few yards. you're nearly there, keep going, keep going, keep going, keep going, it will all be OK in the end.**

lyrics:

(memories that fade away
i wish that never will 

i hope you well, in the future where ull lead to be )

and ill miss u when ur gone
sleeping thru the classes
theres not much that i could love 

memories that fade away
i wish that never will 

i hope you well, in the future where ull lead to be 

hey, dont cry 
itll be fine

watching all the planes go by
you see me in next time 
i pray that youll be fine 
singing songs underneath the skies 

and ill miss u when ur gone
sleeping thru the classes
theres not much that i could love 

memories that fade away
i wish that never will 

i hope you well, in the future where ull lead to be

(memories that fade away
i wish that never will 

i hope you well, in the future where ull lead to be)

playmates (me)

@angelino1k
@222bino
@palpatin66
@akayaiog (mastered the song w/ angelino)

lino + vin0 - come back (lunico)

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