produced and mixed by me
mastered by cubox
featuring @717na

Hard to feel the ache when the heart goes numb
Stare goes blank, no I'm never having fun
Been detached from my old self
Staring at the ceiling fighting lethargy with no help
Wasting my time, who am I gon' tell
Oh well, I'm wasted on my mattress
Won't go turn the lights on, I'm too lazy and distracted
Thinking 'bout my former self, that guy is such a has-been
I ain't tryna learn today, let's form another habit
I was talking big talk, now I'm here
My mental is sick God, are you near
I really need to hear you, please give me a clear view
Demons in the mirror might be closer than appear to
All your solutions are in vain
What's the root of my stagnation, every day's the same
Say something useful or get out my face
Think I'll medicate before I get the chance to blow out my brains

I won't go outside because I'm feeling too bad
How the hell I go from riches to rags
Everybody runs their mouth but they will not understand
I'm so tired of being used and distressed
What is there to gain from this life of uneventfulness
Used to think I'd graduate and live my life in excellence
They all used to be so proud but now I'm living check to check
Looking back on me and I can barely see resemblance
I'm so jaded, I'm so faded
I'm so jaded, ain't worth saving
I'm so jaded, ain't worth saving
Ain't worth saving

I'm so jaded, do you know what you put me through
Yeah you got me messed up, I can't look at you
Yeah you turned me to a douchebag acting rude
Now I feel a little better 'cause I got these trues
In my truey jeans I see the way you look at me
Why you hate me I don't know it's a mystery
No I can't stand the way you look at me
No I can't stand the way you look at me
Look away
I don't need you I'm a different beast today
Look away
You still hate me, girl, I see it in your face
Look away
I'm so fed up with your bs and your ways
Look away
Look away

Affirmations don't do jack for me I just want an escape
It's so hard to make my peace with the ways that things have changed
I can't see why you would love me in my times of disarray
Trauma bonding with my secrets, think I'll take this to my grave
Hand to my stomach I'm heaving
Sift through these thoughts of confusion for reasons
I'll just embody my weakness
Try pull me out, but I'm already sinking
Try pull me out
All my ambitions are fleeting
I'm so jaded
Give me a sign to believe in

VIAL OF TEARS

JADED (ft. 717na)

JADED (ft. 717na) [PROD. CVONS]

MR.TONY HIT-YO-BITCH (feat. YUQ) (prod. HVVXCK)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1AoHDEbja5sIugP5IVZfA7?si=xvkMKC9vQqGDW_hNkKgcgA
https://saintomane.bandcamp.com/track/yuu
ARTWORK N MIXING BY ME
@heyywick

PLEASE STOP BOTTIN MY SHIT

YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH
THESE NIGHTS GET SCARY WITH OUT YOU
IM TIRED BABY I NEED TRUTH
I FEEL SO NUMB WITH YOU

WHEN IM WITH YOU
I FEEL SO LOW
WHEN IM WITH YOU
IT GETS SO SLOW
I NEVER KNOW
WHAT GETS ME HERE
IM FINE TO STAY
I NEED YOU DEAR

YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH
THESE NIGHTS GET SCARY WITH OUT YOU
IM TIRED BABY I NEED TRUTH
I FEEL SO NUMB WITH YOU

FILLED THE WORLD WITH AMPHETAMINES
IN THE BACK DOING KETAMINE
YOU WERE THE DIFFERENCE IN MY DREAMS
SO BABY TELL ME WHAT THAT MEANS

YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH
THESE NIGHTS GET SCARY WITH OUT YOU
IM TIRED BABY I NEED TRUTH
I FEEL SO NUMB WITH YOU

YUU W/Heyywick [Getzh]

YEAHHH IMMA SINNER HUH

RAPPERS ON THE MENU, HMM WHAT TO HAVE FOR DINNER HUH ?
SHOOTIN UP THE VENUE, (GDDT) TOLD YA IMMA WINNER HUH
BABY SAY SHE LIKE THE WAY IM MOVIN, IMMA SINNER HUH
THEY SAY BENZO WTF YOU DOIN? YOU LOOK THINNER HUH

I BEEN SNIFFIN METH, I DONT NEED TO EAT IM COOL WITH DEATH
SMELL IT ON MY BREATH, HEART TWEAKIN BEATIN THROUGH MY CHEST
TELLIN ME TO CHILL, I FEEL YOU BUT BITCH IM TOO OBSESSED
I DONT EVEN WANT A REAL SCRIPT, LIL BITCH I NEED IT PRESSED

BOI YOU BITCH MADE, NAME THE SWITCH BLADE FACE RIPPER 
EVERYBODY KNOW THE NAME, IM THE GREAT GRAVE DIGGER 
BRINGIN PAIN, I BE PLAYIN WIT THIS AK TRIGGER 
NEW CRIME EVERYDAY, I JUST THE MAKE CASE BIGGER

GOT EM ALL DEPRESSED, STRESSED OUT IMMA PEST
IMMA STRETCH OUT HIS FLESH, BEST OUT BITCH IM NEXT
GOT A BRAND NEW TECH, TEST OUT YA DUDES VEST
YOU GON GIMMIE MY RESPECT, I'LL PRESS ROUNDS THROUGH HIS CHEST

RAPPERS WANNA FADE, UH OK I SAY WHO WANT IT HUH? 
THEY SAY IM THE PLAGUE, UH OK NEW NAME BUBONIC HUH
FUCK UP OUT THE WAY, BITCH IM MOVIN SUPERSONIC HUH
BITCH IM ON THE WAY, DROP A PERKY IN MY TONIC HUH

I PUT FEAR INTO HIS HEART, YEAH THEY SAY IM TOO DEMONIC HUH
TURN THE WORLD DARK, SHAKE THE PLANET LIKE A COMET HUH
THIS MY FAVORITE PART, LEAVE EM CHOKIN ON HIS VOMIT HUH
IMMA SHARK, YOU WONT MAKE IT OUT THIS MURKY WATER HUH

(VVENIN)
45 hit the neck and break your fucking spinal cord
Pot of greed up in this bitch always got me wantin more 
Run fast outta my crib grab a knife and slash a fucking whore 
Bury all my bodies outta town in a field of corn

Draco on the side it's shooting hella 76
Better watch your tongue around me never let it slip
New corpse on a hook hanging round inside my basement
Got a lot of nerve ill rip you up for entertainment

Bitch swaggin out on street
You are meek 
You are nothing to me 
Feinding for some meat
Need to eat
Watch you die before me 
Slash you and your crew for the fun, I don't need an army
Murderer on the loose, I always keep the fuckin icepick on me

SiNNER w/ VVENIN [prod. vexy]

bitch im so done
taking all these drugs wasn't fun
seeming okay on the outside
but im at the lowest point of my life
people ask if im okay
I shrug it off and I tell them that I am when im not

bitch im so done
taking all these drugs wasn't fun
seeming okay on the outside
but im at the lowest point of my life
people ask if im okay
I shrug it off and I tell them that I am when im not

dumped her like I dump a body and I felt no remorse
cut myself because it helps me feel something again
cut myself because it helps me feel something again

*unholy noises*

I break your heart
rope around my neck and I fall off a tree

(stop putting necrotrap in my related tracks pls soundcloud)

cut myself because it helps me feel something (prod. vrolys revenge)

WARYY X ELMX - FAMILY GUYY (PROD. FINGOTIT)

I can see the way you look into my eyes
The things you love are what i have despised
I put on this mask Of a fake disguise
I will hate myself but I will provide

What you need
I won't let it take you from me
I will beat myself until I bleed
Castrate myself cut off the seed
So I can't create another me

The one I hate is who I see
When i'm looking up into the sea 
I can see the way you look at me 
I'm ashamed so please just turn your cheek 

I feel it coming up don't let me choke 
Anxiety grips around My throat
The smallest things are what provoke 
I have lost all chances for a hope 
That I can find in another my home 
I'm ashamed so please just let me go
The sorrow let me burn it my soul 
The burden I carry takes a hold
I don't know how to say it you should know 

The one I hate is who I see
When i'm looking up into the sea 
I can see the way you look at me 
I'm ashamed so please just turn your cheek 

I AM ASHAMED

I AM ASHAMED [PROD-SILICONE HEARTS]

This is the final single off of Athazagoraphobia 
lyrics:
break myself bitch I'm waiting 
might kill myself bitch I'm tweaking 
don't want to get of the drugs that I'm taking  might break your whole set on the weekend 
razing hell, you won't make it
hate myself, that don't feel right
hate myself, that don't feel right 
hate myself, that don't feel right 

pain I don't want to talk again 
I'm fearing everything that never ends
I'm filled hate 
everything he says never doing what he can't 
so much blood on his face making it look like paint 
I don't understand how I bottle up all this hate
he don't understand I beat the fuck up out of face
fucked her once so I just took her on a date 
you ain't doing nothing your such a disgrace 

break myself bitch I'm waiting 
might kill myself bitch I'm tweaking 
don't want to get of the drugs that I'm taking  might break your whole set on the weekend 
razing hell, you won't make it
hate myself, that don't feel right
hate myself, that don't feel right 
hate myself, that don't feel right 


FLCL ft.christfux (prod.graden x TAKIZAVA)

Light (Ft. Young Cento) (prod. bronk)

EXCELLS - THE WHITE RAVEN (CAMX REMIX)

SUMMER DUBPACK 2K25

ID:
1- WINTER WAR

2- ECO ROUND

3- PREDATOR IN THE CITY

4- WATER INJECTION "VIP"

5 - SPRING DREAM

CONTACT

SPRING DREAMS

 ya favorite schizophrenic speed addict 🤧
🧠ZOMBiE WARLORD/THA UNDEAD KiNG👑
"THR33-THR33-0H B3NZ0"
🕸𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐀🕸

SiNNER w/ VVENIN [prod. vexy]

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